hhhhhhhhhhhhh a lot tbh ;m; was already stressed with a lot of other things plus i had been stressing out over this guy aiden every day for almost a year because i kept feeling like he didnt like me anymore but he kept ssaying he did if i asked but he would still blow me off all the time and every time i said 'i love you' to him he would either ignore it or say 'you too' and after more stressful things had been happening and i was getting really tired of putting up with being blown off after almost a year, he makes a post on tumblr saying he likes someone and wants to smooch them so i got pissed and just ended it with him. he was saying shit like "well i just found out today i have feeling for this guy" and "why am i not allowed to like other people, im human thats how humans work" as if he wasnt considering dating this guy and saying how he wanted to kiss him like, thats what pissed me off the most. and then he goes to my friend beek after i showed them all the logs of what happened, and he tried to tell my friend (who already knew everything) all this shit about how hes super upset and i was attacking him and hes crying and im in the wrong and then literally told them that i was ABUSING him. my friend didnt give them any sympathy because they already knew what was going on and knew i wasnt abusing him and hes just coming up with bs so suddenly he started acting all like "well i hope hes gonna do ok, he can keep his galaxy dogs if he wants i dont mind, i really liked him" as if he didnt just try to convince my friend that i abused him. and literally less than a week later, suddenly he has a boyfriend and hes posting about it on tumblr and shit after saying he supposedly just found out he liked this guy the other day. he acted all kinds of hurt and shit and acted like this made him super upset but he just gets up and already has a new boyfriend in less than a week and is not upset at all anymore. like he literally faked all that and pretended to give a shit about me and im super pissed about it because he let it drag on for almost a year and just let me be stressed over it and KNEW i was stressed because i told him multiple times but every time he never changed how he acted towards me, he never stopped blowing me off, and never told me he didnt like me anymore, instead he just me keep stressing out with our relationship going literally nowhere and pretended to give a shit. hhhhhhhhhhhhhh sorry for the book, a lot of shit happened and im still really pissed
Aweh love im so so so sorry;.; That's so stressful I imagine to deal with, something similar kinda has happened to me in the past too and I know it's really just frustrating. So technically, long story short, hes an asshole? Right? //: That's so disappointing, it pisses me off just reading that because how can someone stoop so low and be so mean/stupid/rude, let alone the fact about the abuse thing??? Like are you kidding??? #1 Thats not even something to joke around with, #2 He's stupid #3 What would saying that even hope to achieve? Attention? Pity? I don't know. In conclusion I think you're way better off without them then, I know you and you're worth so much more and i'm 100% positive someone new, who's actually worth your time will stroll along. I'm not just saying that to make you feel better either xD I know so. You really don't deserve this stress and frustration ; - ; hh i'm sorry once again. In my opinion it ultimately sucks that it's been going on for a whole year, that's so long ;; ALSO SERIOUSLY HE GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING that's so shallow and ridiculous
I don't really know what else to say ; . ; and it's ok you wrote a "book" Its good to vent sometimes yknow ;v; if you ever need to rant or just to talk pleasepleasepleaseplease don't hesitate to shoot me a message ;a; and i honestly kindareallymiss you because we were nice friends and itd be nice to talk again ;a ;
yeah the whole deal was super stupid and i seriously could not believe he did something like that, but i guess it was bound to happen anyways. i really do think ill be better off without him, all i ever did was stress so really he can fuck of ;w;!!!!
but yes omg same though, you should add me on skype so we can talk more ;w;!!!!!!! its soda-monster but also theres a few others that are all me but the only one i use has a husky pupper icon c:!!!