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Like A Fish
Going with the flow means being dragged under by the current, Swept away with no and submerged under water, You watch the fish and wish you could swim with ease like them, So you try, But you don't know which way to turn, as the water churns, And as you try, your energy is expended, Your lungs start to burn, Until you can't hold it in anymore, You become nothing but a bloated corpse, Going with the flow.
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Navigating the Binary
How can I be bittersweet, In a world of happy or sad?
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The Helpful Don't Preach
Don't tell me to love my body when it has tried to destroy, Don't tell me my scars are beautiful, Don't tell my trauma is made me strong, Because you are telling me I am self made by defining me by my pain, Do not praise me for surviving, For standing after I was pushed to the floor, When I look in the mirror, I see what I have become, And a ghost of what I could have been, Every moment is negotiation, Between who I am and who I want to be, And the continual of death of a person I could have been before it all began, I have seen the edge, The theoretical limit to sanity and the inevitable end to my humanity, I have seen my demise, where my
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False Borders
Break me to pieces, Just to steal my soul, You grab it with no intention of letting go, Tears of blood stream like rivers, From which you find gold, And you will not let go, You, you, you, is what I push back against, Because it is from you that my "I" is defined, And "I" want my soul, But you will never let go.
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Question of Obscurity
I remember when you started out, so promising and energized, And when I listening to your music, I can pinpoint where your soul dies, Pitch perfect, the melody is on point, yet something in the delivery seems flat, Oh, and did you hear that! The sound of defeat, where you wish the end was near, You don’t know it but I can hear, It all rising in the back of your mind, Wondering where did the love go after all this time, And when the silence breaks at the end of the song, Your wondering where it all went wrong, In the silence is where the truth lies, And it says more than all that noise in the background that tries to hide how your passi
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*Sigh*
Frustration is overwhelming, I know I need to get this done, but the motivation is just not there, The deadlines is fast approaching but I no longer care, And I sit idle, watching the time, Every hour is a revival, But I quickly die, I can no longer tell which is more of a waste of my time, The assignment or my procrastination
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Again, we go
Physical fatality, mental depravity, I fall into your trap so nonchalantly, Even I can’t tell if this is my master plan, Or I am falling under your spell yet again, I don’t know where we stopped or where we began, I tap the lifeless corpse, Wishing is would move yet again, Over and over, as you stare in contempt, As you have given up yet don’t have the decency to tell me so, And my rage only grows, As that tap turned to slaps, Slaps turn to punches and kicks, Physical fatality, mental depravity, I finally turn to insanity, And I try to the wake the corpse out of a sleep it does not know, Crimson splatters the ground and air,
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Valley of Ashe and the Two Eggheads
On the East Side of the Egg, You carried me around with you like a good luck charm, And I followed after you believing you were my protector, Not understanding you saw it the other way around, I think back to night time strolls we took after you barked your orders, You leaned on me, but I could not take the pressure, And I cried when you realized I was not your savior of evil, And died a little inside when you decided to spend all your time somewhere else, I am reminded of high school English, all I can think of is Tom and Daisy, They aren’t bad people, just careless and live a wreck in their wake, And now I have to disagree with you M
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Like A Fish
Going with the flow means being dragged under by the current, Swept away with no and submerged under water, You watch the fish and wish you could swim with ease like them, So you try, But you don't know which way to turn, as the water churns, And as you try, your energy is expended, Your lungs start to burn, Until you can't hold it in anymore, You become nothing but a bloated corpse, Going with the flow.
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Navigating the Binary
How can I be bittersweet, In a world of happy or sad?
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The Helpful Don't Preach
Don't tell me to love my body when it has tried to destroy, Don't tell me my scars are beautiful, Don't tell my trauma is made me strong, Because you are telling me I am self made by defining me by my pain, Do not praise me for surviving, For standing after I was pushed to the floor, When I look in the mirror, I see what I have become, And a ghost of what I could have been, Every moment is negotiation, Between who I am and who I want to be, And the continual of death of a person I could have been before it all began, I have seen the edge, The theoretical limit to sanity and the inevitable end to my humanity, I have seen my demise, where my
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False Borders
Break me to pieces, Just to steal my soul, You grab it with no intention of letting go, Tears of blood stream like rivers, From which you find gold, And you will not let go, You, you, you, is what I push back against, Because it is from you that my "I" is defined, And "I" want my soul, But you will never let go.
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Question of Obscurity
I remember when you started out, so promising and energized, And when I listening to your music, I can pinpoint where your soul dies, Pitch perfect, the melody is on point, yet something in the delivery seems flat, Oh, and did you hear that! The sound of defeat, where you wish the end was near, You don’t know it but I can hear, It all rising in the back of your mind, Wondering where did the love go after all this time, And when the silence breaks at the end of the song, Your wondering where it all went wrong, In the silence is where the truth lies, And it says more than all that noise in the background that tries to hide how your passi
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*Sigh*
Frustration is overwhelming, I know I need to get this done, but the motivation is just not there, The deadlines is fast approaching but I no longer care, And I sit idle, watching the time, Every hour is a revival, But I quickly die, I can no longer tell which is more of a waste of my time, The assignment or my procrastination
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Again, we go
Physical fatality, mental depravity, I fall into your trap so nonchalantly, Even I can’t tell if this is my master plan, Or I am falling under your spell yet again, I don’t know where we stopped or where we began, I tap the lifeless corpse, Wishing is would move yet again, Over and over, as you stare in contempt, As you have given up yet don’t have the decency to tell me so, And my rage only grows, As that tap turned to slaps, Slaps turn to punches and kicks, Physical fatality, mental depravity, I finally turn to insanity, And I try to the wake the corpse out of a sleep it does not know, Crimson splatters the ground and air,
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Valley of Ashe and the Two Eggheads
On the East Side of the Egg, You carried me around with you like a good luck charm, And I followed after you believing you were my protector, Not understanding you saw it the other way around, I think back to night time strolls we took after you barked your orders, You leaned on me, but I could not take the pressure, And I cried when you realized I was not your savior of evil, And died a little inside when you decided to spend all your time somewhere else, I am reminded of high school English, all I can think of is Tom and Daisy, They aren’t bad people, just careless and live a wreck in their wake, And now I have to disagree with you M
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The Tin Man
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The Guardians
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Galaxy Quest
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Antarctic Expedition
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The Pact Of Obed Marsh
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She Might Never Know
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It's In Every One Of Us
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The Kids are All Right
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Thank you very much for the faves! I really appreciate it! ;w;

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