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Oh what a journey so far.... it's been a VERY long time since my last journal entry!! But it seems a lot of you are keeping in touch through my submissions. I appreciate that. WOULD LIKE MORE COMMENTS THOUGH! =P

So where to start.... uhmm, my Parkour & Freerunning isn't too bad, just recently came out with a variety of new videos, (Links are at the bottom of entry) Although many look up to me, my knees are giving me problems. NOT FUN! At age 21, my knees are hurting... so I'm training SMARTED and performing SAFER and doing some conditioning for them. So hopefully I can continue to live up to my name. Although it seems most who watch my videos on my YouTube channel are just crazy BIG JUMP, DOUBLE FLIPPING, TRIPLE TWISTING hungry children, who wanna see the craziest things. I fear I may disappoint them. ahaha Especially because I'm starting to change the videos on my channel from Parkour & Freerunning clips to more philosophical and motivational type videos.

On that note, I have started a series on my channel called JUST A THOUGHT which is a gorgeous series, and they're all just for thinking, but it's pretty interesting. And for a lot of the kids who watch my videos, a real eye opener. I'm really big into the Zen, Feng Shui, meditative, spiritual lifestyle. It's more important to me than most people know. Since I was introduced to this new, lifestyle... I've become so much more balanced as a person, feel better about myself, about things. I no longer find myself attached to material desires.

Since I got my new camera a Canon 60D, I've been able to take better shots, which I hope you all like and enjoy!! =D A lot of you favorite a lot of my stuff which is awesome, thank you for such support. I hope I can continue to snap more and better shots for you all!!

Hard to pick what else to talk about, so if you would like to know more, I've nothing to hide so ASK AWAY!!

And to top off this journal entry, I'm going to jot down a few of the best things in my life, And I encourage you all to join me! In a comment, jot a few of the best things in your life!</i>

CRISTINA - NISSA - FANS/FOLLOWERS/SUPPORTERS - MY PIANO - CLOSE FRIENDS - MOM & DAD - GRANDMA & GRANDPA - MY POSITIVE ATTITUDE - THE YIN YANG ☯ - THE OM ॐ

Thanx everyone!

-Kyle 'Epic' Mendoza
"Stay Postive"

Latest DEMOREEL!! A MUST WATCH!!: youtu.be/QXqGKYO9fnE
Latest Short Flick: www.youtube.com/watch?v=qm8f3Z…
Latest Just a Thought: www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXVGxR…


YouTube: www.YouTube.com/Epic1
Twitter: www.twitter.com/EpicWisdoms
Facebook: www.facebook.com/Epic1
  • Listening to: A mix of tunes for my next video.
  • Playing: with my dog Nissa! &lt;3
  • Eating: Chinese here soon.
  • Drinking: Water
  • Listening to: Drum &amp; Bass
  • Eating: Pizza!!
  • Drinking: idk yet but either lemonade, or coke, maybe MILK!
Whoooo it's been too long my friends!! Many of you started watching me cuz of my deviations, a few because you've seen my youtube videos! -lolz- Good times...

So... making it big, so far it's payed off... I've learned sooo much in such little time and I've still so much to learn. But before I tell my story, let me remind you that I AM A REALIST... not an EGOTIST so believe me when I say that I may have somewhat of a big head due to the things I've done and the ways i've affected people but I KNOW MY PLACE and I do not ABUSE IT for NEGATIVE things. I figure if any of you are to enjoy this story, you'll have to try and see me for WHO I AM... instead of some cocky ass.

So since my last Journal... I had YouTube samplers, and videos... and I decides to take my videos to the next level and start making TUTORIALS on how to perform the techniques I do. And within a few months I started getting over 5,000 views... and for me at that time that was real BIG TIME. So I kept making tutorials, taking insight and applying it to my lifestyle.

