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Of stars and stagnation

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Of stars and stagnation

stars are shameless; they show us their past openly, revealing to us in their light the world of so very long ago and I am lost in that world, a world of darkness and light, staring up at the sky as the rest of the world keeps moving. and I sit and focus on the past— not mine, but theirs, a past full of wonder and light and marvel at what they have seen as I watch the sky, thinking my own life to be unexciting while others around me are living and I wait for adventure to come to me while everyone else is busy going out to find theirs. What the hell am I doing?

Hunger

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Hunger

Humans lie and deceive. They feel emotions: sorrow, pain, happiness, hope. They drag others down into hell in order to climb higher themselves. Perhaps worst of all, despite their own natures, they somehow believe that they can trust others to never betray them. Demons, on the other hand, are very simple creatures. Their existence consists of but one constant goal: to satisfy their hunger. So it was a very good thing that Sebastian was patient. It had been such a long time since his last contract had ended. The scent of Ciel Phantomhive’s soul had been too irresistible to pass up. And so now he waited patiently, anticipating the day w

d i s a p p e a r . thoughts

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d i s a p p e a r . thoughts

there are words in my mind, red kite strings playing in the wind i reach out and grasp only mist slips through my fingers like water or moonlight the ink stains on my hand a mark of futility i want to taste starlight touch this room’s silence hear the snow fall i want to sing a memory catch a star in flight and write the raindrops as they cry their forever and return to nothing but tonight the sky is clouded the room hums gently and the red threads of eternity are slipping away once more

Speck

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Speck

My hopes and dreams Are so far out of reach That I don’t even know what they are And sometimes I feel Trapped inside, Like a firefly in a jar. How pathetic am I? Against the vastness Of the entire world— The whole universe And history of time— I am but only one girl. I don’t want to be lost, Cast aside and forgotten, But who am I to say What the world will remember If I can’t even decide What I will do today? A speck of sand, That’s all I am, Amongst the millions on the shore, Until a wave takes me back Into the sea For now and forever more.
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Of stars and stagnation

O

Of stars and stagnation

stars are shameless; they show us their past openly, revealing to us in their light the world of so very long ago and I am lost in that world, a world of darkness and light, staring up at the sky as the rest of the world keeps moving. and I sit and focus on the past— not mine, but theirs, a past full of wonder and light and marvel at what they have seen as I watch the sky, thinking my own life to be unexciting while others around me are living and I wait for adventure to come to me while everyone else is busy going out to find theirs. What the hell am I doing?

Hunger

H

Hunger

Humans lie and deceive. They feel emotions: sorrow, pain, happiness, hope. They drag others down into hell in order to climb higher themselves. Perhaps worst of all, despite their own natures, they somehow believe that they can trust others to never betray them. Demons, on the other hand, are very simple creatures. Their existence consists of but one constant goal: to satisfy their hunger. So it was a very good thing that Sebastian was patient. It had been such a long time since his last contract had ended. The scent of Ciel Phantomhive’s soul had been too irresistible to pass up. And so now he waited patiently, anticipating the day w

d i s a p p e a r . thoughts

d

d i s a p p e a r . thoughts

there are words in my mind, red kite strings playing in the wind i reach out and grasp only mist slips through my fingers like water or moonlight the ink stains on my hand a mark of futility i want to taste starlight touch this room’s silence hear the snow fall i want to sing a memory catch a star in flight and write the raindrops as they cry their forever and return to nothing but tonight the sky is clouded the room hums gently and the red threads of eternity are slipping away once more

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My Bio
Current Residence: Iowa
Favourite genre of music: Rock, pop, and alternative
Operating System: Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano
Favourite cartoon character: Sebastian Michaelis :iconbassyplz:
Personal Quote: "Everyone is insane in their own special way."

Favourite Visual Artist
CLAMP
Favourite Movies
Pirates of the Carribean, Harry Potter, Inkheart, etc.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park. Of course.
Favourite Writers
Erin Hunter, Anne McCaffrey, and Poe
Favourite Games
Too hard to decide...
Favourite Gaming Platform
I don't know... DS, or the Wii.
Tools of the Trade
Pencil, computer, digital camera, my insanity.
Other Interests
Anime/Manga, Video games, Dragons, Books, Collecting Random Stuff, Trading Cards, Movies, etc.

Well...that was a waste. (AKA Stupid, stupid me.)

Well...that was a waste. (AKA Stupid, stupid me.)

So. Won a contest thing, got a 1-month premium membership. And completely forgot to use it. And I just now thought, "Oh, I've still got a few minutes left before it expires--I can put up that poll I've been meaning to, or maybe a quick journal." Except I FORGOT ABOUT TIMEZONES. So it's already gone. I just completely wasted a PM. I feel ashamed. And now I'm going to bed because I've got class in the morning. I just want to sleep till noon. I already miss being on break.

I...I don't even know.

I...I don't even know.

Dear Sebastian, I don't really know how to tell you this, but the rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you. I think I realized it when I finally changed my underwear at the Elton John concert and I saw you hit on the elephant in the corner. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that I get turned on only by garbage men. I'm returning our matching Snoopy underwear, but keeping your photo with the moustache drawn on it as a memory. You should also know that I never will forget that night and you should stop picking your nose. Go drown yourself. --Ciel Dear Homura, I don't really know how to tell you this, but the rainbow hedgehogs want to

Halos of the Son [BECAUSE I'M BORED]

Halos of the Son [BECAUSE I'M BORED]

RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 15 friends. (hahaha NOPE) 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. _______________________________ 1. SOMEONE SAYS "ARE YOU OKAY" YOU SAY? I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic at the Disco 2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? Wisdom, Justice, and Love by Linkin Park [Wow...almost kinda sounds like I'm full of myself or something] 3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? What's This? from The Nightmare Before Christmas (Fall

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Thanks for the fav on my Alois poem
The Phantom of the Manga has returned at long last. 
It should also be known that I miss you Bassy.
Oh, hello! ^^
What motivated you to come back on DA?
why all the free food, drink, and pleasurable company.
thank you for the fav!
ginas-cakesHobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fave.....:aww:
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Thanks for the :+fav:!