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It feels kinda odd to me with all of the art of AJ's parents showing up. Familiar in a way.

I felt a connection cause it looked to me like a reflection of the feelings I have for my friend, and after she passed away, the feelings for AJ.

I miss the living daylights out of her, and I wish she would have beaten her fight with cancer, so I could have given her my first kiss, and to cuddle up real close afterwards. Now I'm just too scared to think about those things with anyone.

Sorry if this is depressing... I've been a tad more anxious lately due to several inevitable events coming up. Youngest brother moving out, some new guy moving in that I don't really like, and other things...

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Samoria Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
No need to apologize.  Those are real feelings.  And it makes me think.  I always hated the phrase "lost their battle with cancer" cause it makes it sound like cancer won or like that person wasn't strong enough.  People with cancer never stop fighting and they never give up.  Cancer doesn't stand a chance if it were a fair fight.  It's just never a fair fight.  :(

I'm sorry you're dealing with this now.  *hugs*
Mike-Dragon Featured By Owner Edited Jun 21, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
There is absolutely nothing wrong with expressing your feelings. Especially ones that are so strong such as these. There are some things that are better to not be kept to oneself for they can (and most of the time will) break a person from the inside. I am sorry for your loss, by the way. Losing someone you like is never an easy thing.

As for the episode, ugh... I'm keeping up with the US releases only so I am trying my dang hardest to avoid any sort of spoilers with these early released but I can already tell, just from knowing this episode will focus on AJ's parents, that it will hit me pretty hard in the feels. Heck, I'm the guy who managed to cry just from listening to a couple songs about AJ's parents. ^^; Instead of popcorn I'll probably need a few tissues when watching it. Heheh.

Either way... stay strong, my friend!
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