David part 2End the pain. Please, just make it stop. End this pain in my body. I want to go back to the days in which I was happy. I miss my friends. I miss feeling average. I want to be happy to be alive. I don't want to spend most of my time in my computer chair anymore. I want to live, not survive. Please, please make the pain go away.You promised me that you would never leave me. You promised that I would be the only one & I told you I didn't believe you. You were wrong & I wish I hadn't been right.Everyone lies. Everyone changes their mind. Everyone leaves me or sends me away. I knew from the start that we would be temporary. I knew that I would have another piece of my heart shattered, but I did it anyway because I'm weak. I shouldn't exist. All I do is bring pain & cause anger to those I meet.