So time went by I hit some rough roads... Nicole and I split up in the end of '08 And man that was a rough next half year. I started getting better at my skills and talents and posting more tutorials a few silly vids.... THEN MY DESKTOP PC CRASHED!!! AHAhaH Horrible next few months... all I had was my fone to check messages n shyt. So I saved up and bought me a LAPTOP!!! A nice one too... 17in. screen, 6GB RAM, 500GB HDD! and vista 64bit! But like most vista pcs... THE INTERNET HAS ITS PROBLEMS AFTER A WHILE. ^_^ AhhHaaH

So I got my laptop, filmed a lot more tutorials, and promoted myself, got a few sampelrs out there... and then I LEFT TRICKset!! OH NOOOOSSS!!!hahaha For many of you who don't know TRICKset was a huge deal for me because I started the group, and I wanted it to be like family, every member being a serious practitioner of Parkour, FreeRunning, Xtreme Martial Arts, etc. Just movement! But I was a bad leader... kicking people out because I didnt think they were good enough, and making exceptions for people because I liked their attitude and such. So feeling like I wasn't LEADER MATERIAL... I left TRICKset and gave it to Gio the next in line.

So since then I've been flying SOLO, and found new buddies to train with... meeting new people online... getting in touch with people all over... getting in touch with fans and replyign to messages to people who look up to me. And basically BUILT A POSITIVE REPUTATION for myself... and so far THIGNS ARE GREAT!!!!

I've inspired SOOO MANY PEOPLE with just the simple saying I created... "STAY POSITIVE" And now I hear people saying it all the time to me and in signatures on their texts to me... in the ends of their messages to me. It's a great feeling!! To have started such a movement... and my goal in life is more to make people become AWARE!!! Because we ALL HAVE COMMON SENSE, from the day we're born, but it's like giving someone a Lint Roller... MOST PPL would think of something to do with it... some would be questioning and stressing themselves over WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS?!?! lolz. So I help them become AWARE of how to use their common sense, how to stick to that and TRUE LOGIC and use it PRODUCTIVELY. So instead of firing back with negativity... staying positive and realizing the better option for everyone involved would be to do... this... instead of that.

And then after a while I hit ANOTHER ROCK... I busted my ass to make so many people happy, always staying positive without caring much for myself... I started getting sadder and sadder, and someone said to me, "YOU BUST YOUR ASS TO MAKE THE WORLD HAPPY... BUT WHO'S MAKIGN YOU HAPPY?" And man oh man I almost went ona  desperate search to find a lover, and wondered maybe shes right in front of me!!! aHahA Crazy times.....  .... I won't say much about what has happened since then.... I will tell you that I am being very patient though to be slapped in the face by some girl and have her tell me HEY!! I'M HERE!! I'LL GIVE YOU REASSURANCE!! WE CAN TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER!! I WILL LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS YOU WILL LOVE ME.... something like that. ^_^

And thenn there's NISSA!!!! oh my puppy Nissa she's got over 130 fans on her Facebook Fanpage!! aHHahAH such an adorable puppy and SOOO TALENTED!! She's bout 10 months and started her cycles!!!! OH NOSSS!! hHaAhAHah

And I could go one but I'm going ot leave you all with that... if you have anymore questions, comments, concerns, you kno where to post'em!! ^_^

See my latest sampler: www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8CanO…
Watch my STAY POSITIVE message vid: www.youtube.com/watch?v=UOfP0s…
My MAIN YouTube PAGE: www.YouTube.com/Epic1
MY FaceBook PAGE: www.facebook.com/EpicWisdom
MY EpicWisdom YouTube PAGE!: www.YouTube.com/EpicWisdom

In a nutshell for how my life is going at this moment.... I've kinda given up on my ability to perform... I still train and I still attend open gyms and show off...  but my knees are startign to give out on me more and more, and the worst part... is my age.... 20 years old!?!? My body should not be telling me it's almost time to quit at the age of 20. AhaHAh so we'll see how things go. But... for now I am trying to pursue a TEACHING CAREER... if only I can become part of a facility that would allow me to teach it. ^_^
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLsWMoRHAzA
  • Reading: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLsWMoRHAzA
  • Watching: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLsWMoRHAzA
  • Playing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLsWMoRHAzA
  • Eating: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLsWMoRHAzA
  • Drinking: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLsWMoRHAzA
I've been busting my ass lately to get as far as I've gone but busting my ass more ignoring the responsibilities and limits and reality of this corrupted world.

And I've come to realize... that not everyone is going to have my back as much as they used to back int he day and I'm going to have to start REALLY fending for myself here soon.

But the more this video gets put out, DOWNLOADED and thrown up on other websites, the better.

