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confusion_two by SpringsLady1980
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FeyIsland by SpringsLady1980
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simple miracle
When you feel small,
when you feel nothing you do matters.
Look at yourself threw the eyes of a child.
Making lunch, something as simple as a sandwich,
To you... easy, unimportant, nothing new
To a child,
A miracle
Reading books, and playing games
to you... uninspired, simple, little.
to a child,
A miracle
Tucking them in and chasing the monsters away,
To you.... Trival
to a child
A miracle
Cleaning and kissing the booboos,
takeing the pain away
To you... easy
to a child,
A miracle
The next time your feeling blue
the next time your feeling unimportant
to everyone even you
look at yourself throw a childs eyes
To a child, your a miracle.
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?
Im sorry what was that?
what did you say?
I heard you just the other day....
the whispering in my head,
it was there just yesterday....
You said something that i just missed,
speak up and tell me again!
Why are you so silent now???
Please repeat yourself, say it loud,
its driving me crazy thinking your in my head!
What?? what was that??
Damn it i missed it again!!
why do you speak so quietly!!
wait i hear you now
Kill
kill
kill
is that all you said?
kill kill kill
i dont understand your request
kill kill kill
They tell me your not really there,
They swear this is all in my head!!
Im not really hearing you now....
This is not happening, your not really speaking.
Theres just one thing that i dont get.....
Why wont you stop if you dont exist.
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the new life.
tis better to love and lost then to never loved at all,
Ive loved and lost, i dont feel better for it.
My heart is gone ripped from my chest,
i can see it bleeding on the floor where you left it!
when true loves gone one must move on,
do they make these things up as they go along??
Lost in this endless agnony, i can feel little pieces of my
soul leaveing me.
Soon therell be nothing left, Nothing but the shattered exsitence
you left me with.
I see you have no trouble moving on,
it must not have been love after all.
Part of eachother for so long and you can just pick up
where you left off.
Heres whats going to happen,
im sick of all the drama and play acting.
Im going to pick my heart up off the floor,
and dust it off, maybe its not so shattered after all.
You took everything, thats fine im going to get it back.
My heart is stronger then all that.
Maybe ill never forget you, But ill try and thats a good start
on this my new life.
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guns and moonlight part 9
   Trent laye down on top of jayla and pretended to be kissing her neck. There was a knock on the door and jayla kicked with her legs and bucked her body. Trent flew off of her and landed on the floor with a loud thud. The door opened to trent half naked sprawled on the floor. Her father glanced about the room and laughed to himself. " Shes a real bitch, dont ya think?" He asked and walked over to offer trent a hand up. Trent looked at her and then sneered. She couldnt believe it but he sneered. " yeah... Bitch.... but she sure makes shit interresting..... You know... i wouldnt mind keeping her." Trent said and ran a light hand down her cheek. Jayla jerked her head away and threw trent an evil look. " keep her..... i dont think so... besides the woman will try to kill you." Her father said and slapped her in the face. Jayla licked her lip and spit at him. He laughed as he moved out of the way.
   " yeah i know... thats why i want her.... I always liked liv
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Guns and moonlight part 8
Jayla took his flying to the end of the bed as rejection so in order to stop herself from slapping his hansome face she stood and walked to the closet. Trents eyes followed her almost naked progress, Even though he wanted to he didnt say anything about the view.
   " So what are you doing here?" Jayla asked while she moved pieces or lace and silk out of her way looking for her cloths. " Ummm.....Im a cop " He said quietly and jayla droped the hanger she was holding. She turned around slowly to look at his slightly blushed face. " Your a cop.....so umm your here to save me.......Wait how did you even know about this?" She asked flinging her arms wide to show all of THIS. " Ohhh, well you see the thing is....I....i didnt come here for you jayla " Trent said and his face became even redder then before she would have a laughed if she wasnt so pissed off. " Your not here for me........ ummm.... well that leads to the question WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE???" She yelled an
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Guns and moonlight part 7
Jayla woke to the face of a man, who called himself Trent. Which was impossiable being that Trent was dead. Jayla knew he was dead because she killed him! Of course she didnt mean to kill him, but that hardly matters, dead is dead. The Grey eyes that she barely remembered stared into her blue ones and she knew she was missing something.
  Trent was her nabor. The little boy the same age as herself who lived in the next house over. For as long as she could remember they had left the house at the same time and ran off together. They were both about six at the time. Trent was her friend, her only friend. One day she ran over to his house and conviced him to go with her to the bridge that had just been built. Trent was afraid of heights which at that time she teased him about mericely. So there they stood looking over the edge of the bridge watching the water swirll around below them. Trent threw a stone over the edge and it hit the water with a large spalsh, which gave six year
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Guns and Moonlight part 6
Jayla woke the night morning with sunlight in her eyes. Her body was cramped from being forced into the same position all night and she was loseing the feeling in her butt. She looked at the clock and noticed it was eight. She really had to use the bathroom and she was starveing. At eight thrity she couldnt wait anymore and started to scream. someone would show up they had to if they wanted the screaming to stop. About four minutes passed when brono walked into the room. He stood in her doorway with his arms crossed over his stomach and a disaproveing look on his face. " I need to pee, plus im starveing " Jayla told him and he only looked at her for a minute then turned on his heel and left the room. Jayla began screaming again as soon as the door was shut.  the door opened again and her father and a maid walked into the room.
