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I need a few points so I'm opening up some customs really quick.

They'll be 25Batman Points each and will be shaded
I can do a lot of species such as
Humans, Anthros, Ferals, Certain Mythical creatures and etc

Sunlilies by SoulsofTheDoomed Shine {Pending OTA} by SoulsofTheDoomed Dark Star by SoulsofTheDoomed Kellen {Gift} by SoulsofTheDoomed

Please fill out this form if you'd like to order a slot <3

Color pallet/desired colors (if any):
Special markings (Freckles, scars or etc):
Any other info you think I'll need to know:
  • Listening to: For the Glory
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: A spider
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: Your mum (ew)
  • Drinking: Milk
I've noted the people I've decided to commission, so if you didn't get a note from me then I'm sorry but good luck with future commissions, all the art I have been shown was wonderful!
  • Listening to: Attic
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: My noodle
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: Your mum (ew)
  • Drinking: Cold water
I'm selling these babies here because I've either never used them or have fallen out of love with them and decided it's time they find new homes.…

They are all OTA's but have AB prices on their pages and the ones that don't mean I'll accept pretty much anything for them
I'm mostly looking for usd/art but I'll also look at character offers so don't hesitate to offer if someone catches your eye

Note: I will do holds but only for a few days
  • Listening to: Mike Shinoda
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: KIT KATS
  • Drinking: Cold water

Kvzey tagged me so I'd suffer

1.) Real Name: No
2.) Nicknames: Soul, Terry, Sould, Souk
3.) Zodiac Sign: Taurus
4.) Male or Female: Female
5.) Nursery: Eh
6.) Primary School: Eh
7.) Secondary School: Ew
8.) Hair Color: Dirty blonde
9.) Long or Short: Not long enough x2
10.) Loud or Quiet: Both
11.) Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
12.) Phone or Camera: Phone
13.) Health Freak: LMAO
14.) Drink or Smoke: Nope
15.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Who doesn't
16.) Political orientation: Eh
17.) Piercings: Not anymore
18.) Tattoos: No

19.) Airplane: Yes
20.) Car Accident: Multiple times
21.) Fist Fight: Like once

22.) First piercing: Ears
23.) First Best Friend: A chill dude that I don't talk to anymore
24.) First Instrument played: I think it was the ukulele
25.) First award: Like first grade I got an award for Photography
26.) First Crush: *Shudders*
27.) First Language: English 
28.) First Big Vacation: England

29.) Last Person you talked to: Kvzey 
30.) Last Person You Texted: Kvzey 
31.) Last Person You Watched: A random person walking down the road
32.) Last Food You Ate: Fucking Kit Kats
32.) Last Movie You Watched: Can't remember 
34.) Last Song You listened to:

35.) Last Thing You Bought: Candy
36.) Last Person You Hugged: Dad

37.) Food: It changes all the time
38.) Drinks: Dr. Pepper
39.) Clothing: Anything really baggy 
40.) Book: The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
41.) Color: Black, silver, and varying shades of blue
42.) Flower: No clue
43.) Music: I have many
44.) Movie: Disney shit
46.) Subjects: Eh

47.) [ ] Kissed in the rain.
48.) [ ] Celebrated Halloween. 
49.) [X] Had Your Heart Broken
50.) [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
51.) [ ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation.
52.) [ ] Used a Weapon 
53.) [ ] Breathed fire 
54.) [ ] Had an Abortion. 
55.) [X] Done something you've Regretted
56.) [X] Broke a Promise 

57.) [X] Kept a Secret 
58.) [X] Pretended To Be Happy 
59.) [X] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life 
60.) [X] Pretended To Be Sick 
61.) [ ] Left The Country 
62.) [X] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
63.) [X] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64.) [ ] Ran a Mile
65.) [ ] Went To the Beach
66.) [ ] Stayed Single (I am single now but since I dated someone within the last year I can't mark this)

67.) Eating: Kit Kats
68.) Drinking: Water
69.) Getting Ready To: Rest
70.) Listening To: Spoopy stories
71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: Sleeppppp
72.) Waiting For: Death

73.) Want Kids: Don't really care either way
74.) Want To Get Married: Don't care either way
75.) Careers in minds: Anything involving helping animals 

