"That which does not kill us makes us stronger." Friedrich Nietzsche
Thanks, Friedrich. I really believe that maxim.
And go figure, it killed me.
Constant pain, prescription drug addiction and all of the hell one must go through to manage it. In the face of all of these factors, I thought it might strengthen me through the roof.
That brings me to the ultimate condition, death. It sounded great in the brochure, but it was the details that destroyed me.
Unless......you are just dying to 'live on' as a freeze-dried stinky cat mummy. You heard me, a freakin' CAT!!! Would it have killed the big guy upstairs to sta
Well, much to the chagrin of myself and others, the maliciously dark abyss has decided to spit me back out onto the sands of the sweet-smelling clime that is Dana Point.
I don't get to spend more than 20 minutes per 2 hours off my back ( use of the WC not being an exception ), so I thought I would send a love letter to each of you who gave a shit enough about me to respond to my last journal ( and even those who didn't respond but thought about me anyway ).
My word is my bond; and even though I have a horrible amount of physical therapy ahead of me, I WILL FIGHT
It will take a while, and my "art" might look like crap, but I will fight. I k
Love is such a simple thing, it doesn't cost anything, it can't be measured or sometimes even trusted. And it seems to be the only thing I can offer all of the unforgettable people I have loved here at DA. I have not been here for many reasons, the main reason is that I don't feel like I should waste anyone's time unless I can post art. I don't know why I feel this way, I just know that I always have. I have found and have been given so many wondrous friendships here. Deviant Art has given me the precious gift of meaning and purpose, and when I am not here I fall into the deepest, most abysmal hole imaginable.
I have been miserably sick l
I was thinking about you today. I was looking through some stock looking for a microphone for a piece I just finished and found a mumified cat: I was wondering if someone had dug you up. I hope you are doing well.
Had to stop by and say hello. If you're still around I want you to know you are missed. If not then you already know this. Take care of yourself wherever you are. I am still inspired by your work and likely I always will be.