If any of you know people big in commercials, companies, anything that could help me start my career as a stunt man, martial artist, traceur, freerunner, w/e... please show them this video, this is making big part one... and i'm DREAMING BIG, AND I'M GOING TO GO BIG, otherwise... I'M GOING HOME TO START OVER.

Thanx for those who considered this and passed on the video to their friends or posted it in their journals... the following is the video message Ive been sending around.

NEW SAMPLER VIDEO IS UP!!! www.youtube.com/watch?v= DLsWMoRHAzA SPREAD IT AROUND! MY FUTURE DEPENDS ON IT

NOTE! on the link where it says ...watch?v= DLs... when u put that in the URL box, erase the space between for the real link tpo show, otherwise it'd just be a =D in the middle of a link.

OR JUST GO TO YOUTUBE.COM N SEARCH

Epic 2008 Sampler

Check out these people!!

:iconedgefx1::iconellysdoghouse::icongrannyma::iconjasdog565::iconwillfactormedia::iconflexdaw::iconkaratemommeh::iconlady-of-swords:
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Reading: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Watching: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Playing: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Eating: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Drinking: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
We filmed the interviews and the tricks today and it airs tomorrow on KSDK News Channel 5 at 3PM & 10:30PM So check it out those of you in St. Louis, or close by.... and for thsoe of you far away... hit up KSDK.COM and find the article yourselves after 3PM tomorrow. ^_^  Hope yall watch n enjoy... I'm excited!

Birthday Wishlist

Tue May 20, 2008, 10:29 AM
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Reading: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Watching: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Playing: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Eating: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Drinking: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
This is just in case anyone has the money to spare, mainly for my mom n grandma since they're the ones who are more likely to get me anything from this site. I've provided links to some of the items from their OFFICIAL SUPPLIER'S WEBSITES so u can see how much the official sites sell them for and compare them to other stores to get them cheaper if you'd like.

The bolded items are the ones I want the most.

XBOX 360 Webcam www.xbox.com/en-US/hardware/x/…

A WIRELESS KEYBOARD (VIA USB) www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=… (ALSO I DON'T WANT ONE WITH A MOUSE, JUST THE KEYBOARD WITH THE USB COMPATIBLE WIRELESS ANTENNAE) or A MESSENGER KIT for the xbox 360 www.xbox.com/en-US/hardware/x/…

2 or 3 Wireless XBOX 360 Controllers www.xbox.com/en-US/hardware/x/…

DragonBall Z: Burst Limit www.xbox.com/en-US/games/buyNo…

Ninja Gaiden 2 (Releases June 3rd) [XBOX 360] www.xbox.com/en-US/games/splas…

Halo 3 [<i<XBOX 360</i>] www.xbox.com/en-US/games/buyNo…

Call of Duty 4 [XBOX 360] www.xbox.com/en-US/games/buyNo…

A laptop (WITH AS MUCH GB OF MEMORY U CARE TO BUY and preferrebly WINDOWS VISTA)

A CREATIVE ZEN VISION: W  It's an MP3 player compatible with many files, and it's like a widescreen mp3 player as well. us.creative.com/products/produ…;If you can't find this one when go ahead n search for the CREATIVE ZEN VISION: M us.creative.com/products/produ…

I'd also like a new camera, one for pictures... easy to use, one where u can change the shutter speed, the lighting, and auto and manual focus on the lens, and digital with memory card and easy to import to a computer.

AND A KEYBOARD PIANO, MAYBE ONE AROUND THE $300-$500 DEAL, Cuz I love keyboards... piano is soo much fun.

If the links mess up, let me know and I'll try n find the link I used and send it to u, as for the ITEMS WITHOUT LINKS, THOSE ITEMS YOU CAN JUST FIND ON UR OWN USING THE TRAITS I GAVE U.

TRICKset 7 is out!!!

Thu May 1, 2008, 8:02 PM
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Reading: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Watching: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Playing: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Eating: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
  • Drinking: http://www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU
www.youtube.com/v/CdOT1ZI6ZUU TRICKset 7 IS OUT!!
CHECK US OUT!!



FOR THOSE OF YOU TRICKERS AND PHOTOGRAPHERS AND TRACEURS N ANYONE WHO'S INTO BREKADANCING, PARKOUR, XTREME MARTIAL ARTS, GYMNASTICS, FREE RUNNING....

