i really would love an art career but i know that anything involving art that im making for someone else stresses me out(like projects for school, comms, and prob field work). i have my own personal projects that im working on and ever since i decided to go away from an art career i feel so much better about my art and working on these projects!
i know myself well enough to admit that i would despise art if it became a fulltime job lmao. id love to be a tattoo artist part time while im at college and uni but ultimately im studying to be a doctor.
im torn between like...both... i def wanna be able to keep doing art projects throughout the future...i wanna make my own webcomic, work on movies + games n stuff...although i wouldn't mind keeping art as like a side thing for a while + focusing on making money via separate career so i can eventually have enough saved up to just Do Art. im gonna see how it all plays out i guess? im going to college next year n i'm going in focusing on art initially, only time will tell if it'll stay that way. despite that i know art is the one thing i never want to stop doing...its something i'm always going to have the urge to make