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Literature
First Blush
They said introduce you
Startled - hi
My name
Why is that a start?
Hi
They call me by a name
I accept it
In fact
Love it
I consider myself cute
Some agree
Some do not
Does it matter?
I know me
A beautiful smile
From with in
At times with grief
interested in..
A lot that I’m confused
Which do I want?
Which do I choose?
An artist of all sorts
That is what I am
They call me Soona
I call myself
The cutest there is
If you got my concept
You’d agree
But then again
We’re all subjective
To that word
Me
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Literature
Romantic Collude
As the artist and romantic that I am
Emotions flowing
I see quite differently
Looking at a man staring at the sea is
An art piece to me
He sat looking at teary waves with magic setting
I can relate to his wheelchair
His thoughts and sea
As an artist
One day I saw the world.
Beautiful, scary, magnificent, and gory
A wheelchair looking at Jeddah’s identity
That is a story worth telling to me
The artist that I am
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Literature
Transcendent
I haven’t seen a girl so tender
With her you feel a flurry of air
Cold and jasmine scented
Her smile takes me elsewhere
She has wondrous eyes
That no man has seen before
There’s nothing I could compare her to
Gentle, lovable, beautiful and perfumed
Her voice is sweeter than pleasure
She’s my love whom I don’t deserve
But I went ahead
Believe it - that smile
Those eyes
Kind heart
Mine
And me
Hers
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Literature
Uncertain
Hey ..
It's me the girl searching
For a dream
The girl
Who does not know what she's
Meant to be
I want to do so much so I list
One, two, three
But none is done all
Plan B.
Tired of this routine
Searching what I am meant to be
I want to go forward
But no experience in me
Terrified I reverse
Everything I do is for the public to see
Those people
Judging
Me
What I do for me and them
To see I mean
It's O.K.
Be lost they say
How long can I stay this way
Give me the limit
To your O.K.
I still wonder
What was I born to do
Writing, painting, photographing, sculpting, designing
Marketing
I wanted to inspire instead
I'm doing nothing
Scared of the judging
It's my fault not yours
But still
What was I born for?
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Literature
Tender
Twenty one with
Imaginary friends
Not alone - lonely
Why do you think
They're all things
One needs in a friend
Perfect - why not
They temporarily cure
Then to usual tears
One tells me "smile"
Another loves my skills
Then down a road
A stranger smiles
Like strangers in the night
As I grow they're
More and more
Hence I ask
Why
Try and understand me
Heaven knows I don't
And tell me
Why do I do what
I do
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Literature
Life-Nil
What do I need
Living as I should
Made of greed
Unsatisfied - what left
Essentials - possessed
Auxiliary - silenced
Euphoria rummage
Contentment
Start the hunt
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Literature
The Route
Walked in the lane
Of the broken hearted
Was told I belong
Down the alley
This wasn’t the right place
Went back to
The road I take
There are lovers
Heart breakers
Broken hearts
At the end - a staircase
Don’t know to where
Too scared to ask
Never took it
Never felt I could
Too scared to know
Down the road - are beggars
Dressed in colours dull
Not for money
Just to see colour
And the sun
My avenue is for
Broken hearted
Heartless
Stolen hearted
Soulless
With a staircase
Too scared to approach
For the lovers
Loveless
Who lost love
We all walk together
We know it isn’t over
Unlike the alley
I was told to walk in
There people think
They have no hope
No staircase
We stick together
until we cross
To the other side
The beggars ask
To go - the staircase
Of colour
Light
Rainbows
Some say heaven
How would I know
Never dared to ask
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Literature
Apery
I liked a man
Who likes himself
He didn’t care
It was easier he said
He's a friend
A good one
Also my muse
A curious one
The best I had
Made me smile
Made me feel beautiful
He acted like I was
As silly as it sounds
Always want to feel
I don’t feel often
Doesn’t care
I know I do
Wish the best
To who changed my life
As un-special as I am.
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Literature
Glorious
A queen
Lived alone
Can’t I?
What’s beauty?
One wished
To be close
He got hurt
Not my fault
I told him
I’m the ugliest
Why not be alone?
Don’t understand
Tears streaming my cheeks
Salty water
Accompanied a frown
I’ve seen water many a times
Warm and cold
Running down
Always a sun and a rainbow
Where’s my rainbow
Am I to wait for sun?
Acted like a cave
Nothing I can do
I remember
A queen
Lived alone
Can’t I?
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Literature
Spirit
I know
My language
I belonged
Felt secure
I know
My Arabic
My desert
My sea
Found home
Beauty forms
In sounds
As Arabic
As I am
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Literature
My Ease
Please notice when I talk it’s out of love
Everything out of love
I wish out of love
Miss out of love
Nice to you you and you
Please notice I care
Cannot be there
Please notice
I try out of love
Can’t see me
Be with me
Talk to me
I ask out of love
Be nice nice nice
From my heart heart heart
Please notice
Out of love love love
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Literature
Sooner To Know
I’m pretty ruthless  
You wish you’d known sooner
I have fangs
I can hurt you with them
Knowing me ruins plans
I’m mean
When they ask I warn them
I could be their worst villain
They even say I’m the next Stalin
But even he kept saving
I’m different I go all in
I told you I’m terrible
Got no time for stalling
A death trap waiting to happen
When they first see me
I seem nice
But when you got trouble with me
Cold as ice
Believe it or not
Poetry isn’t just words
It’s an art you don’t got
Mess with me in what you know
Not in what I do for life
I can use a gun
But I’d rather not
You’re not worth the bullet
You see it’s no fun
Evil eyes I hide
Underneath the sweet smile
Now all can see my ride
All because one denied
Be careful of my wrath
Now you know sooner
I can be ruthless if I want to
Let it be a known rumour
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Literature
One of These Days
It’s one of these days
Where I want your
Arms around me
Feel safe and alright
A day where I want
To be told that it’s all going
To be OK
I want it all to be
Never leave
You’re my family
Stuck to me
You have to love me
It’s not a choice
Keep me safe
Hold me close
Tell me things
I’ve yet to know
It’s one of these days
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Literature
Departure
You have not seen my glory
You do not know my story
You cannot see what I spy
Be the boss and wear the tie
It’s your turn to start the lie
Not spread your wings and fly
Thought you could get away from here
By giving up and shedding a crocodile tear
Hear my word even though it’s tough
Whatever you do it’s never enough
You won’t be able to push nor shove
They will see right through your bluff
I gave you my word
Now I’ll leave this world
My time is over
It’s your turn to takeover
You will be the exposure
Enjoy being the composer
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Literature
Fallible
I’m not asking for much
I just want a smile
Genuine and free
If I were to run away
Live in a fantasy world
Risk all to get that world
I’d be asking for much
I want to dance with no thoughts
Sleep with no fear
Be true to myself and what I believe
Wonder if I can get that here
I’m not asking for much
I just want to take my masks off
Be myself and be accepted for it
I’m not asking for much
I just don’t want judgement
Don’t want your clutch
I’m not asking for much
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Literature
Our Shani
This poem’s my sorry
You passed on and
We had absolutely no body
A friend
A daughter
And a lover
I can see what you meant
You wanted to fight
Until the bitter end
I know you did not give up
You had no other way
You left the only way
You could
You did well
I see you in my dreams
But I can not apologise
I wish I can see you one more time
To tell you how much I have missed you
How your smile and wobbly twirl
Made us laugh and think we love this girl
I got the news and ran all I could
Saw everyone else crying like they should
You were the life of our friendship
That even in your death
You made us put a smile on other’s faces
Even in your death
You made us laugh
You would not have had it
Any other way
Why are you gone?
You seemed so happy
I did not know
But I really need you
You were the strongest
I wake up
Expecting a call
Where you would complain
And just talk
Sometimes I can see you
Running around
Imagination helps
When you have no guide
I am sorry
Sorry
You’re gone bef
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Favourites