THIS SUMMER JUNE 26-29th there's the HURRICANE TRICKSTERS GATHERING...  
Gathering Info

Date: June 26 - June 29

IMPORTANT INFO, WE WILL ONLY BE PICKING UP TRICKERZ FROM THE FORT LAUDERDALE AIRPORT THIS YEAR. AIRPORT CODE FLL AND PLEASE TRY TO ARRIVE NO LATER THAN 8PM AS WE HAVE AN EVENT PLANNED ALREADY THAT SAME EVENING AT 9PM!!


Gathering Cost is $150 which includes breakfast all 4 days, BBQ Lunch for 2 days, Session costs, T-shirt, and Gas

BRING YOUR OWN SLEEPING BAG AND PILLOW!!

Download this form:
www.mediafire.com/?dkambqsymeg

Fill it out and either mail it to the address provided on the form, or e-mail the form to hurricane5tricksterz@yahoo.com!!


IF YOU MAIL THE FORM BY MAIL, YOU NEED TO INCLUDE A CHECK FOR $150 PAYABLE TO DANIEL GRAHAM

IF YOU CHOOSE TO E-MAIL THE FORM TO HURRICANE5TRICKSTERZ@YAHOO.COM, YOU MUST PAY THROUGH PAYPAL NOW, IF WE DO NOT RECEIVE YOUR PAYMENT WITHIN 10 DAYS OF RECEIVING YOUR REGISTRATION FORM, YOUR FORM WILL BE THROWN AWAY!!

PAY FOR THE GATHERING AT

WWW.MYSPACE.COM/HURRICANETRICK…

YOU WILL SEE THE PAYPAL BUTTON

ITENERARY

Thursday, June 26 -
Arrival pick no later than 8 pm
9pm to 10pm - Registered Battles Pro and Amateur Divisions
PRIZE MONEY **$1000** TO THE WINNER OF THE PRO DIVISION
10pm to 1am Midnight Madness Session

Friday June 27 -
Wake up call 9am and breakfast provided.
10:30am leave to Quiet Waters Park -
Grass Session, BBQ (included), More Sessions, and Ski Rixen.
Ski Rixen is $18 for one hour and
$23 for two hours and so forth,.
For more information about what Ski Rixen is, visit: www.skirixenusa.com/

After Park Session Optional Seminars Session (included)
Hans - Creativity
Dan Perez - Both Sides
Sammy Vasquez - Power and Agility
Marc Canonizado - Flow
Daniel Graham - Kicks
Kyle McClean - Flips
Anis Chuefra - Spins and Twists
Open Gym Session

Saturday, June 28 -
Wake up call - 9am and Breakfast provided
10:30am SOUTH BEACH - Grass and Beach Session, Beach Fun, Chill, BBQ (provided)
Night - Chill, Las Olas/Miami Beach

Sunday, June 29 -
Photo ops and Goodbyes
Last Session, Puzzle Mats

More TBA and Itenerary is SUBJECT TO CHANGE WITHOUT NOTICE!!



Attending:
Hans Wikkeling
Ryan Rempher
Stephen Renney
GDong
Kyle McClean
Dan Perez
Nick Vail
Anis Chuefra
Brahim A.
Sebastian C
Steve Miller
Sammy Vasquez
Marc Canonizado

  • Listening to: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Reading: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Watching: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Playing: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Eating: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Drinking: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k

TRICKset 6 Music Vid Is Out!!!

Wed Feb 13, 2008, 8:29 PM
Aight yall been sein' my pics, some of yall been seein' my vids... time to chekc out the recnet shyz...

youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5… THERE'S THE LINK if that don't work hitup youtube.com and search TRICKset 6 and ull find it byt he user Epic1

But yeah through the years I been getting so much better looking back at some old videos, there's still some things I need work on but I've REALLY improved, and not jsut me but the ENTIRE TRICKset CREW!!! I'm hella hyped cuz of it all, I released 6 and within an HOUR it has 97 VIEWS! so we gettin' up there!!

I wanna thank my supporters and yall fans who been influencing me n motivating. Mom, you've always been the perfect fan, and grandma u come next, cuz as much as I never come out to see yall, aint never a day that goes by I don't think of yall.

