I've spent the last few months disappearing

It's so hard to say the words for what I mean
'Cause I've spent the last few months disappearing
And it's so hard to say goodbye when you're not leaving
And you'll always wait for me to come home

And I can always count on you to take the blame
I say that things will change but things will always stay the same
I can see it in your eyes you wanna go
But you'll always wait for me to come home
And you'll always wait for me to come home

So tell me why you stay at all
You'd be better off alone
You stick around to watch it fall
Even when I'm building up these walls
If you're not there when I get back tonight
I won't protest, I will not fight
Just don't come home
I know you wanna but don't come home

I was blinded by the fire in your eyes
So I screamed and tore you down until it died
And it's so hard to get it back once it's gone
But you'll always wait for me to come home
And you'll always wait for me to come home

So tell me why you stay at all
You'd be better off alone
You stick around to watch it fall
Even when I'm building up these walls
If you're not there when I get back tonight
I won't protest, I will not fight
Just don't come home
I know you wanna but don't come home

I don't want you around for me to bring you down
I don't want you to stay for me to push you away
I know you wanna but don't come home
I know you wanna but don't come home

So tell me why you stay at all
You'd be better off alone
You stick around to watch it fall
Even when I'm building up these walls
If you're not there when I get back tonight
I won't protest, I will not fight
Just don't come home
I know you wanna but don't come home
Emma Blackery - Don't Come Home

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Do you know that when you hear a song for the first time and instead of slowly warming up to it, it just Instantly Strikes you because. Mood and the lyrics just fit and it's like damn, where have you been all this time
That was me with this song today, and I had to draw to it right away fffff
I am fine, by the way! It just brought up emotions, is all And I draw Bienie looking Neutral Sad very often so I figured something more dramatic woukd be a good change.
(I will reply to comments this weekend by the way, no worries)

Made with DeviantArt muro and Paint Tool SAI. Bienie and art belong to SpitfiresOnIce.