Snowfern

I'm sitting here feeling a little numb, considering the amount of pain I've been in since being woken up by the left ovary at 5am. The past week has been really trying for most Singaporeans, but I didn't allow myself time to get too caught up as Ahma had been feeling unwell since last 21st March, which was the day after her 87th birthday. She was admitted to TTSH last Thursday, for a myocardial infarction aka heart attack, which wasn't what her major complaint was about, it was a severe back pain that was troubling her. Since her admission, it was discovered that she had suffered perhaps a few minor heart attacks, a fractured spine, a urinar

So! I have been fiddling with the DSLR and finally learnt how to use it -decently- well, well enough to post up new Youtube Videos! Yaaayyy!! They aren't exactly tutorial videos, but more of just...watching me work. Hence the series name, "Watch Me Work". For those who aren't very patient, this is NOT a video you should watch. There's no music, no commentary, and you can barely see anything I'm doing. I'm selling it well aren't I. Part 1: Part 2: Please subscribe, like, share etc etc if you want to see more :) Or read a bit about these updates on my blog, http://snowfern-clover.blogspo…

TRIGGER WARNING: Please do not read if you're feeling down, just yanno, look away, at my photos instead of my words :) "Hurt" - Johnny Cash (Nine Inch Nail cover) I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The fe