i think i'll get off DA for a little while. i'm very emotional right now and i don't really want to be on the computer at all. i'm thinking too much about everything that hurted me these pas few years and i'm getting overwhelmed by them. i'll come back probably in a day or two but right now i can't stay here. hope you all understand. if i ow anything to someone please note me. i'll work on them on paper since that's all i have here.