I have so much I need to let out...but there are very few places I can go to voice it...at least...without getting dog piled upon for having the wrong 'opinion' on things. It's not even thoughts that are really against the majority stance on a site, but it's different 'just' enough to cause drama. And typical me, I can't explain my side adequately enough, leading to more drama/thread locking/post deletion. It leads me to feeling like I have no voice, nothing of worth to contribute to the discussion. No where to go, no one to talk to that wouldn't be just 'preaching the choir'. Feels like it's better off for me to just stay quiet. Keep everything inside.... I'd rather not get 'piled upon' here too, as I won't be able to handle it, so I'll leave it at that.