When you feel small,
when you feel nothing you do matters.
Look at yourself threw the eyes of a child.
Making lunch, something as simple as a sandwich,
To you... easy, unimportant, nothing new
To a child,
Reading books, and playing games
to you... uninspired, simple, little.
to a child,
Tucking them in and chasing the monsters away,
To you.... Trival
to a child
Cleaning and kissing the booboos,
takeing the pain away
To you... easy
to a child,
The next time your feeling blue
the next time your feeling unimportant
to everyone even you
look at yourself throw a childs eyes
To a chil
Im sorry what was that?
what did you say?
I heard you just the other day....
the whispering in my head,
it was there just yesterday....
You said something that i just missed,
speak up and tell me again!
Why are you so silent now???
Please repeat yourself, say it loud,
its driving me crazy thinking your in my head!
What?? what was that??
Damn it i missed it again!!
why do you speak so quietly!!
wait i hear you now
is that all you said?
kill kill kill
i dont understand your request
kill kill kill
They tell me your not really there,
They swear this is all in my head!!
Im not really hearing you now....
tis better to love and lost then to never loved at all,
Ive loved and lost, i dont feel better for it.
My heart is gone ripped from my chest,
i can see it bleeding on the floor where you left it!
when true loves gone one must move on,
do they make these things up as they go along??
Lost in this endless agnony, i can feel little pieces of my
soul leaveing me.
Soon therell be nothing left, Nothing but the shattered exsitence
you left me with.
I see you have no trouble moving on,
it must not have been love after all.
Part of eachother for so long and you can just pick up
where you left off.
Heres whats going to happen,
im sick o
Trent laye down on top of jayla and pretended to be kissing her neck. There was a knock on the door and jayla kicked with her legs and bucked her body. Trent flew off of her and landed on the floor with a loud thud. The door opened to trent half naked sprawled on the floor. Her father glanced about the room and laughed to himself. " Shes a real bitch, dont ya think?" He asked and walked over to offer trent a hand up. Trent looked at her and then sneered. She couldnt believe it but he sneered. " yeah... Bitch.... but she sure makes shit interresting..... You know... i wouldnt mind keeping her." Trent said and ran a light hand down her cheek
Jayla took his flying to the end of the bed as rejection so in order to stop herself from slapping his hansome face she stood and walked to the closet. Trents eyes followed her almost naked progress, Even though he wanted to he didnt say anything about the view.
" So what are you doing here?" Jayla asked while she moved pieces or lace and silk out of her way looking for her cloths. " Ummm.....Im a cop " He said quietly and jayla droped the hanger she was holding. She turned around slowly to look at his slightly blushed face. " Your a cop.....so umm your here to save me.......Wait how did you even know about this?" She asked flinging her
Jayla woke to the face of a man, who called himself Trent. Which was impossiable being that Trent was dead. Jayla knew he was dead because she killed him! Of course she didnt mean to kill him, but that hardly matters, dead is dead. The Grey eyes that she barely remembered stared into her blue ones and she knew she was missing something.
Trent was her nabor. The little boy the same age as herself who lived in the next house over. For as long as she could remember they had left the house at the same time and ran off together. They were both about six at the time. Trent was her friend, her only friend. One day she ran over to his house and c
Jayla woke the night morning with sunlight in her eyes. Her body was cramped from being forced into the same position all night and she was loseing the feeling in her butt. She looked at the clock and noticed it was eight. She really had to use the bathroom and she was starveing. At eight thrity she couldnt wait anymore and started to scream. someone would show up they had to if they wanted the screaming to stop. About four minutes passed when brono walked into the room. He stood in her doorway with his arms crossed over his stomach and a disaproveing look on his face. " I need to pee, plus im starveing " Jayla told him and he only looked at
So unkind and so unjust ,
This life's unfairness , why on us?
All the pain and all the sorrow ,
Piled upon these sagging shoulders ,
The weight we carry gets greater all the while ,
To push us to our knees,
So we may not reach the sky.
