FuninightmareFeatured By OwnerMay 21, 2014Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Life...almost every about life seems to terrify me. Now of course that doesn't mean I'm stuck not doing anything because I'm too scared, if anything it means I'm making decisions quickly because I am scared. Staying with friends and my gf?, I do that because I'm scared of being alone. Finding a job, I do that because I'm scared being poor and have nothing accomplished. Going to the Doctor's, I do that because I'm scared of dying.
Things like Clowns, Being eaten, Giant insects, nightmares?, sure those scare me too but they always result in me panicking for a bit until it's over. These are things I can easily avoid and even if I don't, all I get is a reaction. Life can do that to me and so much more.
With life things have to be done no if's, and's or but's. Sure enough if you can tackle these things with enough success and practice, the fear will fade and fade, but your challenge could become more harder and the fear will return stronger than ever. In life I feel like I'm battling my fears everyday and even if they become less scary they still won't go away and they could return to really horrify me at any moment and I won't be able to hide from them or fight them.
There is a way for me to avoid all of this completely and be at peace. But that peace is far more scarier than life. The exit of life is something that I will have to get to when the time comes and even then I feel like I don't want to leave the world of unknowns horrors.