76.) Lips or Eyes: Eyes
77.) Shorter or Taller: Shorter (or the same height *wiggles eyebrows*) if a girl and taller if a guy (stole Kvzey's answer cause yes)
78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: Both
79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Stomach
80.) Sensitive or Loud: Both
81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: Relationship
82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: Troublemaker cause yes

83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: Nope but I broke one before
84.) Ran Away From Home: If you count the 5 minutes I left my home when I was 6 lol
85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: Nope
86.) Killed Somebody: Not yet
87.) Broken Someone's Heart: Probably yep
88.) Been Arrested: Nope

90.) Yourself: Nope lmao
91.) Miracles: Nah
92.) Love at First Sight: Naaaa
93.) Heaven: Even if it's real I'm not going there so no
94.) Santa Claus: Santa Claus will always be real in my heart
96.) Magic: SPOOPY

97.) Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: Kvzey cause I love them
98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: NOPE
99.) Are You Happy With The Person You're With: Yep cause I'm alone so I can suffer happily
100.) Post as 100 Truths and Tag five People: 
ZambieMaster (payback time)

  • Listening to: Spoopy stories
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: KIT KATS
  • Drinking: Cold water
So I wanted to do something different in this journal, I want to spread some charities and honestly just wonderful people that I've met and everything here. But be warned this is pretty long so if you don't wanna listen to all my rambles about these amazing people then please just check the links for me and see them all for yourself.

Basically this is a huge "Check out these people" kinda list but I'd apprentice if you guys really did check them out because these charities/people do a lot to make tons of people happy and don't have the credit they deserve.

The first one I want to throw some love at is Kevin Richardson and his new foundation.
If you guys haven't heard of Kevin he's commonly known as The Lion Whisperer and he works with some African wildlife.
Obviously he works with lions hence is nickname but he also works with leopards, hyenas and has vouched for and helped tons of other African wild life.

His new foundation is centered around protecting lions since their numbers in the wild are diminishing at a very fast rate.
You can read more about all of that on his foundation page but I mostly wanted to say that it's plain to see how much he cares about these animals. So at the very least why not stop by his page and look at his beautiful lions

The next people I want to throw some love at is an organization called Hope for Paws. 
My watchers have most likely seen a lot of videos I've posted about them and their wonderful work but they deserve a lot more love for as big a job that they do. They help all kinds of animals that they can by rescuing them, paying for their vet expenses/training and getting them all cleaned up to go to a foster home, or if they're lucky, a new forever home.

One of the best parts about Hope for Paws is that they only ask for a $5 dollar donation, which that's honestly amazing?
I know there's people who are strapped for cash and everything but $5 dollars is honestly cheap enough that it's affordable for those people to donate as well. I mean just think about it, if you donate $5 you're helping to save a small life and you get to watch knowing that one of the cute animals you see in the videos or one of the tens of thousands (if not more) they rescue off screen is alive, happy and healthy because you helped them.

The next people we have is a place called Vet Ranch, they are as the name implies a group of vets that helps sick/injured animals from shelters that would otherwise be put to sleep.
They pay for their treatment on donations given by people and a group that back them but they're all very wonderful people for doing what they do and anyone out there who's interested in being a vet should really check them out.
This is one of my favorite stories from them because it's plain to see how much they care about animals and want to do what's best for all of them <3

Next we have some very beautiful people who's videos I love watching very much, Gone to the Snowdogs/Snow dogs vlogs.
These two wonderful people aren't an organization but they're still wonderful none the less, they mainly show videos of their three wonderful huskies but they are actually very active in their community and trying to help local shelters. There's been times that they have driven for over 6 hours in a day to take huskies to new foster homes or forever homes which is honestly really amazing considering how most people wouldn't do that.

So please do check them and their videos out, they have tons of things for all kinds of people, if you wanna make treats for your dogs they have a channel for that or if you yourself like to cook they have a channel for that as well so overall they really do have something for everyone.…

Now there's honestly tons of other organizations/people I could throw love at but I wanna move into people who have helped me. So there's going to be youtubers who I love or people in my life currently who have made me who I am currently.

