smev

Hey so I am still alive, pretty much entirely on facebook and insta now. Being a growed up takes up a lot of time in a household, no more 5 month summer holidays like back in uni days, which I did barely anything with...it's easy to waste time and I really wish I'd focused on my ideas, I barely pushed and those that ripped off my style have done a lot better. I had visited here a few times, although my outdated computer stopped showing the site properly for a while until it's recent update so now I can see things! I remember the active days here and I know I've neglected the page, lots of friends made have vanished or re-invented themselves without me - no fall outs I guess drifting apart can just happen. Still running around car shows taking pics, just got myself a prime lens which will help get the results I'd been aiming for, narrow focus is very handy for improving car shots. Car shows have a small window of interest so I've got to get them online within a day and try and

More happens in life when you have someone to share it with, wanting to experience new things and have some company. Shortly after that last whinge I met someone at last - nice guys do win, we just have to wait for the jerks to carry out a few years disappointing girls first ha - there was a fear once I'd settled into 'adulthood' that meeting someone new would be tricky, being in an all male industry and mostly male friends along with a pretty solid work-sleep-eat routine I realised I'd have to figure out how to find opportunity. I had begun to be a bit of a yes-man anyway, and that's really all it takes is to just do things - mates going ...

And what have I done in that time? A lot less than I had hoped, and sure as hell a lot less than pretty much everyone else by now. I could go on (and I did, but seen as really that would only be for my benefit I typed it all out and then deleted it...quite therapeutic) 18 months into the job, still reasonably happy in it, I do have a few issues with concepts of timescale and a complete misunderstanding of what designing actually involves which I'm starting to think is just part of the job for a designer to put up with. In other news I may have acquired a mini so look out for photos next year if things go smoothly, things are so cheap for m...