Literature
Soon
Soon
Shade is full of sallow feelings
Surrounded by endless meanings
Crowded by headless daemons
Your love is all you know
Instead you give it all you could
You are left with nothing understood
Someday you will find love again
Maybe one day you will give into this pain
Will you care to feel this strain?
Soon… You will be able to care…
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Enigmatic
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Journal
Poetry Block
Flaws and mistakes
Desserts and heartbreaks
Is there more to such a block?
Or is it purposed to simply mock?
Perhaps there’s more
Perhaps there’s less
Perhaps
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Literature
Holes
Holes in my memories,
holes in the wall,
holes in my promises,
and echoes in the hall.
(When theirs holes in a structure
its bound to one day fall.)
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Literature
Hold Your Breath
If you’re expecting shallow waters
then by loving me, you’ll drown.
Sometimes the only way to my heart
is to cut through,
i’ll pry my ribcage open for you,
but know this vessel is too deep to feel the ground.
So hold your breath before treading unknown waters,
and dive all the
way
down.
(My soul is waiting for you in a bottle,
lost at sea, not yet found.)
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Literature
problemsolver
Lonely hearts cry out to anyone who will listen
The sound they make never reaching anything but deaf ears and smiling faces  
Never will they understand and never will they know.
With a reaching hand I try to help
But even I cant understand what I have not been told
And even I cant fix the problems I do not know
I wish I understood their cry for help
So that I could take some of their burdens for my self.
Take my hand and let us talk for a second
With me you will find nothing but an honest soul and some ears that listen.
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Literature
Waiting
Waiting
 