ANyways, help promote us, we have t-shirts u can order if u want. Take good care everyone and for my FELLOW TRICKSTERS.... DREAM ON, TRICKON OR DON'T FUCKING TRICK AT ALL!!!!!

  • Listening to: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Reading: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Watching: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Playing: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Eating: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k
  • Drinking: http://youtube.com/watch?v=KzH0efM2i5k

XMAS LIST

Sat Dec 1, 2007, 1:47 PM
Ugh it's been a while, I JUST made my XMAS link and a FUCKING yahoo link popped up jsut before I clicked update and went to a new page, and when i went back... IT WAS ALL GONE!!!!!! So sry if this is halfassed. -lol-

Expensive Stuff

XBOX 360 Arcade (BEST BUY)
Creative ZEN Vision W (WAL MART)
HP - Special Edition Pavilion Laptop with Intel® Centrino® Duo - Ceramic White (BEST BUY)
Canon PowerShot S3 IS (BEST BUY)

Cheap stuff

Two pairs of SILVER XMA NUNCHAKUS (CENTURY MARTIAL ARTS)
3 Handcarved Burnt Spiral escrimas (CENTURY MARTIAL ARTS)
Muay Thai Shields (CENTURY MARTIAL ARTS)
XMA Bo staff (CENTURY MARTIAL ARTS)
NINJA STABI SHOES! (Not sure)

So yeah that's my XMAS list... if ur feeling into the season, and have some extra money and wouldnt mind... go for it. I'm happy with what I have now, so if u want, u can just send money if u can't figure out what to buy. Just don't expect anything in return cuz the money I get in my job is limited. Well, u SHOULDNT expect anything anyways... it's the GIVING season, and evne tho u GET WHAT U GIVE... -lol- At least I AM ABLE TO BE HAPPY EVEN IF I DON'T GET JACK POOPIE for xmas.-lol-

Take care everyone... love peace n chicken grease, and merry birthdays.

Boop!

Sat Sep 1, 2007, 4:05 PM
  • Listening to: Weekend Players - Into The Sun
  • Reading: The lyrics to the song.
  • Watching: http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZZnflacbwQE
I iz have been le tizzagged!!! ... :iconkaratemommeh:
Grr.

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

*I can be upside dizzown in the midizzair!!!

*I fucking heart biscuits.

*I don't want a girlfriend even though I have one?

*I AM ASIAN IN THE PANTS!!! Or am I?

*I want to run away for a weekend, without a trace, and show up when the weekend's over. Just for the adventure and experience.

*I eat sausage and eggs with syrup.

*I play a funky game with the lines on the highway with my toes.

*I get mind orgasmic when I hear good music. (Mainly trance and salsa)

Unfortunate Ones:
:iconartgerm::iconliberez-vous::icongreatlunken::iconlady-of-swords::iconsabtastic::icongmo-is-love::iconlady-angel::iconjotaro-shima:

SOoo yeeaaazum!!! How yall izm!?!?! hahah. It's been a while... good times, bad times, boring times, exciting times, hahaha its all the same... life is good. Can't believe its september and my last journal was 8 days before my last birthday! MY MY being 18 is a hassle. Nope... i"m not in college... they dont got a college for people like me unless I go into digital art, but I'll prob. just learnt he same shizm that I already know. So yeahh... uhh... I'm not gonna bore yall with ym life... I've met some real cool people lately, she knows who she is. LIBEREZ!!! ahaah Nicole and I are fine. Bacon is the new cheese... chinese food is so good it has its own category and dominoes has the best pizza... NO SHUT UR FUCKING MOUTH!!!! DOMINOES IS THE BEST... FUCK ALL U WHO OPPOSE ME!!! hahahaha. Anyways.... yeah ima head off ehre now cuz i only made an entry cuz my mom tagged me.... BAH!!! And now I gotta tag other pplz!!!! hahaha.... SO eyah if u wanna know more, dont be dumb.. all u gotta do is ask.


By everyone, LOVE PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE.... NITEY NITE KEEP UR BUTTHOLE TIGHT.... and Ninjas are better than Pirates!!! HANDS DOWN GAME VOER DONT U FUCKING ARGUE WITH ME OR I WILL UNFRIEND U FOR BEING A PIRATE!!!!!

