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hey i got discord last month! im not super active but i do go on it kinda regularly so im not completely dead on it
feel free to note me for it! especially if we're mutuals/have talked in any way before (even if the interaction was small)

just an fyi though i can't do calls a lot so if that's your preferred method of communication on it then sorry oof
  • Listening to: take
  • Reading: me
  • Watching: aawayyy
  • Playing: aa
  • Eating: seecret
  • Drinking: plaaaccee
my artfight url: :3c 


[x] i will be playing artfight this year
[ ] this is my first artfight
[x] i found out about it through dA
[x] i go slow and steady throughout the month
[ ] i go hard and burnout quickly
[ ] my profile is decorated
[ ] i am part of the artfight discord
[ ] i have posted mature filter art
[ ] artfight is the highlight of my summer
[/] i do friendly fire

[x] i fought for team sun/moon
[ ] i fought for team magic/technology
[ ] i fought for team monochrome/color
[x] i have won artfight before
[ ] i played when it was on their old website/forums
[ ] my user number is less than 1000

[x] i play because i enjoy the competition
[/] i play because i want free art
[x] i play because i want to improve
[/] i play because i want to give free art
[ ] i play for another reason:


[ ] i have 50+ followers on artfight
[ ] i have made 10+ attacks (I was,,,so close
[ ] i have made 50+ attacks
[ ] i have received 10+ attacks
[ ] i have received 50+ attacks
[x] i have uploaded 10+ characters
[ ] i have hidden characters
[ ] i have over 200 points total (I've only done artfight once and that was in my depressed phase so. yee)
[x] i revenge every attack i receive

total = 11.5/30

doing this again after artfight 2018 to see if I've improved lmao
  • Listening to: my breathing
  • Reading: this
  • Playing: tHe gAMe of LIfE
  • Eating: my words
i'm afraid of:
[ ] the dark 
[/] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent 
[ ] giving birth 
[ ] being myself in front of others
[/] open spaces
[xxxxxxx] closed spaces 
[x] heights (I'm not afraid of heights in general? but for some reason when I am high up I have the impulse to let go even without any suicidal intention)
[ ] dogs 
[ ] birds
[ ] fish 
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants 

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire 
[/] deep water 
[ ] snakes 
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[/] failure (I'm afraid of it to some extent..depends on what the thing is)
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning 
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats 
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow 

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges 
[ ] death 
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[/] clowns (if I see one irl I feel uncomfortable but seeing them in photos and stuff doesn't usually bother me)
[ ] dolls 
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities 
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

[ ] hurricanes
[ /] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks 
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts 
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone 
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up 

[/] creepy noises in the night 
[ ] bee stings
[/] not accomplishing my dreams/goals 
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs 
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed 
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love 
[ ] super secrets
Total: 7

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears"

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling 
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid. 
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless

  • Listening to: my breathing
  • Reading: this
  • Playing: tHe gAMe of LIfE
  • Eating: my words
▪how do you feel normally about Valentine's day
normally I'm not tHAT sad around Valentine's Day but I still can't help but feel slightly spiteful that this international holiday is directed for all who aren'T SINgle,,basically a reminder of being technically alone
also that my school doesn't even make kids go around the classroom giving out candy like in elementary school,,the only wholesome part of Valentine's Day and they take it away at the moment when kids start actually caring about whether they're single or not lol
I'm not as serious on the above statements ?? mostly I'm just confused on why this day even exists

▪Are you in a relationship, or are you single?
▶ hA I'm single,,who would even want to date me though

▪If you're single, do you think Cupid will strike his arrow at you this year?
▶ no. the arrows don't work,,I think

▪Did you ever had your first kiss? If so, when and where did it happened?
▶ nope nope

▪Do you think you'll get a Valentine this year?
▶ I mean I got two small pieces of chocolate and my friend and I were joking about pickup lines for characters from something we enjoy but that's the closest it has gotten and probably will get

▪What's your favorite filling/s inside chocolate?
▶ I like caramel but I also like plain milk chocolate. I always have

▪What do you think is the best gift to get on Valentine's Day?
▶ it depends on the person but overall uh...candy works for most whether they're single or not

▪What do you think would be the perfect gift for your sweetheart?
▶ when you don't even have one

▪What's your idea of a perfect Valentine's Day date?
▶ just. a regular date 

▪List some of your favorite love songs:
▶ no.

