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so. i'm secure with my gender. i'm a girl, yes, right
but?
i??? want the body of a man?? I don't want a dick, I just... don't... want boobs. or a vagina. and I want a deep voice. and I want to be bigger, like taller and have a more masculine physique like no curves no boobs nOT THAT. and eUGH WEIRD STUFF AH I DONT EVEN.. it's not like just preference stuff it's just like... none of this is right 
eugh
that doesn't make any sense at all
I am just so confused my dudes, so confused
help :(
i'm not trans i'd know if i was because i identified as male for a while actually and i wasn't completely comfortable with that either
i'm just confused. are there other people who feel this way??? it's so weird i can't even explain it
i'm a girl i know i just don't understand why i feel this way, i've been thinking about it a lot lately and it's... weird
sorry for the weird rambling I just guess I'm wondering if anybody else ever gets this kind of idea or feeling or w/e you want to call it? it's more than just a physical preference, like I said I can't explain it

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Kreoko Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Sooo, my brain says you want to be more androgynous? I get that feel, I hate my hips and the boobs just get in the way 90% of the time, and all the cute bras dont come in my size so grrrr
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Ivyycaine Featured By Owner Edited Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yea I can relate to this as well. I have spent many confused nights trying to figure out my gender, because I would rather have a (biological) male body but i am also okay w the things I have (bc I love curves). like tbh I think I would be more genderfluid than anything and I just wish I could change my body at will to suit how I feel.

but I don't think there's anything weird w what ur talking about. I also don't think there's a term for it sadly. so ur a female (right? that's what you id as for sure?) and if u had ur ideal masculine body u would still id as female, just with the body type u prefer ??
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Aerinith Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I have a friend who was kinda like this at one point! I don't remember what the term is tho;; idk if they know the term either
but basically you want to be a stick but not a male stick. you like the girl pronouns but you want to be the stick. just kinda.... flat. maybe chub, maybe not chub, but not curvy or anything like that, yea??
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softcrows Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017
well... i actually like it when people call me he/him ;; 
but it doesn't bother me at all when people call me she/her either?? 

AAAA I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT i don't know hoW to explain iT but it's more than just a physical thing like..?? AA
i'm sorry i'm just making this more confusing but like? it's really confusing for me and I'm not sure how to explain it at all,,
it might help if i get some sleep because trying to explain this right now is really hard because i'm tired

i might actually skype you tomorrow because i'm like ghueirhgueig woooo what is... a pebble...
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Aerinith Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
ahhhhh yeee okei
yea im all..... uncertain of all the terms now cause even tho I fall into the terms I just haven't been introduced to them yet n stuff :L

it's kay my friend! yea sleep
and skype me if you need my mannnnn
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constellationtears Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
nonbinary of some sort maybe ?? ;;; transmasc ??
like not fully transmale but like on the masculine spectrum ;;; i dunno ripp ;;
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spiderliings Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
THIS IS ME HOLY FUCK. tbh ive wanted this since like??? 7th grade???? idk why?????
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softcrows Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017
god i'm so glad someone else can relate?? i don't want to seem like i'm being extra or trying to be special ew i just??? AAAAAAA
like i dont even have words to say about it because i just?? have no ideA tbh man ;;
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spiderliings Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah man its really weird tbh??? but i totally get u :0
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