Hey guys. So, I know I've been quiet lately. Been dealing with a lot emotionally, feeling completely overwhelmed by certain, obligations and quite frankly, been tired of being constantly reminded that I'm an unaccomplished 44 year old that can't do all the things everyone else can due to her own physical, financial and mental limitations, which unfortunately cannot be helped. Today I was at store, and one of the check out clerks, had "Hazbin Hotel Hotel" buttons all over her vest. Not that I have anything against "Hazbin Hotel," but it's was just another reminder that another artist (younger than me, even.) like me, had all the advantages I never got to have to become successful and it just hurts so much.... I'm so tired of being reminded that I will never get to have that or that I'll never be good enough….. this post is getting rather wordy, so I'll get to the point... I have been taking a much needed break, until I feel like I can even do so much as pick up a pencil, whenever that