▪Tag some one
▶ @/you
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  • Eating: my words
so I'm going to a camp thing for three days and I need stuff to draw for when I'm bored
im also going through what may be an art block so here is this:
I would be so grateful if anyone commented on this journal with an expression/palette from the link with a character from a fandom (or you could just mention any fandom and I'll choose a favorite from that source)
please and thank yoU!
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  • Reading: this
  • Eating: my words
hEY check this person out!!
their art style is so cute!! look
bbbbbbbbbbbb by shinyarcs What!!! by shinyarcsthey're also super close to 1k gogogo
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  • Reading: this
  • Eating: my words
hEY check this person out!!
their art style is so cute!! look
bbbbbbbbbbbb by shinyarcs What!!! by shinyarcsthey're also super close to 1k gogogo
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  • Reading: this
  • Eating: my words
hI go check out this raffle as well!!  ART RAFFLE ! [CLOSED]EDIT: 2:  It is closed now, winners will be posted shortly!
EDIT: In order to give more people the chance to participate, I'll be stretching the deadline! Winners will be chosen on February 2nd!
Hey you guys! <3
I decided I'll be making an art raffle! Reason is, since my long hiatus I feel like I've lost a lot of active followers, and I'd really be needing to save up some money through commissions for this school year!
H O W   T O   E N T E R
# Post a Journal/Status update/Poll with a link to this journal so that more people may see this! Then comment below with the link to your post and I will provide you a number <3
# (OPTIONAL) If you so wish to, you may provide a link to my commission info and prices on the post you make. That will provide you 2 extra numbers.
# You must be following me [However do not follow me soley for this raffle, only if you trully like my art! <3
1st Spot: A fullbody shaded with BG commission of w
 it's being hosted by an artist I've been following for over a year now, and they make really pretty art:
Your shaking shoulders, by koiffee This aint no highschool, by koiffee I did what I had to do, by koiffee 
her commissions are open too!  COMMISSION PRICES + RULES 2018 [OPEN]RULES


1. D--A--N--C--E 
2. MegTheInsane

I will only be taking 3 or less spots each time I open them.
Featured comment - Accepted commission.
Hidden comment - Rejected/Finished commission.
If interested in a spot, please fill out this form and COMMENT BELOW.
I only acccept Paypal, I will provide you a link with my link.  I will start on your commission once Payment is sent.
+ Character = + $3

 F O R M
- Type of commission:
- Method of Payment [Paypal]: 
- Character/s Reference Sheet/s:
- Mood, atmosohere, BG [If aplicable]:

I will draw :

♦ Felines  (See my art for examples first.)
♦ Canines (See my art for examples first.)
♦ Gore  
I will NOT draw :

♦ Sexual themes
♦ Triggering topics to myself (Child grooming
  • Listening to: my breathing
  • Reading: this
  • Eating: my words
1: What did you do in 2017 that you'd never done before?
-I got into more fandoms!! 
-I auditioned and got into an audition only play!

2: Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I did 7 out of 12 of my resolutions for 2017 I'm pretty sure
and probably!!

3: Did anyone close to you give birth?
not anyone especially close oof

4: Did anyone close to you die?
no thankfully

5: What countries did you visit?
I went to England for three weeks over the summer!! 

6: What would you like to have in 2018 that you lacked in 2017?
oof idk at this point most of what I want in life I don't expect to happen very soon thanks to my current position in life

7: What dates from 2017 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
that one day i refuse to talk about lmao
and when I listened to be more chill on june 7!! I'm not as into it right now (hello st) but it was what really inspired me to start drawing people and got me into some cool artists!!  

8: What was your biggest achievement of the year?
i guess getting into stuff!! I really explored myself this year
and starting to draw humans

9: What was your biggest failure?

10: Did you suffer illness or injury?
nothing really big

11: What was the best thing you bought?
-blue scrunchie
-simple gear necklace
i barely bought anything this year oof

12: Whose behaviour merited celebration?

13: Whose behaviour made you appalled?

14: Where did most of your money go?
that one gs event I went to 
and commissions even though I didn't use real money on them if that counts

15: What did you get really, really, really excited about?
fandoms oof

16: What song(s) will always remind you of 2017?
-any bmc song
-I'll get back on this inch

17: Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder?, b) thinner or fatter?, c) richer or poorer?
a) idk at this point ;v; both I guess b) uh c) tethnically poorer because I actually spent money but points-wise I'm definitely richer right now 

18: What do you wish you'd done more of?
i wish I'd invited friends over more and just. actually socialized outside of school lol

19: What do you wish you'd done less of?
i mean besides the moments I wasn't in a good mood I think I was fine this year!!

