today actually started out pretty good
my school squad's secret Santa gifts were passed out, i had fun, and overall up until 5:30 pm everything was going great
but my sister wanted an animal jam account, so of course I made her one
i wasn't able to do it on my computer, because mY PARENTS CHANGED THE PASSWORD HHH
hhh why do i always need to vent
and so i decided to do it on my mom's computer
also if was just me and my sister at that moment, my mom wasn't at home at the time
so I made her the account at that moment (she was overjoyed) and i noticed mom was coming home, so i said that it was time to stop
the computer we turned off, and i prepared to tell my mom what i did.
she got home, and i openly stated that i made my sister an animal jam account on her computer. (my sister seriously suggested lying and saying we did nothing)
my mom completely flipped out and ran to her computer, demanding to see the evidence. i showed my sister's account.
she yelled at me because she and dad didn't give permission to make my sister her own account.
during all of this, my sister literally just ran over to the music room and hid from the conflict.
my sister got nothing bad from my mom. sHE JUST GOT COMPLIMENTS ON HER PIANO SKILLS AND THAT'S IT
EVEN THOUGH I MADE THE ACCOUNT FOR HER
EVERY SINGLE TIME MY SISTER DOES SOMETHING, EVEN WHEN I'M NOT INVOLVED, I GET YELLED AT.
YET MY SISTER FLIPPIN GOT COMPLIMENTS INSTEAD OF YELLING.
hhh I'm so sorry guys
i just feel really broken rn. i literally feel like there are arrows in my back.
i was just starting to feel better about myself, when this happened.
that's how it always is.
i feel really done. as if what I did completely finalized the fact that I'm going to get something for this.
I'm sorry for using all caps
I'm sorry for ranting so much
...man I always feel so guilty of what i do
but yea I'm sorry guys.
I'll try to get better, and I'm trying right now
stay safe yall. <3