Poop on ur chest!!!!!!!!!!
  • Listening to: Staind, Deftones, Hoobastank, 30StM, P.O.D.
Hey everyone, how goes it?? Here it goes GOOD! -lol- Got a new music video, actually a few out.-lol- I got some new friends, finally graduated as most of you saw, still with Nicole, still tricking, and yea... I still sometimes put on that "LONER" attitude. Hhahaa, I'm sry... but I'm a GEMENI!!! ahhaha there's always gonna be two parts of me.-lol-

Hahah anyways, things are good, but for starters I'd like to help give recognition to the following people.
:iconcpi::iconedgefx1::iconkaratemommeh::iconsabtastic::icongrannyma::iconellysdoghouse::iconzentrickart::iconjasdog565::icondigitalfantasyfxclub::iconthrill-house::icondie-richard-simmons:

All them are nifty ppl in my life, some I barely know but had good times with... hahaha some actually mean something, and others I think about here n there.-lol-

Life
Well this chapter has been pretty good so far....
PASSIONS
Photoshop: Well as u can see my photoshop is getting better a little bit... I haven't done much power stuff cuz, well... I haven't finished a comic that i've been working on... hahaha SO MANY FRAMES and I'm so close to finishing, I just gotta get off my ass.  Hahahah.

Video Editing: This portion is new and fun, finally I'm learning how to use Adobe Premier Pro... and my newest video is coming out pretty well too!! ^_^ I'm excited to finish it...

TRICKING: OH YEAH TRICKING IS AWESOME, got a new video out... hellz yeah, comment this page asking me for the vid link n i'll find it for you. But yeah, talking to a celebrity tricker named HANS WIKKELING... cool character, def. look forward to meeting him sometime. He's givin' me some pointers to help get me where I wanna go. Also I've been tricking so much lately... kickin' it with friends, teaching experimenting and watching videos!!! ahhaha... BY THE WAY OPEN GYM OPENS UP AGAIN NEXT WEEK SO I GET TO GO ALLLL OUT!!!!

Romance: This era is fine... it's calm, steady easy going, lately Nicole and I have been real good... loyal, and trusting. She went to the movies tonight with a guy she's known for a long time and her mom wanted to go to the movies too with her dad and Nicole said NO U CAN'T GO TO THE SAME MOVIE THEATERS AS US!!! N it made me worry a bit cuz It's like... well what's the big deal even if they did??? She doesn't do that when her and I go to the movies. But anyways I trust her, and if she did do something wrong and I find out... then it's not my loss. Hhaha, but yeah the area has been good, we get through quarrels, we talk to each other and we spend time together. So yeah thing's are real good... real good. As for other girls.. haha I still have feelings lying deep inside for other girls, but I know where my loyalty stands and I'm not blind to my limits... I know how to act, and I don't lead them on but I stay true to them and myself.

Career
My career is good so far.... I'm teaching a tricks class for $100 a month per student and it's goin' real good... tuesdays from 6-7 and thursdays from 7-8... it's nice. And makes good money, and I'm gonna start teaching at my local gymnastics gym, the place i've been going to open gym at. Also I got a couple things goin' good up, I might start a resumE.-lol- I made he cover page of my local newspaper twice in one month and I was on tv and I got a guy who wants me to do a freerunning sequence in one of his movies and another guy is working on a song and when he's finished he wants me and the crew to do a music video for it, and i'm still trying to get my name out there... make me some business cards and get me a website. ^_^



hahaha but yeah that's kinda how i've been recently... anymore questions about me just ask, i'm not as busy but I still have some work to do but don't be afraid to ask... hahaha TAKE CARE NOW, BYE BYE THEN...













OH YEAH, AND EVERYONE HOLD ALT N PUSH F4 A BUNCHA TIMES....... just... because...... it's cool. ^_^
  • Listening to: No More Sorrow - Linkin park
Things that actually matter...

POI from homeofpoi.com and I want a pair of 26" poi and a staff poi.
A BIKE
More Sports Shorts
Breifs (wink)
Rollerblades
HAKAMA PANTS
A new chrome bo staff or 2 red wood bo staffs
3 Sectional Staff
A new better sword
Another pair of escrimas
...So i can do drills with my friends
A better camera for pictures
... I'm talking the good $1000 ones that u can change the amount of lighting that comes in and the shutter speed and watnots.
A new ZEN, with a damn good warranty.

