I don't like it when I'm drawing in class and people start watching me draw, then someone asks to see my binder (i have a binder with all my drawings, like three of em) then i feel super awkward bc all these people are watching me.
I really hate it when someone's talking to you and then some other person interrupts and you're listening to two conversations at the same time. It's like, did you not see this person talking to me first?! Or when you're the one talking and they interrupt you. And also what ruinourfriendship said below, I can't stand that shit either. And I think to myself, why do I even have a voice if no ones gonna let me talk or someone rephrases my words?
i literally go insane if I enter my room to a bunch of stuff on my bed it's.... bad. I freak out though, cause my bed is my safe space and it feels kinda like i'm getting kicked out?? also i don't like it when my friends start talking to each other but that's cause I get third-wheeled really easy in public situations;
um, my blankets. They have to be perfectly lined up, center to center, and in a specif order, or I'll toss and turn for HOURS. Also, I can not sleep with any limb sticking out of the covered. I'll instantly wake up if one slips out, so i usually have to sleep in a cocoon, with each side of the blankets tucked under me, including the bottom. But never the top, can't breath if I'm covered.
I also get irrationally irritated whenever I can plainly hear someone breathing. Like, not normal breathing, but you know how your breathing gets deeper//louder when you sleep? That sound pisses the hell outta me.
any mentions about moms in general. it's so weird and petty like???? if anybody brings their mom to school or texts them or talks about how great they are... i dunno. considering that my mother is emotionally and verbally abusive, it just kinda rubs salt in the wound to know how great moms are supposed to be. i would never say this out loud tho!! if they've got a mom that loves them, that's great and i feel happy for them. it just hurts a little that i don't people that are rude to their parents also really really irk me... i wish i had the option to get mad at them over petty problems or be an ungrateful little shit like a lot of kids my age are. if people are rude to their parents and i know their parents are good people, yeah, no, we aren't going to get along also i absoloutely NEED to have covers on me. no amount of heat can deter me lmao,,, i'm not sure why i do this but and it doesn't bother me now, but i used to be afraid of escalators until i was about 11. when i was 5, i fell down one, scraped my knee, and got laughed at by like 3 kids lmao, and i had been afraid of escalators ever since also paper cuts freak me out so much more than they should tbhh
God the mom thing, I feel! Just happy families, like people who even if they squabble sometimes and get upset over petty shit but still ultimately cooperate just. grinds my gears, because I can't have that and it rrrrrr?? If you ever need someone to rant to about shitty family I got you man, bitching about it always helps
Also people who kill bugs for no reason?? Like, why? You can't just let them be, or even try to put it outside you just?? kill it????? I dont understand
haha, yeah lmao :')) i feel bad for feeling that way but yeah it does kinda poke at some deep scars for me blargh, there's not a whole lot to say but thank you for the offer <3
mm yea, that sucks :/ it bothered me SO MUCH as a kid but i've grown more apathetic growing up because I know people will do it no matter what I say and that I'll be seen as weird if I fight for a bug's life, but I've never liked it and never will
I absolutely hate it when you say something to a person and they rephrase it so that they look better than you. for ex: me: my uncle died. guy: my uncle is coming over next week. It's pretty cool. (an actual person said this to me) i dislike children who look sticky? If you know what I mean. like they haven't been taken care of. that feeling when you watch something disgusting and when you eat you feel like you're eating that thing O.O
Ok soooo I CANT sleep if my blanket/sheet/whatever isn't over my head completely. No matter how hot it is, it makes me super duper uncomfortable if I sleep like a normal person with their head out of the covers. It makes me feel safer, also there was this story (THIS IS PRETTY GROSS, SO DONT READ IT IF YOU DONT LIKE GROSS THINGS ABOUT BUGS) where this guy woke up and pulled a huge centipede out of his ear uggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Also cant sleep on my back EVER
for me it's white bed sheets I can never feel comfortable in a bed with white sheets and I think it's bc they remind me of hotels and traveling stresses me out so much so white bed sheets = hotels = traveling = stress = i hate white bed sheets ya feel