So You've all probably been wondering why I haven't been on here in a while, and why I haven't posted anything in like forever. So I have been dealing with some pretty bad depression problems, and I have been struggling with pretty much everything in my life right now. I'm tired most of the time and have little motivation to do anything. Kinda sucks.
I am in kind of an upswing at the moment, and am trying to get back involved with some things that I haven't been doing much of recently. I still feel like I'm on an emotional pogo stick though. It's really irritating sometimes. I just want to feel good and be happy, but it is such a struggle.
The thing I am worst at is actually applying the things I learned in therapy to actually help me do better. It just seems so hard sometimes.
Today I am feeling a bit low, but in general things are looking up. Maybe I'll draw something sometime too. We'll see.