Things that don't really matter but interest me...

A cell phone
Laptop
Skateboard
More black fabric and thread
underarmor shirt
XBOX 360 with 3 extra controllers
MY DAD TO LET ME GET XBOX LIVE! AND STOP BEING SUCH A BYTCH ABOUT CREDIT CARDS WHEN 2847R230RHFOI7Y43H7T07Y3HO7HTOH7YTO PEOPLE
AROUND THE WORLD HAVE IT!!!
My cat, Rascal to die of old age so I can get a dog
My dad to get a house or a better job
My permit
?
And the last thing I can think of is....
NOTHING FROM NO ONE!!!!! ^_^
  • Listening to: Over The Top - Linkin park
www.kmov.com/localnews/stories… There's the link... the talkingw as gay, they didn't really drescribe PARKOUR RIGHT, but they GOT ME FLIPPING!!!
  • Listening to: Zebrahead - Falling Apart
  • Watching: Epic And His Passion
HEY EVERYONE, I GOT A NEW MUSIC VIDEO... check it out here.... New Music Vid  or go to YOUTUBE.COM and search EPIC AND HIS PASSION and it's the first video you see.... SHOW IT TO ALL UR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND PEOPLE U BARELY KNOW.... just send it all over and watch it a buncha times... I want a buncha views....


NOW FOR THE CONTEST I want to test you all... JUST TO SEE IF ANY OF YOU HAVE BETTER IDEAS... but I'm wanting to make a TRICKset logo... for my XMA, Cpaoeira, Breakdancing, Gymnastics, Parkour, Freerunning, tricking team. I posted my first original logo under scraps, so check it out... but... if you all want to, feel free to make a better logo than I... it's gotta be simple, but have flash to it... u can use pictures from my gallery for certain things of the logo.... and once ur done NOTE ME and let me know what u did and I'll check it out... this contest will last until MAY 18th!!
  • Listening to: Harappa - E. S Posthumus
maps.google.com/maps?ie=UTF-8&… okay go there, and type NEW YORK, NEW YORK TO PARIS, FRANCE and then whent he page loads, read line 23!!! LMFAO!!!!
  • Listening to: Wodka (Radio Edit) by Dancefloor Rockaz
I made it in the paper again! hahahah twice in one month!! BADDOW... to check it out go to stltoday.com and search EPIC n then look for the article that says "GYM GOES WILD WITH EPIC ENERGY"
  • Listening to: The First of Me - Hoobastank
the decision is made... i am free. the title, has notihng to do with my decision.
  • Listening to: Lotsa songs.-lol-
I am being tested... by Nicole and her mom, just... to see how loyal I am, to see if my feelings are true, to see if I'M REAL.. n well to tell the truth... they are... just the strength of those feelings are elevating. I know that if I lose Nicole, i'll miss her everytime I see her. But, that's just the bullshyt we go through in life... no doubt I'm happy with her, no doubt we have wonderful times... and I enjoy that! But... the dangerous part about all this is... I live two incomplete lives, and I can't figure out a way to put them together.

One part... the weaker part, wants to stay with Nicole. That part loves her, it likes the time I spend with her, it enjoys the cuddling, the talks, the moments, the teasing and the games, and the puzzles, and the movies, etc. It enjoys having someone there for you always, that one person who knows you just as well as you do them. This part is more about LOVE.

The other part... is more the loner... kinda like the guy who needs no one by his side... who does things better by hisself. I keep listening to the song PIECES by SUM41 and in the chorus he sings;
"I tried to be perfect, but nothi' was worth it,
I don't believe it makes me real.
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me.
I'm not all the things I said.
If you believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know.
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm tryin' to let you know,
That I'm BETTER OFF ON MY OWN."

And when it comes to being single, thats where I stand. This is the 3rd time Nicole and I have dated... and I know three's a charm, and I know that if we work through it we'll be fine, and that if we break up this time, it should be goodbye forever, etc. But this emotional conflict, is hard to make a solid decision. I'm trying to just flow with life, and not make any solid decisions. I don't wanna do anything rash.

