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Literature
Execration
As the day goes by
And you open your eyes
You will feel the night
And fear will strike you
Soulless
Serenity you will try to search
Shaken you will find yourself
Within the dark corner of a room
There will be a man
In the second corner
A woman with regret
For she could not
Walk to him
Nor could he
A curse seemed
To come upon them
Adjacent to that curse
Is you
Hence you will suffer
Same as they
And the love coming
From the winds
That night
Will be abrupt
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Literature
Dissaray
It had to take losing a friend to know
Don’t share at all
Expect no kindness
You’re in the wrong
A burden . That’s all
It hurts – no one cares
It had to take losing a friend to know
Keep it in
No one likes this side of you
Conversations of deception
Tears – crocodile
They’re real
I don’t believe you
It had to take losing a friend to know
Stand at the edge
Don’t tell
Cause it had to take losing a friend to know
You don’t tell
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Literature
Vivacious Melody
Know your song
You will never suffer  
Your music
Walk in its rhythm
The sun was  
Bright and cheery
The souls could not be  
Bothered - the sun’s beauty
They had no music  
No rhythm  
No place to take them
No soul
The pianist  
Knew not
How to deal with
Those
Who got no soul
Do they not
Deserve  
To live too?  
So the search begins
For the music within  
Music  
In the trees  
The leaves and bark
They must find their own
Music
The soul of things  
They must find their soul
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Literature
Diamond Fortress
So far
No one walking in
If they got closer
See the flowers
Every rose its thorns
A place called home
Beautiful – frightening
Can’t see the beauty
Ugliness only
Only wasps
No butterflies
Darkness flicker light
The moat is the pond in which
Water lilies lie
The the the thorns – here
Ugly bricks are
Glass windows
The terrible moss
Is the beautiful garden
The copper colour
The smell of what was down
Can you find the
Love within at all
Look at the brick work
Walk in the same road
Her footsteps – the love
She walked in yellow
As bright – the sun
Purest agape
Time has made her different
Different different
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Literature
Validation
“Of course he’ll like her, why wouldn’t he like her? She’s perfect.” _ Said a perfect woman.
That line was not about me
It was about a girl who indeed is perfect
I cannot say I am not jealous
I wish such a line would be said about me
Alas
I do not have that perfect face, perfect smile, or perfect figure
I have a crooked nose
A toothy smile
And a fat figure
Perfect
I am far from perfect
I do not know why I compare myself to miss perfect
Most imperfect
Alone in my room
Sulking about the absence of my perfection
I heard
It’s what’s on the inside that counts
They are PERFECT inside and out
My heart is stone and fictional
My mind is defective
My soul does not know empathy
A shattered statue
Nowhere near perfect
Of course he will not like me
I am nowhere near perfect.
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Literature
Obscure Star
Underneath the stars
Tempted to count
These stars I dwell -- take me elsewhere
… One … That was it … One …
Away from the stars
A happy couple
Trying not to make a scene
The sea sends its salty breeze
Now I’m agitated
That was unforeseen
I try my hollow smile for a while -- futile
Is it because of the one star above?
Or me -- my loneliness?
Under this star that night
I was brought here to you
But I still hold my heart tightly closed
It can’t be that I don’t love you
Underneath the star I made a vow
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Literature
Freed by Laughter
I cannot stop but smile and laugh
I have no reason
I just feel great
My smile cannot escape my face
Entering something new
Free – liberating
I do not understand this feeling
Nina Simone would know
Am just feeling good
My smile brought me back to me
No longer uninspired
My own happiness and laughter
My Liberation - victory
That’s my inspiration
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Literature
Serenity
I see a lady
In the purest form
Around her a glow
Angelic
A modest smile about her
Unexplainable is her beauty
Her essence brings joy
To your heart
Her search is over
That is her enchantment
Her soul is tranquillity
It is the glow
She walks in
I see pain in her
I see acceptance
She never asks why
She only thanked
I saw a lady with the purest heart
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Literature
First Blush
They said introduce you
Startled - hi
My name
Why is that a start?
Hi
They call me by a name
I accept it
In fact
Love it
I consider myself cute
Some agree
Some do not
Does it matter?
I know me
A beautiful smile
From with in
At times with grief
interested in..
A lot that I’m confused
Which do I want?
Which do I choose?
An artist of all sorts
That is what I am
They call me Soona
I call myself
The cutest there is
If you got my concept
You’d agree
But then again
We’re all subjective
To that word
Me
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Literature
Romantic Collude
As the artist and romantic that I am
Emotions flowing
I see quite differently
Looking at a man staring at the sea is
An art piece to me
He sat looking at teary waves with magic setting
I can relate to his wheelchair
His thoughts and sea
As an artist
One day I saw the world.
Beautiful, scary, magnificent, and gory
A wheelchair looking at Jeddah’s identity
That is a story worth telling to me
The artist that I am
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Literature
Transcendent
I haven’t seen a girl so tender
With her you feel a flurry of air
Cold and jasmine scented
Her smile takes me elsewhere
She has wondrous eyes
That no man has seen before
There’s nothing I could compare her to
Gentle, lovable, beautiful and perfumed
Her voice is sweeter than pleasure
She’s my love whom I don’t deserve
But I went ahead
Believe it - that smile
Those eyes
Kind heart
Mine
And me
Hers
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Literature
Uncertain
Hey ..
It's me the girl searching
For a dream
The girl
Who does not know what she's
Meant to be
I want to do so much so I list
One, two, three
But none is done all
Plan B.
Tired of this routine
Searching what I am meant to be
I want to go forward
