I am not sure whether that's the right section for this thread but I'll just go ahead.
So basically I've noticed that I am afraid of painting. Any ideas that I have had get extinguished or reduced to a minimum because I feel like I can't accomplish them anyway. It's like wanting to paint a forest but I end up painting a leaf or even nothing at all. Creating has become a race against my own expectations. A race I simply cannot win. My expectations are rising with every idea but my skills and knowledge are at a standstill.
Have you ever had this feeling or do you know what I could do about it? Would be very helpful.