I don't wanna be single to fool around with other girls... I could care less about them, I think of them no diff. than I did when I first saw nicole... I remember seeing her from the other side of the pool watching my every move and every flip and dive and twist i did off the diving board, and I thought to myself, just another pretty face. That's all most girls are. Just cuz they're OH SO PRETTY... doesn't mean it would work out. Sure couples can look cute together, but doesn't always last does it? Looks isn't everything, it's the deeper meaning, the thought, the CRITICAL THINKING part.-lol-

But anyways back to the other part... this part thinks of relationships as a distraction... thinks of it as a barron. And believe it or not... this is the side that's winning. Nicole is testing me, she's been soo sad lately, she's noticed my actions, her mom too. And Nicole is a strong girl... she's a gorgeous girl, hell you've all seen the pictures I've posted. She has guys wanting her left and right... some are after sex, some actually like her n treat her right, others just want to look good cuz they'd have a pretty face with them... but Nicole isn't stupid, she knows their intentions, and she's very good at letting them know how loyal she is. I trust Nicole I do. I know she's loyal.

Another reason the side is winning which is prob. the most logical to me is cuz of the fact that there are more fish in the sea... not that that's what I'm about. But the idea of knowing that if one girl can't make me happy, many others can. Now I'm not talking about sex, or suckface-lol-, or things like that, I'm talking about... plain conversations, good times, doing something new, going to dinner, taking walks, CLICHE HANG OUTS, things like that! And if my feelings grow stronger for someone, then so be it, that's how I'd rather flow with life if I were single.

But that's not why I want to be single... I want to be single because I VALUE MY FREEDOM. I like to be able to live without limits... to do w/e. To be free. and I know you can still be free in a relationship with someone... which is totally cool, I'm down for that... but Nicole, doesn't stand up to all the things I like about a girl. She's a wonderful girl, she's a sweetie, she really is, she's cute, she's as goofy as I am, but sometimes there's just things about her that I don't approve of. Like how she isn't very imaginative, I'm sorry, but I NEED imagination otherwise, u get the awkward moments where u and ur girl r sitting in ur room, and not doing anything except thinking of something to do or watching tv or doing a puzzle or drawing. And that's not too much fun after uve already done everything or most of that in one day. And I'm not about to change Nicole, I've done enough things to her to make her want to change to make me happy... that's not what I want... sure it'd be nice if she changed... but I want her to do it for herslef... like how she's wanting to learn martial arts from a friend. She said she's doing it for herself, so I trust that... though she just wants to learn the basics and the BASICS WONT GET U SHYT, CUZ U GOTTA BE PASSIONATE AND SERIOUS about it to be able to defend urself.

Moving on though, Nicole and I are fading and I'm starting to lean more towards the single life. I know if I become single it's going to suck... most guys are like YEAAHHH SINGLE!!!.... damn. and think fuck I already miss it. And that's the part i'm scared of going through... BLAH I HATE DRAMA. But who knows, maybe it'll make me stronger. We'll see what goes on... I might keep you all updated, who knows though.

BUT REMEMBER PEOPLE... LIKE MY SIGNATURE SAYS... NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN LIFE... GOOD, BAD, OR POINTLESS... YOU WILL ALWAYS... ALWAYS BE FINE LATER ON IN LIFE... JUST LIKE HOW YOU'RE FINE NOW FROM A TIME A WHILE BACK. ^_^  Good fortune to all your lives, and thank you for reading this far if you have. This was just me venting though, I felt the need to put it down on paper... so here it is.
  • Listening to: R-Evolve - 30 Seconds to Mar
Well for those of you who can't recieve the st. louis post dispatch ehre's the link for all of you. www.stltoday.com/stltoday/life…
Enjoy
  • Listening to: R-Evolve - 30 Seconds to Mars
haha so yea just yesterday I dislocated my finger, and i fucked it up bad, finger was like a Z, zig zaggin... n i popped it back in place, got x-ray today, they say its just swollen... lmfao, and guess what, TONIGHT WAS OPEN GYM NIGHT N GUESS WHO CAN STILL TRICK OUT USING THEIR HANDS!!! ^_^ ..... ME. That's right, this nigga was doin roundoffs, carthweels, handstands, with a recovering dislocated finger.