I sighed, never removing my eyes from the ceiling. What was wrong with me? I should be more excited! I was on a shipa cruise ship no lesswith real live cartoon characters! I should be bouncing off the walls. Not lying in a bed feeling disheartened. Yet, here I am. Though, it shouldn't surprise me. I haven't exactly been myself lately. Not as happy and enthusiastic as I normally, well, use to, act. Sometimes I can be that way, though. A child with no worries and finding everything full of pleasure and good fortune; but it comes at random and, of course, not when I need it to. Maybe it's part of growing up, I would often tell myself. It just happens, just because, and you'll be yourself again soon. I hate being serious.
After the ship had set sail, I had taken a small look around. Scrooge had suggested it to me so I wouldn't get lost. The ship was pretty big. I couldn't compare it to anything in my memory, however,