Since this is my personal list of people you should check out it feels perfect to go with the friends I have who have made me the happiest.
:iconkvzey: is a wonderful, amazing person who has done so much for me in the short amount of time I've known them. They've honestly completely changed me for the better and they encourage me to do so many things I'd normally shy away from. Their art is completely amazing imo and you guys should check it out
  It's All Fake Love / Personal 016 by Kvzey Careful Of Your Words, Words / Personal 014 by Kvzey Personal / 012 by Kvzey Across The Universe / Personal / 009 by Kvzey

The next beautiful person I wanna throw my appreciation at is this beautiful hoe :iconsmolmod: they have put up with my bitch ass for over two years and I appreciate them always listening to my issues and making me smile with all their wonderful jokes. They have done nothing but treat me with respect and love even when they feel like shit and their art beautiful and they deserve more watchers
  Precious boy by SmolMod Clingy lil bitch by SmolMod Happy V-Day by SmolMod [Gift] Throw Some Bees On That Bitch by SmolMod

The next peep is the pun master :iconmultifandomsam: honestly they know so many puns it's scary and they're such a hard worker and overall they are amazing to hang out with and need some lovin for always being there for people even when those people aren't there for them in return. They have insane talent with art as well, all of their stuff is drawn with their fingers, like can you imagine what would happen if this beautiful person moved to the computer?
Cogan redesign by MultiFandomSam I need a name for this one by MultiFandomSam Cloe redesign by MultiFandomSam Ota adopts(open) by MultiFandomSam

There's a lot more people I could thank for more reasons but these three are the main factors in my current happiness and improved health, both mental and physical, so they get all the attention lol

From here on out is just youtubers I love that have made me smile or made me feel good but who deserve more subs… (BTS always deserves more fans)… (this dude looks like Thor which is fitting since he has the voice of a god)………………………

That's it for now, thank you guys for reading my rambles about these amazing people.
  • Listening to: BTS
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Cold water
I figured it was time to update my commission thingy so here we go

100Points  = $1

Pay half up front
Please be patient 

(It will be my first time doing NSFW so please be patient with me)</small>

Character shipping from shows. 
(ex NarutoXHinata from Naruto, I personally just don't like drawing those kinds of things)
Majorly muscly characters
and probably some other stuff I'm forgetting but oh well

.: BUSTS :.
50Gray Points 
Lone star {Gift} by SoulsofTheDoomed *Is not amused* {PRIZE RESULT} by SoulsofTheDoomed

.: Half Body :.
100Gray Points
(+50Gray Points per extra character)

I made this for you~ by SoulsofTheDoomed For AlaskanBlueJay and for Markiplier's stream by SoulsofTheDoomedHero Sunna by SoulsofTheDoomed

: Full Body/Knee Up :.
 150Gray Points- 200Gray Points
(+50Gray Points per extra character)

Yes, hello by SoulsofTheDoomed

.: NSFW :.
300Gray Points
(+100Gray Points per extra Character)

(No examples currently)

.: Random doodles :.
40Gray Points- 50Gray Points
Rose by SoulsofTheDoomed Swallowtail Butterfly by SoulsofTheDoomed Dragon by SoulsofTheDoomedHungry... so hungry... by SoulsofTheDoomed

.: Customs :.
40Gray Pointsto 200Gray Points
(depends on what you want)
Shine {Pending OTA} by SoulsofTheDoomedBull in a china shop {CLOSED} by SoulsofTheDoomed Custom ref by SoulsofTheDoomed

40Gray Pointsto 100Gray Points
.: Customs from my closed species :.

Darkness Runnie by SoulsofTheDoomed

(Information about both of them can be found here Runnies and Niyx's)

Alternate payment options will be accepted, such as art
  • Listening to: Crossing a line by Mike Shinoda
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: The demon in the corner
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: Salt
  • Drinking: Water
I have a bit of time and feel okay enough to take a few to talk about something.
So before I have to go deal with irl stuff again I wanted to tell you guys something you need to remember.

Happy times don't negate the bad ones, i.e abuse, if someone makes you feel like shit once or twice but then turns around and gives you a gift and apologizes then okay.

But if it happens over and over then by no means are you required to stay with that person or be their friend.
It is okay to forgive someone for mistakes but they aren't mistakes if the same thing keeps happening over and over again.
So don't let a few gifts change that and make you think it's okay to be treated badly cause it's not.
You deserve to be treated better and get gifts just because someone loves you, not because they want to apologize for doing the same thing for the 16th time.

