I'm going to go into this head-on because I want to write it down and I can't think of another, nicer, way to phrase it. I feel like expressing myself for some reason. Don't mind it much; I don't like that.
I was never able to 'get into things' the way other kids have. (But I am not a kid anymore, I'm a lady. I refuse to think of myself as a woman.) I have enjoyed certain things, to the point of fanaticism, but soon got over them. I see things too easily, see through them too easily. It is my over-analytical mind, or conversely, my simplistic way of understanding everything human. They are just things, people are just people, music is just m