Biting my lower lip till it bleeds
Voices screaming, "you're not the one he needs..."
Heart pounding, chest caving
Is this love really worth saving?
Wanting to grab the kitchen knife
To end this ongoing strife
Wishing this pain would just cease
And praying that I will be released
Crying until I fall asleep
Holding these secrets that only I keep
To myself, and no one knows
What the future will hold
For now, I am dreaming and we will see
If this life is really meant for me