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2 deviants said Today actually sucked a lot
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1 deviant said The entire weekend was torture for me and now that sadness is carrying into the week
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1 deviant said So yeah just a heads up that I probably won't be able to draw much for a while sorry I love you all
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No deviants said Like idek why I just feel so unmotivated and tired and sad
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No deviants said I went back to school today just to be bombarded by assignments that I can't even remember
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No deviants said My stupid brain isn't working right today like I can't even draw anything
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No deviants said Not to mention my homeroom teacher made me absolutely terrified to go to college
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No deviants said And all day I've been constantly reminded of other people's successes and my failures
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No deviants said All while my mom is shaming me for my forgetfulness and my dad is upset because I'm being mean to him
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No deviants said I'm doubting myself again and overall I just feel really not okay right now

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StasisCan Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Don't worry, you're not the only one. This retreat completely deprived me of sleep, I legit almost went into a full on rampage and destroyed all my stuff out of pissed off sleepiness. I would recommend getting plenty of sleep dude, sleep is the solution to all problems lmao. I usually assuage some of the stress by playing video games about murdering tons of stuff lol, or read funny pictures and whatnot. It's pretty much two weeks on nonstop school is what it is. Obviously it would have an impact on all of us. I just have to finish my homework and its straight to bed lol. Anyways hope you feel better soon man, it pains me to see you stressed and sad. *awkwardly pats on back*
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spiderliings Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank god man lol. I totally feel you though. Like holy fucking shit that retreat was nonstop religious activities for two goddamn days. And to be completely honest I personally didn't gain anything from it whatsoever. All it really did was make me feel like shit for lying to everyone about my beliefs and morals and such. But w/e it's over now and this weekend is probably gonna be full of sleep and drawing and lazy for me lmao
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Acrylic-blood Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hope you cheer up soon, Sai :3.
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spiderliings Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Acrylic!! ;v; <3
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Acrylic-blood Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! :3.
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thrallath Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No unacceptable! Don't you dare feel sad and upset! I shall not allow this! *Hugs you* I am here for you!

But in all seriousness I hope things go well for you man. It's just another wave in life that you gotta ride out. I wish you the best of luck and happiness in the following days.
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spiderliings Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much!! ;____; I am feeling a bit better today <33
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thrallath Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem. I'm glad things are starting to turn around for you.
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citypng Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i really do from the bottom of my soul hope you feel better soon samuel !! if you ever need someone to rant to and/or complain to i'm completely here for you.
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spiderliings Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Dude omg that really means a ton like <333 I cannot even express how much that means to me holy shit ;;; But thank you so much sis!! I really appreciate it!!
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citypng Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
sCREECHES LOUDLY I DID IT I MADE SENPAI HAPPY JSKSADKASKDSAKDASK SILENTLY CRIES TO DEATH

no problem dude ! i seriously am here for you; you're not just a pile of pixels to me, you're my best friend and i love you so much ;A;
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spiderliings Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
hHELL YE BITCH ILY

SAME dude omg ;;; Like honestly idk how many times I'm gonna say it but I love you so fucking much and you mean to much to me like <333 Om g<333
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citypng Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
FUCK OMFG THANK U SAMU-SENAI

jesus u gotta stop ok bless ur soul sam im gonna explode if you say one more nice thing dUDE
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setsaiil Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015
:hug: get better soon. I wish you luck in everything you do :>
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spiderliings Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you ;;;
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setsaiil Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015
If you need someone to talk to I'm here as well :>
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