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No, I'm not okay. No, I don't want to talk about it.


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:iconkarmahitme:
karmahitme Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
There's so much emotion here. I'm sorry you were feeling so poorly. I hope things have gotten better since then. I love you!
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2018  Student General Artist
Thank you, it's been...A dark streak, really. Not a long one, thankfully, so I was able to recover relatively quickly.
Thank you for caring, it means so much to have such amazing people as yourself around me. I love you too! ♥
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P-INKBLISS Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2018
to the picture: what a pose! *A* it looks so good :heart:
I love the lighting and shading here a lot <3 

to you: I hope you feel better soon ;; take a rest if you need it <3
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2018  Student General Artist
Thank you very much ;-; I did take a several days as I was really not doing well and couldn't really bring myself to finish it or do anything ;-;

I do now, thank you very much for caring!! ♥
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GaganeBruh Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh god *-*
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2018  Student General Artist
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:iconkarinmao:
KarinMao Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Great work on the pose and shading ! :huggle:
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:iconsleepingayumu:
SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2018  Student General Artist
Thank you very much! ♥3♥
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NicholasKnight Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
She looks amazing! I love the pose and the sad face she's got...
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:iconsleepingayumu:
SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2018  Student General Artist
Thank you! It was actually a self-portrait-
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:iconnicholasknight:
NicholasKnight Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Why? I like the way you colored it because I really wasn't sure that it was markers. The shadows looks so deep, so it almost seems you mix medias. I like that!
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2018  Student General Artist
There was a lot of stuff going on in my life at the time and I was very anxious regarding my future and stuff. .-.

Ahh, really? I've never thought of it this way! Thanks for sharing your thoughts, I appreciate it! ;u; ♥
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NicholasKnight Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I understand. Choosing a path for the future is so hard. I hope you found what you were looking for.
Anytime!
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2018  Student General Artist
It wasn't much about choosing, it was rather being uncertain if things will work out or not. It did turn out well tho. ^^
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AnonBardos Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
same here :C
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:iconsleepingayumu:
SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
*hugs* Feel better, please ♥
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:icongiraffemeow:
GiraffeMeow Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
There there! 
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
Thanks for support! ♥
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LaReina-QuyaKoroleva Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope you feel better soon; whatever it is, you don't deserve to go through something that could make you feel like this. On the better side, this piece is beautiful, I stared at it for a while.  I love the shading. :heart:
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
I do feel better now, thank you for support ♥ It was a very stupid thing, which wasn't even a big deal, but the way people dealt with it is what basically caused me feeling like that. I'm glad to be done with it - although it was not an intentional thing, it did cause a lot of harm and I'm glad to be away from that toxic place now. Sure, I do have even more worries now, but at least the environment is more suitable for my mental health.

Thank you very much for the compliment, though! ♥
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BambooKat Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
*anxiety intensifies* Anxious(?) Kirby 
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
Yes.
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starnes82 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope your ok.
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:iconsleepingayumu:
SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
I'm better now, yes. Thanks for concern. ♥
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Sapphire236 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018
Female Huggle 
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
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Sapphire236 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018
small heart - purple
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2018  Student General Artist
:huggle:
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:iconsapphire236:
Sapphire236 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2018
Female Huggle 
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2018  Student General Artist
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HirokoAkito Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is really amazing!😄👏👏👏
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
Thank you, dear. ♥
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DesertFox088 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018
Happens sometimes. You'll be fine. 
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:iconsleepingayumu:
SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
Fine will take a while, but I do feel better.
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AmeliaGrayson Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh no! I hope you feel better! We are here for you <3
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:iconsleepingayumu:
SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
I do now, thanks for support and being there for me~ ♥
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:iconameliagrayson:
AmeliaGrayson Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
It's a pleasure <33
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:iconsleepingayumu:
SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2018  Student General Artist
:huggle:
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:icontetramodal:
TetraModal Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018  Professional Traditional Artist
This too shall pass Ayu. <3
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:iconsleepingayumu:
SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Student General Artist
Of course, it's either that or death, haha. But thanks! ♥
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Shining-Scribe Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
If you don't want to, that's okay. We're always here if you ever need us. ;w;
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2018  Student General Artist
Than kyou dear, it really means a lot ;u; ♥
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Shining-Scribe Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
:huggle: :heart:
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2018  Student General Artist
:huggle::huggle::huggle:
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Shining-Scribe Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
:tighthug:
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2018  Student General Artist
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HimawariCuteBear Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
so beautiful XD 
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2018  Student General Artist
Thanks.
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MercenaryBlade Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Awww, sorry to hear that. Hang in there, okay?
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SleepingAyumu Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2018  Student General Artist
I'll be ok. Thank you. ♥
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