Don't let someone else dictate how you feel because they can't get their shit together enough to make you feel special and not hurt you. Again it's okay to forgive someone, but never hand out second chances like they're going out of style because then no one will learn how to treat you better.
  • Listening to: Crossing a line by Mike Shinoda
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: The demon in the corner
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: Salt
  • Drinking: Water
Just remember, you don't owe anyone your time.

It's the most valuable thing you have and your time is only dictated by you, no one else. If you need time away then take it and don't worry about other people. I've seen way to many artist's worrying about taking a hiatus because they think people won't understand, which they will.

But if they don't then that's their problem because if there's one thing I've learned in my many years of life it's that everyone needs a break from something at least once. So if they get upset with you over your needing a break, then take comfort in knowing they needed a break from something in their life so they're just being hypocritical.

In my opinion if you regret how you spent your time then that's the worst thing, I regret that a lot because to this day I agree 100% with my fears that I have not lived enough. I regret spending the time I have in my own home because I feel like it's wasted time I'll never get back, which is true.

So if you really fucking need a break, don't want to deal with something that can be put off, or don't want to talk to someone. Then by no means are you required to waste your time on it or them because this is 100% your life and you shouldn't have to feel guilty over wanting to spend your time here a certain way.
  • Listening to: To tell you the truth By Written by wolves
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: The demon in the corner
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: a potato
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper
Stephen Hawking you were an inspiration to many and I can't even grasp the hardships you went through during your time here. But despite them all you carried on and lived and changed the very world as we know it.

The number of times you made me smile, along with so many other people on this planet has got to be close to the number of stars we've discovered. And despite us being a small speck in space you managed to make your mark on millions, if not billions of people on it.

May you rest easy among the very stars you helped us define
"However difficult life may seem, there is always something you can do and succeed at."
  • Listening to: To tell you the truth By Written by wolves
  • Reading: This shit I just typed
  • Watching: The demon in the corner
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: a potato
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper
So I just got woken up by my dad, probably only 2 hours after I had fallen asleep for the night.

The first thing he told me is that Sunna managed to escape her cage... 

My first response to that was that he mistook her for another snake that managed to get inside, but then my sleep deprived state realized there's not going to be a fucking albino snake that lives mostly in mexico and the Pacific, that's made it inside this house other than her....

So I get up, look at her cage, which is still closed, and just fucking realized I named her wrong because "Motherfucking Houdini" would have been perfect for her .w.

As to why that name would have been perfect for her... she managed to escape a cage I, as a full grown adult human, find hard to open... after as small as she is, she managed to drop down off of a desk and tank combo that's easily over 4 ft tall. 

She then slithered across the floor, past a sleeping giant of a Cocker Spaniel, without waking him or the other dog up .w.

Promptly squeezed under my door, and slithered her way across the living room, into the motherfucking bathroom.

Where by some grace of the heavens my dad, the one guy who will not hesitate to kill shit that scares him, has to take a midnight piss. 

He walks in the bathroom, turns on the light, makes it to the toilet, pulls his pants down and immediately sees Sunna slither across the floor, and gets startled so hardcore that he starts peeing.

So to recap, Sunna got past three things that would have killed her. Two Cocker Spainels and one scared father.

I come in the bathroom and the fucking second she sees me, she books it under the sinks vanity because she knows she's been caught. She fucking looked at me dead in the eye and flicked her tongue at me and I thought. 
"You motherfucker..." and promptly picked her small ass up and made her do the walk of shame back to her tank... 

Once I put her inside she immediately looked at me and then just slithered back under her bedding...

Let me just say, this motherfucker has never once explored her entire tank, and refused to at all... I've tried so many things, I even added a fucking plant in there and I got no results... BUT the second there's a threat of her getting eaten or stomped on she's fucking adventure snake...

And for anyone who is going to ask, I have no clue how she got out, there's no holes in the glass or lid and the lid was closed all the way to the point I couldn't get a pinky finger in it...
Also she isn't hungry because she got fed 2 days ago and has gone longer without wanting food before... so this sudden wish to travel came out of no where and for no reason... 

*goes back to sleep*
  • Listening to: Hallelujah by Pentatonix
  • Reading: This shit that I just typed
  • Watching: nothingggg
  • Playing: The game of life (metaphors)
  • Eating: Nothing >u
  • Drinking: Water