The riches denied us ,
The heavens barred to us ,
Yet we work harder to give to others
So drag your knees in the dirt
And carry the weight for the suits ,
This life's torment , all for us.
Mother's Nature's Cruel Hoax,The games she likes to play,
Giveth then taketh away...
Love comes quickly but leaves faster still ,
Your heart breaks and little pieces fall off
To go to her where she keeps them in glass cases ,
So she can admire the work she's done.
She shines them and hangs them and keeps your love for herself ,
All pretty and suspended to decorate her house.
Desperation kicks in...
and no words come out...
My mind's gone blank with nothing to shout.
I feel trapped and consumed...
Stuck in the cage...
Filled with anger and hurt,
And no release for the rage.
I look for inspiration with no end in sight...
Where is my muse when I need her this night.
My mind starts churning, but no ideas seem to stick..
This writer's blocks a pain and I think I'll be sick.
I stare at this page, the words wont appear...
The pen won't write, someone get me away from here.
The darkness seeps in, someone please save me...
I cry and I plead, what happened to my creativity.
This used to be easy , the words
Love can be lonely, ungratefull, and mistreated by much.
Pulled though the gutter and left to rot.
The heart to be broken and ripped to sherds.
Think its not worth it, the pain and hate?
want to give up and live life alone, with only a pillow to keep you warm?
Thats not worth it, Thats quiting the race, everyone has a mate!!!!
Keep looking, keep dreaming, keep hopeing, keep liveing.
one day youll find your one true soul mate.
That other half that makes you whole.
The one person that can heal the hate.
To all thats gone.
To so much forgotten
To every heart that has been broken.
For every dream that hasnt come true.
For every friend that has left you.
For every love that has found someone new.
And for everyone else that has forgotten you.
To all thats gone, to so much lost
my hearts still broken without cause
To all thats gone be forgiven
To all thats gone im still waiting
to all thats gone
to all thats forgotten
to all the hearts that have been broken
to all the pain thats fresh and new
to all the ones that loved true
to all thats gone
to all that has yet to leave
I know the pain youll send me
To all thats gone i havent forgotten you
to all thats gone i have forgiven you
to all thats gone can you remember me
to all thats gone Please forgive me
to all thats gone i still wait for you
You my endless well of beauty and streanth
you what i hold on too. to drive away the weak.
you that gives warmth on days so cold.
you that holds my heart in your palm.
you that can walk away at any time. Please dont leave me behind.
you who hold my love all to yourself,
you who shares with noone else.
You whos eyes capter mine
you whos hands hold me intwined.
All my life is yours to hold,
all my dreams are yours to share,
only i still dont know, if you have any reason to care.
Not trusted, not believed, I really have no hope you see
Lifes beauty is beyond me, I see nothing but what is in front of me.
Its all foggy and unclear and praying brings me nothing but fear.
The fear to gain nothing more, and the fear that i will lose all i do horde.
No trust and no belief, No hope for better days then this.
When everything is so hard, how can you believe it will be easier next.
I do not believe your lies, and i do not trust your eyes.
Stop saying everything will be better one day, Its not true you know it as well as i do!!!!
Everything will stay on this bumby road till i reach the end.
My life will have meant nothi
hello all, im know ive been gone well forever. but i seem to have lost any muse i may have once had. Ive looked for her but she is either hiding really really well or dead. I am beginning to believe she is dead or he is dead considering ive never acually laid eyes on my muse before lol. Ive been thinking lately that i should start writing again, maybe try to get something published. So i sit down at the computer and place my fingers to the keys and then........i stare at a blank screen for like 10 mins. To say the least it is very frustrating. I remember a time when my fingers used to fly over the keys and the words just came to me. now i kno
alright people im back.... sorta.... i think... maybe. i dont know. I did write one poem earler and i thank the ones that faved it. Ill try to be on more.. try to work my readers back. i lost faith for a little while.. ok a long while, but im working on restoreing it, So drop me a line if your still willing to read my stuff or if ive totally screwed this up :)