A Partial List of What We Buried by pbwells, literature
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A Partial List of What We Buried
A Partial List of What We Buried
by p.b. wells
we made America great
one grave at a time.
that is the part
they leave out
between the flags,
the hymns,
the brass bands,
and the cheap speeches
from men with clean hands
and dirty souls.
the Wampanoag were first,
or close enough,
they fed strangers
who later learned
how to steal land
with a Bible in one hand
and a musket in the other.
the Pequot burned
in their villages,
and we called the smoke
settlement.
the Powhatan knew rivers,
corn,
seasons,
the old language of earth.
we knew hunger,
greed,
and how to rename theft
destiny.
the Lenape watched their home
become someone else’s map.
the Haudenosaunee built councils
while we built excuses.
the Cherokee had newspapers,
courts,
farms,
a written language,
and still we marched them west
until the road itself
started coughing up the dead.
the Choctaw,
the Chickasaw,
the Muscogee,
the Seminole,
each carrying songs
older than our little
SR 9
by p.b. wells
Sitting on the front porch.
Sipping some Admiral and Coke.
Looking down at the traffic on SR 9.
18-wheelers, cycles, SUVs, farm tractors, you name it.
Most driven by hard-working people.
Some driven by complete assholes.
Been four months since I moved here.
Four months.
Four months outta the city.
Four months in the country.
Even with a state road running by me,
it's still quieter than the goddamn city.
The only gunshots have been those of hunters
or just plain target shooters.
Haven't read of a local gas station
being knocked over.
Or a pissed-off drug dealer
shooting his customer.
Or a low-life bastard
beating the hell outta his wife or girlfriend.
The biggest news has been
the possible sighting of a wolf.
A wolf.
Four-legged kind.
Not the two-legged human kind.
I'm bored.
But that's good. It's the good boredom.
The kind that lets your soul heal.
The kind that lets your imagination grow.
And my soul desperately needs healing.
And my imagination needs
Flooded basements hold me.
Mold drifts through the air
like wandering ghosts,
and every breath
is a quiet sip of death.
Jagged lines on cold cement
reflect a version of me
that pulses
a carousel of selves
spinning like the wobbling wheel
on my first bike.
I try to balance
What I know
will one day fall.
Warm water gathers,
oil shimmering in colors
That rise from sun‑struck
asphalt.
I lose myself
in its hypnotic glow.
Ice‑crusted emeralds
inside steel‑hard eyes
I am there.
A Christmas tree
long gone
glimmers in memory.
Laughter echoes.
Lights flicker.
I blink.
Tears taste
salty,
sweetness,
and dust.
Sheer stockings,
on young girls
Guys in broken cars,
thinking they have
found the cause
An old man sitting
all alone
Holding his vodka
watching orange snowflakes
descend.
Where am I?
How did I get here?
Sometimes I feel like
I'm nowhere.
Other times,
It's like I'm here, there,
and everywhere
Today,
I hold no grudges
against anyone.
That doesn’t mean
I agree with them.
Most times
I certainly do not.
But as I get older,
the more clearly, I see:
we are all beings
fragile, stitched together
from feelings forged in
fire older than any language.
Cursed the moment
we first wondered
who we were.
Fear was the first thing we felt.
Envy the first comparison.
Greed the first survival mechanism.
We pretend we’ve moved past
these things.
The universe doesn’t care
what we pretend.
It watches us
the same way it watches
dying stars
and drifting comets
without interest,
or judgment.
Most of us think of ourselves first.
Everything else
every person, idea, goal
becomes something we use
to feel like we are more
than a frightened animal
trying desperately to survive.
Some of us build lies
to avoid the truth.
We hide behind being good,
spiritual, part of a group,
or a type of person
that makes us feel less small
in a universe
that doesn’t know we exist.
If you are human,
you