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Asha'l Elna by SquallStalker Asha'l Elna :iconsquallstalker:SquallStalker 1 0 Anniversary Gift by SquallStalker Anniversary Gift :iconsquallstalker:SquallStalker 1 0 Relief exists, I find it when... by SquallStalker
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Relief exists, I find it when... :iconsquallstalker:SquallStalker 0 0
Eyes of Blue by SquallStalker Eyes of Blue :iconsquallstalker:SquallStalker 3 0 Parting Gift by SquallStalker Parting Gift :iconsquallstalker:SquallStalker 3 0
Literature
Patience
My patience is limited
my pain unrequited.
Said I never do this again;
Oh look here I am
suffering from emotional abuse.
Again.
I reach out
only to get shut down.
Staring into the unknown,
no answers to be found
The wounds on my heart are exponential now.
Extrapolation spirals
in these winters of silence
that bring fear and dread.
Torture in my own head.
For what is the value of a friend,
when something so small can bring about its end?
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Tea time with Friends by SquallStalker Tea time with Friends :iconsquallstalker:SquallStalker 0 0
Literature
Free From Hope
Splintered heart
Fragments drawing apart
pushed together with a glow
of hope; a fatal blow.
Inward thorns
pry and break
with more scorn,
crumbling the cage.
The pieces float
in stasis, peeling away.
Feather fall and gloat;
the shards come to rest, safe.
Where they once were
the fragments reform.
Knitting together
as love is reborn.
The scars rewritten,
the walls torn down.
Undoing of a toxic condition
as love-filled howls sound.
To be open
To be free
Unafraid, well-spoken
and to re-establish ME.
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Luca + Rukon [WIP] by SquallStalker Luca + Rukon [WIP] :iconsquallstalker:SquallStalker 0 6
Literature
Regression
You know –
I’m doomed.
I’m hurt –
More soon.
That look,
The fear!
Acidic touches
Looming glances.
I hide,
reverse sight.
Run?
But where?
You know, you know!
I let fly a groan!
I hide,
I cower.
But there’s no glower.
No pain,
No malice.
Understanding.
Peace.
…Love? Worry?
Compassion?
I raise my head,
Timid, but unafraid.
Forever give my thanks.
The thoughts, never-ending
The fear I keep sending
Abuse never comes.
My song will be sung.
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Literature
The Dreamers
Stoic sitting
Lost in thought
Imagining us for naught
Stand by him,
timid approach
Begging me not to go
Reconcile, warm embrace
Tears flowing
Regained faith
"Please don't leave me"
Not a chance;
squeezed tight, wrapped up
he's my man
Talk it out
Mate means life
Love erupts
Regained sight
Lovestruck dreamers
In the stars
I will know where you are
Iron hold,
locking arms
Searching kisses
Heal these scars.
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Stalkerchick - Wolfy
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
If I don't always comment on your art when I favorite, I apologize. I certainly try. Feel free to ask me for specific feedback/liked aspects if you feel so inclined! <33

Ahaha, there's my smirk! XD Thank you, Dad~

Anyway, drawing is a hobby for me when I get off of working my 9-5. I usually never put up my work before taking it to photoshop and digitalizing it - so it takes me a while.

I have a Livestream That you should check out if you like that kind of thing.

:iconzackyayzplz: <-- Fa.=3

Favourite genre of music: Groove Metal & K-pop
Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga
Operating System: Windows 7
Favourite cartoon character: Balto
Personal Quote: "Fix it, or let it go."
Interests
  • Listening to: Smile Empty Soul - Silhouettes
  • Reading: The Blinding Knife - Brent Weeks
  • Watching: Yu Yu Hakusho
  • Playing: Spyro: Reignited
  • Drinking: Water
Hello there friends!

It's been quite a while. I hope you have enjoyed my rare postings of art in the meantime.
Bought myself a house last year, so that's been exciting. Between a mouse infestation, radon, expensive furnace repair (Protip: AAA Servicing are CROOKS), and laying sod down because the city we live in is like a giant HOA, things are finally settling in. Much art has been added to the walls and make it feel like home sweet home. I wish someone had warned me about all the increased responsibilities that came with home ownership!
It comes with blessings too, like having your parents over for holidays x3

All in all, doing pretty well.
Rattled with depression for a while - who are we kidding, still rattling with it. But I'm learning that forgiveness towards myself, patience, consistency, and small victories are vital.

I lost my dear boy Simon, my first car, earlier this year. It was a 65 MPH impact directly into the K barrier. Needless to say...I am happy to be alive.

I found an amazing chiropractor for my compounded spine / shoulder issues (4.5 years onset). The treatment plan seems to be working, with the added bonus of having dropped 20 pounds and toning my muscles. W00t! The last pain day I had at a 7 showed me how much progress I have made. I have days like that maybe twice a month now; it used to be a daily thing. Nowhere to go but up!

At any rate, that's really all for now. I hope I'll get to carve out some more time for art. I have lots of ideas for y'all just waiting to be expressed! Please be patient with me :)

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KariLiimatainen Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the Star!
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MeanCheen Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the fav, you are awesome! 
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Foxfeather248 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2017  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch! :)
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jeanwoof Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*leaves a plushie and runaways*
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SquallStalker Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well hai there!
Do I know you? XD -cuddles plushie-
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jeanwoof Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You don't know me, but the plushie knows You! :D
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SquallStalker Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hehehe, well  thank you for helping him find me x3
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DoYouLikeKetchup Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the :iconfavplz: <3
hope you look at my other stuff too ;u;
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SheltieWolf Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello! ^^
Thank you for the watch! :) (Smile)
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MeanCheen Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the Favs and the Watch!!  You are amazing! 
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