I’m waiting. All my life, I’ve been waiting. All my life. Waiting, waiting, waiting, all my life, I’ve done nothing else than waiting.
When I was a little girl, I was already waiting, I was waiting to be tall, I was waiting to be adult, to be listened at last, to be a part of the world, to be free. I was waiting like a mad, I wanted to grow up, to become a woman, strong and independent and I was dreaming, I was imagining, what I could do, where I could go, what I could become.
At school, I was waiting, I was waiting the holidays, I was waiting to get to the higher class, I was waiting to progress always, more and more, to leave school.
During the high school, I was still waiting, I was waiting again for the adult life, so close, but still so far. I was waiting for the final diploma, the liberation, so at last, I could do something useful, something concrete, something that would lead me to my future.
When I was in nurse school, I was waiting, the diplom
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Hello!

I know that there are times where I often say how I don't like sharing things any of my very amazing watchers would find boring. And I do apologise if whilst reading the following, you find it un-relatable or uninteresting to you.

This is something I would like to share with people, maybe to give an idea of how to deal with things or to show others something you can overcome.

There are people who told me about the things I couldn’t do. They told me that I cannot do what I want to achieve. One of my biggest problems is that I listened to them and I believed them. I kept telling myself I cannot do this, they’re right. I also asked myself; why am I doing this if I cannot do it? If I cannot achieve what I want to at the end then why am I working towards it? I was living in the shadow of a girl who couldn’t believe in herself. A girl who believed she couldn’t do it because some told her she couldn’t; the shadow of the girl who believed the naysayers. I didn’t have an answer to why I believed all of that. I guess I just thought I know nothing so whenever I was told “No.” I thought they were right and I was wrong. Told myself “I’m never going to be able to be who I want to be or who I aspire to be.”  

Until one day I thought, how do they know any better? What makes me believe them so much? If they knew me in such a way they would believe in me even with the obstacles I have instead of telling me “You know what. You can’t, even though you try. You just won’t be able to.” I don’t think it was their fault that they have told me such things, I think it is my fault that I have actually listened and believed them.

When you have so much fire inside you and someone tells you “you can’t.” You’ll just laugh at them because they don’t know what you’re up against. You know yourself and what you’re capable of. And you realise that’s your repellent against such people. The fire inside you and the passion will make everyone else’s “No.” mean nothing to you.