But no experience in me
Terrified I reverse
Everything I do is for the public to see
Those people
Judging
Me
What I do for me and them
To see I mean
It's O.K.
Be lost they say
How long can I stay this way
Give me the limit
To your O.K.
I still wonder
What was I born to do
Writing, painting, photographing, sculpting, designing
Marketing
I wanted to inspire instead
I'm doing nothing
Scared of the judging
It's my fault not yours
But still
What was I born for?
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Literature
Tender
Twenty one with
Imaginary friends
Not alone - lonely
Why do you think
They're all things
One needs in a friend
Perfect - why not
They temporarily cure
Then to usual tears
One tells me "smile"
Another loves my skills
Then down a road
A stranger smiles
Like strangers in the night
As I grow they're
More and more
Hence I ask
Why
Try and understand me
Heaven knows I don't
And tell me
Why do I do what
I do
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Literature
Life-Nil
What do I need
Living as I should
Made of greed
Unsatisfied - what left
Essentials - possessed
Auxiliary - silenced
Euphoria rummage
Contentment
Start the hunt
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Literature
The Route
Walked in the lane
Of the broken hearted
Was told I belong
Down the alley
This wasn’t the right place
Went back to
The road I take
There are lovers
Heart breakers
Broken hearts
At the end - a staircase
Don’t know to where
Too scared to ask
Never took it
Never felt I could
Too scared to know
Down the road - are beggars
Dressed in colours dull
Not for money
Just to see colour
And the sun
My avenue is for
Broken hearted
Heartless
Stolen hearted
Soulless
With a staircase
Too scared to approach
For the lovers
Loveless
Who lost love
We all walk together
We know it isn’t over
Unlike the alley
I was told to walk in
There people think
They have no hope
No staircase
We stick together
until we cross
To the other side
The beggars ask
To go - the staircase
Of colour
Light
Rainbows
Some say heaven
How would I know
Never dared to ask
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Literature
moon.tether
impetuous dreams of
seashores and your scarf
billowing in open breezes,
granulated images dusted
with salt and the rinds
of leftover tides,
your footprints stark
in miles of wet sand.
I have all these dreams
of running, to Paris or
Bali, never stopping until
we run out of air
to breathe or reach
the very edges
of the map.
I’m convinced the lines
on my palms are a mess
of co-ordinates,
the longitudes
and latitudes
of all the seashores
we should stand at,
our toes in the ocean
and our heels
on solid ground,
my hair
wild and buffeted,
your scarf
streaming,
as we take
one last
moonshine breath
and run our way
off the map
entirely.
coral fibres left imprinted
on our cheeks, we could
drown in the reefs beneath
the dinner-plates
of the earth, or perhaps
slip into another realm
of currents and moon-tether
and sea-storms,
where we start with
no air and no place
left to run,
but all this time
to hold,
all this time
to stay,
dancing to the tune
of whale-song
slowly receding,
as we sing back
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Literature
Eyes in the dark
The songs, in silence, for the unsung
Corpses whisper without their tongues
Stories varied, but their roots the same
From the Infinite mirrors of the insane
Echoes screaming in the dark
Spirits gather, and haunted, park
Messages, in mourning, form
The transparent overlap, reality is born
The headstones missing, but graves do tell
Correlation found in a rimless well
The worldwide grave that whispered a name
A race that once stood, and "humanity" its frame
The illusory script of nighttime dreams
The transparent trace of hallow hymns
The verses of starlight and destiny streams
Into the heart and all-withins
The edges of humane's distances meet
As if providence had called their ends
The horizons fall to clouds and feet
This precipice within it, sends
A future of golden light and bloom
Across the scape of nighttime sleep
Found you in self solitude's room
Where the silent resting pictures keep
Where the bower of fantasy roams
The paint of magic held in sleep
The black of mind and the paint i
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Literature
An Ode to Friendship (Poem)
An Ode to Friendship
    By J.C. Solis
To My Friend
And All My Friends
Those beside Me
Those who left Me
I am guilty
I am sorry
I am penetant
I bid remorse
I am ashamed
That I cannot keep myself together
To My Friend
Who I lost
I have scattered you
I did shun you
Now lost in History
Now lost in Memory
Those Happy Times
When you were with me
Those Happy Days
I Lament for having taken for granted
To My Friend
Who I cherished
I see you clearly
In my memory
Always smiling
Always Happy
A Happy Thought-back
From a Grim Present Day
With so much joy
Compared to Today's Sorrow
To My Friend
Who I took for granted
I miss You
And I love You
You pushed me forwards
And I pulled you with me
For We were Siblings
For We were Kin
Now We are Bitter
And Now We are Foes
To My Friend
Now turned against Me
You will not remember Me
Nor think once
About My Memory
About My State of Being
All I will say
Is that I am Sorry
For I was A Fool
And I still do not deserve your forgiveness
To My
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Literature
My Mistake
My Mistake
You were the best part of me
I had a bad habit of hating me
You found the real me
I was drowning in a world of mistakes
Swimming in a pool of headaches
Never ending hardships
Feeling high when life brought me down
An emotional roller-coaster
I’ve tried to void pain
Instead I found I am insane
Suffocating you with my inadequacies
I held on too much
Promising happiness instead of tragedies
Your heart was my heart
Until it was broken apart
Love never meant so much to me
Until I lost it with you
I stood by and let it drain you
I was afraid to open my heart
I tried to care instead I made it worse
For trying to make things clear
By
Enigmatic
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The Shape of Mankind to Come by FraDraz The Shape of Mankind to Come :iconfradraz:FraDraz 108 7 sunlight by viowl sunlight :iconviowl:viowl 121 4
Literature
Fate is a Troll
Day 0
You
were an anomaly,
a blip in my projected vision.
Let’s make you a constant figure in my daily vision!
Week 1
I will see you today.
Aim
Believe
Close eyes
Project and come true!

