Monkey Quest BioName: Darkness LemonwolfHome: OokSpecies: BaboonHeight: 3'6"Eyes: bright greenFur: blue & light blueHair: blond, prefers double ponytails styleBirthday: March 1stGender: femaleSexuality: straightAge: 15Tribe: Chim Foo ninjasScars or other markings: tattoo of Chim Foo symbol on back of right pawVirgin: YesFriends: Lexy, Marilla, Webster, Rex, Whisper, Enzo, Loch, Isota, Tonic, Jitter, Trollbite, Sabre, Master ShadeCrushes: Tesen & GrootHero: Mysterious WarriorLikes: jumping, painting, ninjas, flowers, music, Homestuck, Pokemon, magic, eating, climbing, bouncing, sleeping, skirts, jewelry, Bathogs, night time, photography, collecting, comics, candyDislikes: pants, water, swimming, fighting, bullies, being bossed around, zombies, being ignored, loud noises, fish, poison, snow, ice, piratesFavorite foods: razzberries, chicken, pumpkin pie, coconut, mango, chocolate milk, onion, pork, garlic, grasshoppers, almond, bamboo, sugar cain, peanut, cereal, orange juice, red wine
Suffering In My MindI may be 25, but I'm not too old to have my feelings hurt. Even though you don't realize it, your words harm me. They linger in my mind & repeat, making me feel worse about what I did to make you say such terrible things in the first place. Why must I change myself to please you? Why can't you just let me be who I am?Lots of posters out there read 'Just be yourself' but that is easier said than done. The people who crafted them make it seem so easy. I feel like I will never escape those who wish me harm. School was where it went on the most, but those bullies are still following me with different faces & different words. I try to defend myself, but then they turn it around on me when I do. Suddenly I am the bad one who needs to be punished. I have never in my entire life started a fight, but I always am the person blamed for it. Why is that?I suffer in silence because no one understands. Sure, some will attempt to comfort me, but they don't know what to say. No one understands me. I'