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It seems its been almost a year since i wrote a journal. heh heh. whoopsies.
Anyway, nothing too noteworthy happened this year. I just wanted to say I'm back! I have all sorts of inspiration and I'm ready to role!
Or I would be.
If my tablet pen hadn't broken...
However, I did order a new one, so no worries~
Oh wow I haven't updated in while. O.O''
How've you all been? Good? That's good.
Its been a while since I've updated, and too many things have happened for me to go through them all right now. But, I'll just touch on a few.
I'm doing winter guard, which takes up more time than marching band, hence why I haven't been on hardly at all. It's fun, though I'm still pretty pissed that they took me out of some stuff.
I has a boyfriend. :meow: I don know if I've mentioned that yet, but we've been going out for a little over four months and he's still awesome. ^^ He's super nice and we both think in very similar mind frames, which I haven't experienced before. And I mean yeah, he likes to
Alright, So Now That I've Calmed Down
So I ranted to my best friend, which assured me that she's still there for me, still on my side, still my back up.
Anyway, I also unloaded on my mom (since she wouldn't stop bugging), and realized that my oh so childish ex is simply using me as a target.
What do I mean by this?
He doesn't understand why he gets so upset or why people get mad at him/ don't do what he wants, so he needs to place the blame on someone else, as he's too immature to take his own responsibility. And I just so happen to be his perfect target.
No, I am not okay with it, but I can accept it, as I've done the same in the past.
But again, I say past.
I've realized
Ok, Just A Small Rant Again
Fuck.
I'm sorry, but fuck.
Ok, look. One of my friends started getting close to my ex, and one of my other friends got mad at her for it.
Not. Me.
So one friend goes and gets mad at the other, and I, of course, get caught in the middle. Honestly, it'd be annoying and cause a giant rift if friend A went out with my ex, but I don't really care. I don't freaking care. Cause ya know what? She thinks it is me who cares the most, and I don't . But now what happens? My stupid ex thinks I'm the reason she won't go out with him, when again, I don't freaking care.
But lets not forget to add everything else he's misunderstanding.
So apparently, it
So Yeah, Life.
I've been obsessively listening to all the musics I played last year. Tis fun. :meow:
Anyways guys~~ I'm no longer convinced that my section hates me, and freaking love them all once more~ Well, all being a general term. I still have my issues with *cough* some people, but thats to be expected from having to deal with stupid guys all the time. Also, I've decided that no matter what I'm going to be section leader. Maybe not next year, but my senior year for sures. Though yes, I'm still gonna try my hardest this year, and I think I have a pretty fair chance, especially since our brass director freaking loves me. I mean, not to brag or anything
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