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You could hear a pin drop. James Kirk didn't know what to say. Of all the things his friend could give as an explanation, as to why he couldn't love him, this was not the answer he expected. He truly believed he knew Spock, but he was mistaken.This revelation, was something he deeply kept hidden and it shamed Spock to divulge the real reason he left for Gol.The silence in the Jim's apartment went on far too long, and Spock broke Jim's reverie and spoke."I did not wish for you to know this. I thought I was prepared. I was not." Spock spoke softly, his voice barely a whisper, his eyes tired with fatigue.Jim found his voice finally, and respo...

Tension. You could feel it in that apartment, and that cold dread of fear, of what was to come. The past was the past, why should James Kirk know the truth, about something that had happened so long ago? Because he needed closure. He needed to know why Spock left him, he needed to know why he went to Gol.This business of purging that emotional half, sounded ludicrous to Jim. He had once told him that he could balance his two sides. Surely, he knew that removing what made who he was would make Spock a different person. A stranger in fact. Was I the catalyst? Did I drive him to Gol?"I understand Jim, that you have questions." Spock replied s...

Jim's apartment had a very cozy feel to it. The moment you would enter you felt welcomed. It had all the trappings of home. Jim liked to collect old artifacts from the past, and it was displayed for anyone visiting to ask questions.That cozy feeling though, felt oddly cold. The only explanation that was plausible to Jim was that Spock was there with him. How peculiar that his apartment hadn't lost that warm feeling when Dr. McCoy had came by unannounced. Perhaps, it had to do with the fact that Bones wasn't going to let him know why he ditched him all those years ago.It's amazing how you can remember something, like it was yesterday, even ...

Jim stared long and hard at the man in front of him.  Why would Spock want to give him another gift. Seeing Spock again, was a surprise in itself, and now, he wanted to give him something. What? What could he give him? Jim knew what he wanted. He wanted an explanation."You seem rather quiet, Jim." Spock spoke with curiosity."I guess, I'm just trying to figure you out. Why do you want to give me another gift Spock?" Jim asked his curiosity peaking as well."I believe it is something you so desire." Spock said truthfully.Jim smiled and looked at his friend closely."What do you think I desire Spock?" Jim features changed abruptly. He was no lo...

Jim stood at the door in shock. He had truly believed that the good doctor had returned for his illegal gift. Instead, a tall handsome friend stood there in his place. He looked so different out of uniform. Spock wore a mauve shirt and black pants. Jim stared a little too long. Suddenly, Spock broke the silence."Hello Admiral, I do hope I have not come at a bad time. Were you retiring for the evening?""What?" Jim replied in a daze."Admiral, is there something wrong with my attire?""Oh, what's wrong with me? Come in Spock, come in. Where are my manners? Something to drink?" Jim motioned Spock in his apartment letting him take in the new dec...