Squishyelephant

I'm going to be gone all weekend and this is going to be amazing~ I've been waiting for this for more than a year~ :squee:

Anime Boston is happening TOMORROW~ I am SO EXCITED FOR THIS YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!! I'm going to be there ALL THREE DAYS as Bliss from the webcomic The Adventures of Wiglaf and Mordred by the ever so fabulous :iconliliy:. I JUST WANT TO ROLL AROUND ON THE GROUND THAT IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRUELY DISPLAY MY EXCITEMENT!!!

Everything is too happy currently. Since I am not happy this surrounding joy just pisses me off because with how awful stuff is no one should be happy. Even though they aren't affected by any of this. Today was an awesome day. WAS. Then I found out that Alexander is dying and it's basically all my fault. It's way too late to save him now and I somehow didn't even notice how awful he was looking until today.  He's rotting. Almost his entire body has blackened due to the rot and he is extremely shrivelled. I researched it online and the only way I could have saved him is if at the very beginning I had completely carved out the rot. Now there...