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Honestly, it is a bit annoying to have to make this, since its an eyesore compared to the art I had in its place before.
But it happens too often and I need to put this here to keep it from happening more.

A quick glance at everything in the gallery would tip you off to that. 
This is simply a showcase of all of the art I have commissioned.
Think of it as a menu if you will. A menu of artworks from a diverse amount of artists that take commissions. Watch them when I post their work, please, their works are phenomenal.
And if you like them enough, commission them too, they appreciate that immensely. 

I love supporting artists, and I won't stop doing that.
I cannot wait to finish school so I can support more of you with the increase in money.
And I hope that I have made friends with at least some of the artists I've supported.
I am legitimately a social dumbass, so I never am able to figure my way around friendships or anything to do with anyone for that matter.

Why Applejack though?
I had a friend years ago that was like her, the only difference I could draw between her and AJ was that she had an Italian accent and that her parents were alive. 
She took up Applejack as her personal identity, and we sweet talked each other and played around. Role played a relationship on Facebook, and just adored being around each other.
Our personalities brought out the best in each other, and being around her gave me the calmest feeling I have ever felt.
I likely would have married her, if she had not passed away half a year past our first meeting. It was a slow decay that took her away, and I stayed around until her last days. 
The loss was devastating, and it took me until late 2015 to do anything about the hurt it left me with.

So put simply, my emotional investment in AJ is purely sentimental, and in essence, a simulation of how I feel like the relationship with my friend would have been like.
I'm not asking for sympathy, but any given is appreciated. 
If you want to know more, message me here or elsewhere, I don't bite. However, It can take a long time for me to open up to people, so please don't be offended if I have a hard time trusting anyone with deep feelings and information.

To those that I have talked to, and gotten to know, thank you for understanding and being accepting of me.
It means a lot.
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AprilSilverWolf Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
This is the way I feel about Twilight sparkle. She is exactly like my friend from highschool. She didn't die, she's just so busy she never has time for me anymore. I am obsessed with Twilight Sparkle because of how closely she represents my friend I can never hang out with but was my best friend.

I'm sorry about your friend. That's really sad :( I can totally understand your obsession with Applejack in this manner.

(Also sorry about messaging you for an art trade, I just read this now and realized you upload other peoples artwork) but I really like all the Applejack and the white and blue pony you commission. They are super cute together
Mike-Dragon Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Pay tribute to your lost friend like this is a beautiful gesture and I am always delighted to see these beautiful, cute and lovingly pieces of art pop up in my inbox. Judging by how the description starts I can tell that not really many people have figured out that these are commissioned works you got permission to reupload, though. I guess I'm part of the exceptions, then. I do have the habit of looking for the original in the artist's gallery if can I find it. As someone who does commissions myself, I too would like that people would come to my gallery and fave the original if I let anyone reupload one of my works, so I give the same treatment to other artists. It's only the right thing to do.
LadySlick Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you like AJ so you're cool with me
SimeonLeonard Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm sorry to hear about your friend's passing, even if it was some time ago. I've enjoyed seeing the pieces you commission, and learning the meaning behind them adds a little sweetness to them all, but also a touch of sadness. I know that's not why you shared it, but it added something nonetheless. The scenes you imagine are a lovely tribute to your friend's memory. You seem like a very thoughtful and sentimental person; I'm sure they were fortunate to know you.     
HaefenZebra Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2017
Hm, sorry about whatever brought having to do this around. I personal watch you because the art that you commission and post up on here is really cute stuff. Really sorry about the story behind it though, and for whatever reason you had to make this post.
SoMA-To-FoRM Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2017
Most people know and understand, and I'm glad you like the stuff I share. 

But I get notes asking for art trades often... So this will hopefully discourage those.

I get the feeling that some people watch me and then find out that it's not mine and think I'm trying to be deceptive, and that's the opposite of how I want it to look. So I posted this in hopes that people understand the purpose of all this before they commit to watching.

I may take a hit in my watcher count for it, but I don't care for that.
HaefenZebra Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2017
Well hopefully some people will see this and actually read it, I've been complimented on my art style, or called a good artist myself before when I don't draw, I'm not an artist and every piece I have on my page I have links to the artists saying they were the artist so I understand what you mean, though I'm sure I get it to a lot less often than you.
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