Been reflecting on my performance these past 3 years now, cause that's how long it's been since I pulled myself back together.
I feel dumb in a bunch of areas, and I see most of it as a learning experience for how closed minded I used to be. There may still be some areas that I am closed off from, but come time I'll learn about them and accept things.
But back to feeling dumb, yeah, there's a few people I offended over that time span because I didn't know Jack about anything I was talking about, but I can't blame myself entirely. Some people have been toxic and mean spirited, looking for a single mistake or miscommunication you make and then using it to belittle you.
All I can really say in the end is that it's reinforced my plans for isolating myself in my future. I just don't see myself participating in society very much in my future life.