Hello deviant art,
it has been a very long time since I've made the effort to interact with the website again.
Even tough it appears i have been doing nothing all this time.
I have actually been drawing on other websites that I grew tired of.
I've been missing Deviant art for quite a while, and it is only until now I've finally decided to return, even for a short time as it might be.
To tell the truth I have grown somewhat tired of drawing. I acquire less pleasure, seeing that every time I make something new I don't seem to impress people are make anyone happy. Maybe I am a lot like a attention whore. Or maybe I get really upset after spending an hour or two making a picture that no one likes I find myself wasting my time. But that just might be me.
What can I say, I draw energy from comments and reactions from the stuff I draw. And that energy inspires me to draw some more. While at the same time I grow attach to that reaction, so whenever i don't receive it i grow immensely unhappy. But that is all my problems, of my own fault. I am sorry to bore anyone with my issues.
But for the record, I am sorry for my immature and selfish behavior that I committed in the past.
I think I've done some pretty stupid stuff on the website, and I'm sorry for it.
I'd like to say that I've grown up a little, but I'll let everyone else determine that.
I plan to draw some more again for Deviant Art, provided I run into the right people to inspire me and give me that positive energy needed to draw again.
If not, its is of no real loss.
So inspire me again deviant art.
And to anyone who had the time and curiosity to read this whole journal entry reporting my status and my future intentions on this website,
you have my sincere thanks.