  " Is there a problem Jayla?" Her father asked and she glared at him. " why yes there is.. if i dont get to use a bathroom right now im goin
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Guns and moonlight part 5
Jayla was left staring into the dead eyes of the little man. It was almost funny, he was dead yet his body was still hard and ready. She hadnt wanted to kill him but this was her body she wasnt about to let some sweaty man take her virginity. Her father wasnt aware of her virgin status. Most likely he believed her already broken. For a moment she thought she should feel bad about the dead man. Yet no matter how much she tried to feel guilt she couldnt. She felt nothing but relief.
   The hour was not yet up so Jayla was left alone for the time being. She was sure her father wasnt going to be pleased when he walked into the room to find a dead man on his carpet. Although she worried about the pushiment for such an action, She couldnt feel to bad, she had warned him hadnt she. Jayla looked away from the man to look at the clock on the wall. Time was up, Her father or one of his croonies would be here soon. Jayla looked toward the door with as much contempt as she could mus
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Never Forever part 26
John walked to the bed slowly, a chilling smile on his face. Maryjoe turned away, she didnt have to look at him, no now. " I dont understand you maryjoe, You used to adore me, what happened?" John said running a finger down the side of her face. It sent chills up her spine but she didnt look at him or pull away, what was the point now? " your right, i did love you, but that was a long time ago John. So long ago that i dont even remember it anymore. You killed it John, you killed it. Everytime you put your hands on me you took a little more of that love away. THe only thing i have for you anymore is fear... and pity." She said quietly for a long time John just stared at her. As if he couldnt understand.
  " You pity me Maryjoe... you pity me... your the one tied up.. your the one with only moments to live. why would you pity me?" He asked her running his hand over her hair. " Would you rather i hated you? would that make it easier for you john? I used to hate you, not so long
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guns and moonlight part 3
Jayla spend a good hour trying to get her ropes off, but to no avil. She fell asleep after that. The next morning she woke to someone brushing her hair. It hurt because of the cuts from the gun, and she flinched and tried to move away. She opened her eyes to she her father brushing her hair and humming to himself, sicko.
  " what are you doing?" She asked him and he looked at her and smiled.
" well im prettying you up, of course your frist client will be here soon, " He said and started to brush her hair agian. Jayla pulled away as far as the robes would allow.
" Dad this isnt going to work, Im not going to walk up there so you can sell me off like a pig at market!" She yelled at him and he only laughed.
" walk, who said anything about walking, no Brono will carry you" He said and her mouth hung open. Brono was a very large white man with a bald head who never said a word. Dad met him in jail some years ago and had added him to the payrole when he was released. There was no t
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guns and moonlight part 2
Her father new how good she was, yet try as he might he couldnt get her to follow orders. The last time He had commanded her to hurt someone she had turned on him with thouse knifes of hers. To see his face that day it was priceless to her.
   So you might ask, how did she get where she is now. Tied to a chair, being beaten with a gun? Well its simple really. She let down her guard. She had left her fathers house the moment she turned 18. Which just happened to be the day he brought home the biggest heist of his crimal carreer. How much your wondering? Well it was close to 2 mill, cold hard cash.
   When you think about it, its rather funny. Dear daddy brings home Lots of money and Ungrateful daughter runs off with it. The funnest thing about it was, she didnt even have the money. She had it, for maybe.... and hour, thats how long it took her to get to the police station. She walked out of daddys house with 2 mill, then straight to the police station where
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guns and moonlight
The moonlight reflected off the barrel of the gun. Whispering her fate. She watched it sway back and fouth, Like a dance. A dance of death. He was speaking to her, but his words drowned out in her ears. All his words lost in the dance of the gun.
    Her world was centered on one piece of metallic hardware. The tiggleing in her fingers brought her back to the present. She looked up at her capture, a blank expression on her face.
" where is it Jayla?" He asked drawing the barrel across her temple. She didnt so much as flinch.
" And what is it you would be looking for?"  she replied keeping her voice low and carefree.
" do not screw with me Jayla! where is the money??" He screamed into her face.
" well that depends on what bank you put it into" she whispered. The barrel slammed into the side of her head, filling her vision with stars. she let her head drop to her chest. She watched the crmison drops fall to her jeans.
" your a real beauty Jayla, it would be
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SpringsLady1980
Tiffany
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  • Listening to: the whirrr of my computer, whrrrrrrrrr
  • Reading: ummm anything i can get my hands on
  • Watching: my life pass before my eyes
  • Playing: at being human
  • Eating: Who needs food
  • Drinking: ahhh if only
hello all, im know ive been gone well forever. but i seem to have lost any muse i may have once had. Ive looked for her but she is either hiding really really well or dead. I am beginning to believe she is dead or he is dead considering ive never acually laid eyes on my muse before lol. Ive been thinking lately that i should start writing again, maybe try to get something published. So i sit down at the computer and place my fingers to the keys and then........i stare at a blank screen for like 10 mins. To say the least it is very frustrating. I remember a time when my fingers used to fly over the keys and the words just came to me. now i know the words are there but they seem to be hidden behind some unbreakable wall and no amount of fist pounding kicking or screaming will make this wall budge.. Do you think perhaps im being punished?? Im not sure what i did to deserve such harsh treatment but its the only excuse i can think of.. What really makes me mad is ill be washing dishs... or cooking... or cleaning or whatever and i have a story just running tho my head.. but when i go to write it down its almost as if its laughing at me haha you cant write ha ha you cant write.... Twisted thats what this is.... just plain freakin twisted.. Its cruel and unusual punishment isnt there a law against this kind of thing????

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