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I am a man?
I once thought I
Knew where to go,
My life was set,
I would be great.
That's now in flux,
I couldn't see
I was hindered
By who I was.
Ask, "Who am I?"
A breadwinner?
No, don't say that,
They don't need it.
For, who really,
Needs me at all?
Surely not them,
I am a man.
They all see it,
Independence,
And I am just
A hinderance.
But if that is,
All I can do,
Then I just can't
Ask, "Who am I?"
For they answer,
They don't need me,
So I am only
unimportant.
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Literature
A Perfect Dream
Sometimes when I close my eyes,
I see you there, I hold you tight,
Your warmth I feel so close to me,
That I don't want to set you free.
And in my dreams we dance away,
As sugar plums and crackers play,
All while the stars watch overhead,
The center to which I have lead.
In this moment all is complete,
No tune is off, a perfect beat,
For you are me and I am you,
Our love is pure, our love is true.
But then morning does come fast,
With it the dreams no longer last,
So you do fade away from me,
My darling I no longer see.
Still I know you are with me,
We're still together happily.
If I could share one thing with you,
You're forever in my heart too.
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Literature
Problems
Everyone has problems,
You and I each have them,
So does Joe and Jane Schmoe.
But some people share them,
And they are not unique,
So they try to solve them.
They're convinced it is right,
Theirs are most important,
And it may well be so.
But then they miss the truth,
We all have our problems,
Solving them creates more.
If we remember this,
Then life continues on,
And we still solve them all.
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Literature
A... B... Cat!
A silent hunter prowls on,
Beginning as the sun does set,
Claiming all the precious lives,
Doing it for its owner.
Everything does seem distant,
Frisky with its cornered prey,
God have mercy on its soul,
Having become a plaything.
It looks up at whiskers twitching,
Just as the hunter's tongue darts out,
Keen ears do focus on it,
Looking with eyes aglow.
My owner should be pleased, it thinks,
'Nother juicy rat for it,
Only the best does go to me,
Please accept this humble gift.
Quickly it picks up its prey,
Returning home with pride abundant,
Something owner does not expect,
Terrific meat for them from it.
Upon arriving it sets the gift down,
Very optimistic of their reaction,
Worried owner sees the gift,
X-rays imminant, just in case.
You know the hunter caught the prey,
Zealously it runs off for more.
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Literature
Put your past behind you?
Why is it,
when you mess up,
people say,
"Put it behind you"?
The past hurts,
It's who you are,
And at its core,
It's your fate.
Even when
You try to fix it,
It always does
Come back, haunt you.
So just remember,
Once you mess up,
You'll have gained,
A permanent wound.
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Literature
An Insignificant's Fate
If you are confused by any of this, read the artist's comments below.
I couldn't sleep last night,
This has been eating me,
I cannot draw,
so why not write,
This is what I see.
I'm in a hall of mirrors,
Each one a diff'rent path,
I look on through,
See someone new,
A future I can't grasp.
Through one I see a creature,
Small and brown and green,
With purple eyes,
and flexi' tail,
It stares at me and smiles.
Another, stands a man,
The head of programming,
Success is there,
But happiness where?
It seems a stressful man.
A third stands a guy,
Who cannot make ends meet,
People like him,
But none want him,
He's not happy either.
A fourth, security,
Even he could be me,
But its blurry,
And I can't see,
If this even suits me.
And then a change in room,
This one, a mirror circle,
A bunch of guys,
I'm not part of,
I'll never be with them.
A second like the last,
This one full of people,
Their backs are turned,
They don't see me,
A situation earned.
And finally the last,
A mirror blank as
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Literature
Unseen
I arrive to,
A gathering,
Where I know none,
And none know me.
I sit alone,
Invisible,
As they walk by,
Having fun.
I grin at them,
And they ignore,
Figuring that
I'll find others.
Finally one,
Decides to speak,
And I act weird,
And they do leave.
Shyness invades,
And I shrink back,
I feel alone,
I feel alone.
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Literature
A Lost Ship's Life
The waves, crashing,
Against my side,
Tortured stinging,
It will misguide.
For as it does,
I will erode,
As I once was,
I now implode.
Alone, alone,
An endless sea,
Now on my own,
An unheard plea.
I am now cursed,
I'll never be,
I'll think the worst,
It will ease me.
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Long-awaited new dA ID by smartboyathome Long-awaited new dA ID :iconsmartboyathome:smartboyathome 8 31
Literature
Being a guy
Why do I hate
What I clearly am,
A guy stuck on
The social fringes?
I always feel
Like I am put down,
Each new study
Shows lower status.
Men don't excell
Not at school at least,
Studies show this,
And it's repeated.
Men are shown cruel,
With them abusing
The most precious,
The ones they marry.
Men, cruel again,
Majority rapists,
Commit crimes,
Or other failures.
Men just cannot
Understand at all,
They cannot get
Pregnant, periods.
Men only want
One thing from all their
Relationships,
And that is just sex.
Men were bred to
be brutes, not for this,
They cannot do
Intensive thinking.
So as you see,
Negativity,
Surrounds my view
From society.
I feel that it
Has come to pass now,
Men are stupid,
Women are better.
But that's not bad,
Not in the least bit,
For women do
Understand much more.
I will never
Experience it,
The wonderful
Feeling life inside.
I do like to
masturbate a lot,
I'm disgusted,
Women do that less.
I will not be
Better than others,
The women who
Are academics.
Women are jus
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I figure most people have noticed already, but I am not active on here anymore. I mostly follow a small number of artists/writers on FurAffinity, and other than that, I have retreated from my online presence over the last year. My enthusiasm for programming and art has also decreased over that time, and I don't do much anymore. I just wanted to put something up in order to bump off the last journal now that I have checked up here anyway. My work has been the only thing keeping me sane, which I am grateful for. This will probably be the last you hear of me on here for a long while unless something changes since I visit here so rarely. It's a shame, really, since I have such fond memories of this place, but it can't be helped at this point.
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I am a 19 year old (as of April 2012) male vector artist/writer from Washington state. I am also good at math, and know a bit of Python, Ruby, Java, PHP, Bash, and other general knowledge Linux stuff. When I am not doing school, I prefer to be writing somewhere in my notebook, roleplaying, or to be chatting with people online. Make sure to check out Wolf-Goddess13, my friend and the creator of my ID, and Blitzkreig-Storm, the creator of the tree wolves. :)

Btw, yes my fursona is female but she expresses how I feel very much, fits me like a glove.

Favourite genre of music: Classical
Favourite style of art: Vector
Operating System: Arch Linux
MP3 player of choice: Sansa Fuze
Shell of choice: ZSH
Skin of choice: Murrine Nine Human III w/ Cthulhain E17 theme
Personal Quote: When we help, we benefit.
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Happy birthday! Cake by Sinister-Starfeesh
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Yo dude, you still active on here?
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Happy birthday! :D
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's April 3rd which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's April 3rd which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Happy birthday! :D
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