(Totally NOT an Undertale reference...)
Anywho, I've got some 'splainin to do.
A while ago, a friend of mine asked me to draw their fursona as a request; I'd been drawing every night and getting better all the while. Even at some point, I felt like I was getting too good, too fast. Not to brag or anything.... But cerially, I was on a roll. I was drawing for a few hours every day, I was learning colors, but then it all came to a terrific halt. See, remember that request my friend asked me to work on? Well, I did. I spent twelve+ hours working on that drawing, and it was my most detailed drawing to date. Fact, I thought it was my best drawing EVER! But then... something happened. It was done, it was finished, yet before showing my friend, I felt like I wanted to add a little bit more 'style' to it, experiment a little. So, to do this, I opened my paintings settings on Colors! 3D for my 3DS and readied to copy it... but then I blanked. I don't know why, I don't how, but after 'copying' that painting, I went to work on it some more, yet it wasn't there. Only then did I realize I'd deleted everything.
Yup. Everything. Gone in three seconds. Aaaaanyway... I was devastated. In that moment, everything sucked. And for a long time after, drawing still sucked. Eventually I realized the only way I'd ever get back into drawing is if I created something which - in my eyes - would equal that lost drawing. So! Through a bout of self-loathing and moping, I pushed through with... DETERMINATION! Because I was filled with DETERMINATION!! Yeah... I love Undertale. In part, it helped me get back into drawing, mainly because, well, I just posted that drawing of Toriel and Sans a few hours ago, and that's the drawing I needed to draw to reassure myself that I could draw, that I! Am! An! ARTIST!!! *Dramatic music crescendo, crash of symbols, inspiration cliche, etc.*
That's all, I think. I'm just sayin' I'm back to drawing regularly now.
Listening to: Undertale Soundtrack
Drinking: Water. Naturally...