I think at the time, I believed because I didn’t want it that much anyway. I didn’t see it in front of me. However, now I have a very clear vision of who and what I want to be. I’ve even written about it a couple of times, who I want to be and what I am capable of achieving. My clear vision now tells me exactly what to do, who am I and why do I do what I love.  I know what I love and what I am supposed to do. Because I know, because I see it in front of me I have become untouchable. No one can tell me what I cannot do anymore. I know it’s not the people who are so negative around you I know it’s not them. It’s the sounds in my own head. It’s me, it’s my fear and I will not allow that fear to consume me anymore. It will push me to get where I want to be.

So now when you ask, I actually know what I want in my life and if anyone tells me I can’t. It doesn’t matter because I see it in front of me I just have to reach out for it, and you know what; I am reaching out for it. It’s just a little bit until I get there. Just a little bit and I will get there.  

I guess I wrote this to say that cancelling the negative voices and letting the fear be your guide to success is the way to go. Let your fear drive you to do what you want and not drive you away from doing it. Also the passion you have to anything will make you get through it.

Thank you.

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Sana Duhaiby
Artist | Student | Varied
Saudi Arabia
I'm not weird I just love being me.
after all the shit I've been through what I am now is pretty good. I like to admit that what I have been through made me who I am today :)
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They said introduce you
Startled - hi
My name
Why is that a start?

Hi
They call me by a name
I accept it
In fact
Love it

I consider myself cute
Some agree
Some do not
Does it matter?
I know me

A beautiful smile
From with in
At times with grief

interested in..
A lot that I’m confused
Which do I want?
Which do I choose?
An artist of all sorts
That is what I am

They call me Soona
I call myself
The cutest there is
If you got my concept
You’d agree

But then again
We’re all subjective
To that word
Me
First Blush
Hello!

Hope you liked reading my poem.
ParoxysmalDespair inspired me to write something so thank you. You're the main reason this piece is up :D :tighthug:

Of course any feedback or comments are more than welcome!

Stay happy :heart:
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As the artist and romantic that I am
Emotions flowing
I see quite differently

Looking at a man staring at the sea is
An art piece to me
He sat looking at teary waves with magic setting
I can relate to his wheelchair
His thoughts and sea

As an artist
One day I saw the world.
Beautiful, scary, magnificent, and gory

A wheelchair looking at Jeddah’s identity
That is a story worth telling to me
The artist that I am
Romantic Collude
I hope you like reading the poem :hug:

Any feedback or comments are always more than welcome :aww:
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grumblingpolymer Featured By Owner 6 days ago  New Deviant
fraudulent piece of shit and a moron, fake bitch, filth who thinks that she's better than everyone else
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EnigmaticNDN Featured By Owner May 20, 2018
Thank you for taking time to read! I truly hope to post more very soon
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soona15 Featured By Owner May 20, 2018  Student General Artist
Thank you for writing beautiful pieces :D
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EnigmaticNDN Featured By Owner May 25, 2018
I am happy you enjoy them!

I shall post more very soon :hug:

As there is more to write
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soona15 Featured By Owner May 28, 2018  Student General Artist
Yay!!
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Purple-ViviSan Featured By Owner May 17, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the Fav! Hug 
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soona15 Featured By Owner May 18, 2018  Student General Artist
Anytime ^_^
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ParoxysmalDespair Featured By Owner May 6, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Hi:) we haven´t written for a long time and I come checking whether everything´s ok?:) I hope you´re doing still awesome:D
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soona15 Featured By Owner May 8, 2018  Student General Artist
Hello!
You're seriously the nicest thing on earth! :tighthug:
I'm just busy with life and uninspired really ^^;
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ParoxysmalDespair Featured By Owner May 8, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Hi!
Nah stop it youBlush 
Glad to hear that it is nothing severe:)
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