20: How did you spend Christmas?
i stayed at home the whole day aha
but it was fun!! I technically got two of the stuff I wanted, one of them being what I wanted most, but I might get more because my family celebrates Christmas twice for cultural/traditional reasons

21: Did you fall in love in 2017?

22: What were your favourite TV shows?
I became obsessed with stranger things last month and I'm still obsessed oof

23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

24: What was the best book you read?
*thinking emoji*

25: What was your greatest musical discovery?
the musicals I got into and some songs I like!! I don't think I'm into any specific band or singer right now but I found,,good songs
for musicals the ones that I discovered this year that affected me most were deh and bmc,,they hit hard in good ways

26: What did you want and get?
i wanted and got most of the stuff on my resolutions!! aka I improved in art, started drawing humans, and got into fandoms

27: What did you want and not get?
cue the 5 New Years resolutions I didn't do

28: What were your favourite films of this year?
i only remember first watching 7 movies in 2017 (miniseries and shows don't count) (beauty and the beast, home alone 1&2, coco, wonder, bee movie(,,cursed), and groundhog day) and out of those I liked wonder most! :0

29: What one thing made your year?
getting into deh, bmc, and st 

30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2017?

31: What kept you sane?
my friends and my fandoms

32: What political issues stirred you the most?

33: Who did you miss?
my elementary school friends even though it's been three years wth

34: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2017.

35: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
I'll get back to you on this in a couple hours or days oof
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  • Reading: this
  • Eating: my words
Check out this raffle!! It's by an artist I admire and the prizes are really cool, be sure to join!!………
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  • Reading: this
  • Eating: my words
I made a tumblr to draw humans I'm still figuring my account out and hhGGG
(if any of you are doubtful and want to know what my humans look like first here's a link to a super quick sketch thing I did of me . I want critique plz xd)
Anyway here's the tumblr
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  • Reading: this
  • Eating: my words
henlo after I'm done with my owed art I'm probably going to go on hiatus for a while because something happened between me and my mom last night and I practically lost almost everything keeping me sane right now and now my mom is considering taking away the only afterschool activity of mine (theater) I actually enjoy while keeping one I can't bear showing up to riprip 
but yeah I'll probably get everything done by the end of the year and then maybe disappear for a while because. right now I can't put a focus on this virtual world while keeping my very real one stable
  • Listening to: my breathing
  • Reading: this
  • Eating: my words
Check out this raffle!!… It's for a really cool closed species and the design in general is really pretty :0 go join before the raffle ends!!
  • Listening to: My breathing
  • Reading: this
  • Watching: my screen
  • Playing: tHe gAMe of LIfE
  • Eating: My words
The title is pretty self explanatory but anywho

-for critique for critique you comment a few of my pieces to critique and I'll reply with your art that i will critique (or you can just critique my art in general without linking stuff)
-promo for promo is where you basically post a promotion for me in a journal and I'll feature you as well!!

you can also do both bleep
  • Listening to: My breathing
  • Reading: this
  • Watching: my screen
  • Playing: tHe gAMe of LIfE
  • Eating: oatmeal
  • Drinking: water
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  • Listening to: My breathing
  • Reading: this
  • Watching: my screen
  • Playing: tHe gAMe of LIfE
  • Eating: my words
guess who binged most of stranger things today 
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  • Reading: this
  • Watching: my screen
  • Playing: tHe gAMe of LIfE
  • Eating: my words
alright i know i have a whole bunch of owed art and map parts due soon but *takes deep breath* i have three individual projects for school due on Monday + a birthday gift for my sister + two shows tomorrow and on saturday so hang tight for now since im not going to post at all most likely this weekend

then i might have some stuff coming up the week following because the 17th is the end of the first trimester
I have fall break from 11/18/17 to 11/26/17 so I'll hopefully be able to draw a lot

just a quick update because it's been a while since i posted because loTS OF STUFF WAS HAPPENING and some people are waiting for stuff from me so yeet 
  • Listening to: My breathing
  • Reading: this
  • Watching: my screen
  • Playing: tHe gAMe of LIfE
  • Eating: Halloween candy 👌👌