If I find you shady, make me uncomfortable or have a link to a fucking porn site, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED
I'm sorry for being so inactive but life's been hectic along with animation taking over my life;;;
If anything, I'm more active on my MMD twitter account and Discord (do not ask for my Discord).
Anyway, I would get alerts from my phone about notifications from here and have gotten a couple of comments and notes asking me about what either happened to YSTH, post up the next page of Let it Go, and just pestering in general.
Guys...pestering me is only gonna make me less motivated to do things for I am only one person and can't do everything all at once. The thing is, while I still love Animaniacs to pieces, but I'm trying to step out of my comfort zone and currently focusing on my FNAF x Madoka AU and MMD, which is 3D in general. I've been doing Animaniacs related things for several years and just wanted to try something different, so anything Animaniacs related, will be happening less. That being said, I will still be helping out my friend FaithFirefly
with the Animanics x Frozen AU and honestly feel bad for dumping it on you, my dude;;;
However, for YSTH...well, two folks will be happy/boast about this when I say:
It is cancelled
Sorry but as the years went by and got to learn better about stories and character development, I realized that YSTH is a fucking mess. There is no steady plot, the fan characters I made were poorly developed and was just a straight up cluster fuck. I love crossovers but I also gotta realize my limits. As for the main focus character, I know a certain someone would say how I made him and his siblings 'evil emo killers'
, listen, I have watched Animaniacs a bunch of times to study their personalities so that they can slowly go from OC to OOC because trauma changes people. I hate being treated as if I'm stupid and don't appreciate being 'corrected'
about things I already know. But the story's cancelled so that doesn't really matters anymore, rejoice, woo...
I am incredibly sorry for those who joined that contest a while back and never received their prizes;; there is no excuse for never getting to them and feel terrible for wasting everyone's time. Hell, I just feel bad for having folks hyped up for a story that has been on hiatus for several, several
years, but I gotta think for myself for once. It was very very hard for me to come to this decision and still fear the outcome yet I've just lost interest in it and want to work on other stuff, particularly ones that are smaller crossovers like Puella Magi Frances Magica and the Animaniacs x Frozen AU, both that are only two
All I ask is for you to please do not beg me or bother me to bring YSTH back or wonder why I have taken some of the pics down. My mind is made up. If you merely watched me for it, unwatch me now. It's not coming back.
If you continue to bug me, guilt me, or bother me about it, I will resort to blocking, which I don't want to do. Do not make me resort to that, please.
I will mostly be focusing on Frances Magica and Animaniacs x Frozen au, both that will have angst, feels, and family bonds. So if you're mostly looking for that, then stay tuned, even if I take forever to post things.
Like I stated earlier, I'm trying to step out of my comfort zone and doing something different for a while. I'm still doing 2D, but it'll probably be not as much since MMD, or 3D in general, is something new and want to try it for a bit. To those who have watched me for my MMD stuff:
My stuff will not be for download. Ever. Do not ask, guilt trip, or pester me for them. Again, I will resort to blocking if you do. Don't make me resort to that.
I've witnessed how bad the MMDC is getting and I'm honestly disgusted by the amount of spoiled entitled brats who won't take 'no'
for an answer, don't read the descriptions, nor refuse to respect the creators' rules. They're putting stronger passwords and/or taking downloads down for a reason folks.
I know I'm not innocent from all this for I know I've done some of this in the past but I'm owning up to it and trying my best not to make those mistakes again. So please respect content creators' wishes, whether we created the model or just edited one (ex. used TDA and placed items on 'em), we still put our heart and soul into putting them together.
The only people who are allowed to ask for models for me are friends that I super duper trust
, and that's pretty hard since I have severe trust issues.
Do not ask to become my friend for that is not how friendships works and will automatically make me not trust you.
I will be creating a list of folks who are allowed to ask.For watchers who are not interested in my MMD work, unwatch me now as well.
Life + health
I don't know if this is necessary but a lot has been happening in real life lately. Just trying to balance animation projects here, private classes, and my health is exhausting but doing my best to teach myself to be more flexible. My schedule is kinda messy at the moment since the classes will fully start on Sept. 10th, Wednesday and Friday from 10 AM to 3 PM and don't know what exactly I'll be doing yet.
Tuesdays and Thursdays I have a companion that comes from the regional center from 10:30 AM to 2:30 PM to help me get out of the house more and help me become independent. So if you ever see updates about me going to the movies, cooking, or any other outdoor activity, that's why. Something I don't think I've told folks is that I'm actually agoraphobic
; I'm scared to leave the complex area by myself (I'm okay to leave the house as long as I'm within the complex area. Anything beyond that, no.) so I have a companion come over to help me out and try to conquer that fear along with helping me learn about being independent.
Maybe that was unnecessary info but, idk, I felt I should say it.
I'm also trying to deal with health issues since I always seem to get one after another. Currently, I have recently discovered I have Hiatal hernia, which isn't fatal, just a condition in which part of the stomach pushes up through the diaphragm muscle and it's apparently common? So I'm just trying to get by and not stress out as much (ha, ha, that's funny). PSA; try to stump stress and anxiety now for it not only hurts you mentally, it will hurt you physically, along with giving you grey strands of hair. I've gotten a couple, and I hate it cause I'm 26 years old.
I'm not sure if anyone ever did see this but to those of you who have commissioned me, I feel absolutely terrible for not being able to finish them and should've said this a LONG time ago so please, if you want a refund, not me ASAP. I hate feeling like I cheated you out for money and honestly feel like I'm not up for commissions, at least until I get better with deadlines.
Commissions/Request/Collabs To Do ListTHIS JOURNAL WILL BE UPDATED FREQUENTLY!
Okay as a start of the new year, I'm going to sit down and start working on these puppies. I AM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG AND WILL WORK ON THEM AS MUCH AS I CAN! I'm so terrible at this :iconorzplz:
...I have no idea if I'm doing this right, but I have all the details that were given within these requests written down so I don't need to worry about that
:iconcommissionsopen: :iconrequestfriendsonly: :iconcollabsfriendsonly:
Super Gareth Sketch Progress: :iconsailorphantom:
Group picture of Lou, Lotte, and Erik together: Sketch in progress:iconnayrman:
Kingdom Hearts thumbnail:
Sketched model sheet of his A! OC, Brandon
Rule 63 of himself and Icefox:
This one has been eating me up for a long time and finally pushing anxiety to say this.
Again, I am super duper sorry for all the trouble and thank you all for reading and understanding