Alas, he must have slipped by.
Week 2
I will see you today.
Aim
Believe
Close eyes
Dim lights
Project and come true!

Where is this guy??
Week 3
I must see you today.
Aim
Believe
Close eyes
Dim lights
Eat a fly
Project and come true!

Oh I can just cry.
Week 4
I want to see you, please.
Aim
Believe
Close eyes
Dim lights
Eat a fly
Fart twice
Project and come true!

So depressing I can almost die.
Week 5
Please let me see you today.
Aim
Believe
Close eyes
Dim lights
Eat a fly
Fart twice
God’s sake, come true!

Why, why, tell me why.
Week 6
I miss you.
I won’t try
to force loaded dice…
Oh my god,
he waved bye!
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Literature
The Fourth Menace
The air was still. Not a lick of wind moved the thin, leafless branches. Crouched down among the cover of a clump of trees, I scanned the opening between the thick trunks. My rifle lay on the scorched soil beneath my feet, empty of bullets. Like the dead earth, the fresh stench of blood and decay that hung in the air brought a stale taste to my mouth.
It had been twelve long years since we humans had killed Earth with our “advances” in science and technology, and eight years since the unknown virus had decimated most of the remaining human population and turned them into the living dead.
What was left of us were caged in the depths of the mountains with waterfalls spared from the pollution of mankind. Two tall manmade structures served as gates to keep out the undead and zap them with a thousand volts of electricity if they were to come close.
Just before we retreated to our small sanctuary, we had been able to send the last of our working shuttles into space to find a new
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Hello!

I know that there are times where I often say how I don't like sharing things any of my very amazing watchers would find boring. And I do apologise if whilst reading the following, you find it un-relatable or uninteresting to you.

This is something I would like to share with people, maybe to give an idea of how to deal with things or to show others something you can overcome.

There are people who told me about the things I couldn’t do. They told me that I cannot do what I want to achieve. One of my biggest problems is that I listened to them and I believed them. I kept telling myself I cannot do this, they’re right. I also asked myself; why am I doing this if I cannot do it? If I cannot achieve what I want to at the end then why am I working towards it? I was living in the shadow of a girl who couldn’t believe in herself. A girl who believed she couldn’t do it because some told her she couldn’t; the shadow of the girl who believed the naysayers. I didn’t have an answer to why I believed all of that. I guess I just thought I know nothing so whenever I was told “No.” I thought they were right and I was wrong. Told myself “I’m never going to be able to be who I want to be or who I aspire to be.”  

Until one day I thought, how do they know any better? What makes me believe them so much? If they knew me in such a way they would believe in me even with the obstacles I have instead of telling me “You know what. You can’t, even though you try. You just won’t be able to.” I don’t think it was their fault that they have told me such things, I think it is my fault that I have actually listened and believed them.

When you have so much fire inside you and someone tells you “you can’t.” You’ll just laugh at them because they don’t know what you’re up against. You know yourself and what you’re capable of. And you realise that’s your repellent against such people. The fire inside you and the passion will make everyone else’s “No.” mean nothing to you.

I think at the time, I believed because I didn’t want it that much anyway. I didn’t see it in front of me. However, now I have a very clear vision of who and what I want to be. I’ve even written about it a couple of times, who I want to be and what I am capable of achieving. My clear vision now tells me exactly what to do, who am I and why do I do what I love.  I know what I love and what I am supposed to do. Because I know, because I see it in front of me I have become untouchable. No one can tell me what I cannot do anymore. I know it’s not the people who are so negative around you I know it’s not them. It’s the sounds in my own head. It’s me, it’s my fear and I will not allow that fear to consume me anymore. It will push me to get where I want to be.

So now when you ask, I actually know what I want in my life and if anyone tells me I can’t. It doesn’t matter because I see it in front of me I just have to reach out for it, and you know what; I am reaching out for it. It’s just a little bit until I get there. Just a little bit and I will get there.  

I guess I wrote this to say that cancelling the negative voices and letting the fear be your guide to success is the way to go. Let your fear drive you to do what you want and not drive you away from doing it. Also the passion you have to anything will make you get through it.

Thank you.

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Sana Duhaiby
Artist | Student | Varied
Saudi Arabia
I'm not weird I just love being me.
after all the shit I've been through what I am now is pretty good. I like to admit that what I have been through made me who I am today :)
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As the day goes by
And you open your eyes
You will feel the night
And fear will strike you
Soulless
Serenity you will try to search
Shaken you will find yourself
Within the dark corner of a room
There will be a man
In the second corner
A woman with regret
For she could not
Walk to him
Nor could he
A curse seemed
To come upon them
Adjacent to that curse
Is you
Hence you will suffer
Same as they
And the love coming
From the winds
That night
Will be abrupt
Execration
I just enjoyed writing it and I hope you enjoy reading it.

Any feedback and comments are more than welcome :heart:
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It had to take losing a friend to know
Don’t share at all
Expect no kindness
You’re in the wrong
A burden . That’s all
It hurts – no one cares
It had to take losing a friend to know
Keep it in
No one likes this side of you
Conversations of deception
Tears – crocodile
They’re real
I don’t believe you
It had to take losing a friend to know
Stand at the edge
Don’t tell
Cause it had to take losing a friend to know
You don’t tell
Dissaray
This is a very very raw poem that's unedited. I just wrote it down quite fast.

Thank you for taking the time out of your life to read my poem.

Any feedback or comments are very welcome
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