We are ;v; I have a really hard time relenting and allowing others to have a say over me. I can be very stubborn and don't take guidance well. I have this need to be on top and always be right, and although I can apologize, it's taken me a long time to get to that point and even now it's still hard.
Ahhh I know what it feels like! theyre was this guy once who was hitting on me and I instantly felt like it was compulsory for me to like him back... I was so wrapped up in the thought of having a relationship, my very first one, that I didn't notice...
he was he was a douche
how about u, so you find yourself fantasizing and thinking about future love?
((Well... Not quite~ It's more like dreaming up creative sexual scenarios with just about anything that comes to mind (save for original characters and whatnot). However, there does come the occasional super romantic shit, like the soft stroking of the face while saying sweet shit to boost the confidence (or even a more recent one where one is nervous about intercourse and the other party asks what they are afraid of and basically they say it's them and say all these bad things about themselves ("I'm not confident, you know that... And besides, it's MY body, therefore it's... not good enough.") and the other party is all like "Exactly. It's YOURS. That's what makes it beautiful. That's what makes you more than good enough." and it was so sweet (speaking of which I should probably write that down) It ends up melding into a lemon-y feel with the other party being all like, "I guess I'll just have to show you just how beautiful I think you are." And maybe a second part with said lemon as a continuation. Anyways, that's just an example or so. Other than that I'm either thinking up of amazing bullshit for characters or sappy romantic shit for confidence boosters and shit. Y'know, the kinda stuff that gets you all flustered and grinning and feeling good and shit. X33))
((Speaking of lemons, I actually write some pretty good stuff if I do say so myself, given I pay a lot of attention to detail, although I'm going to try to really vary my styles of lemons (like differing positions or themes or kinks or... whatever?) since whatever private stuff I write I tend to repeat (I guess) similar stuff~))
((Which reminds me, I should really update my commissions page, seeing as how I can and will write NSFW and I now have access to digital media as a medium for drawing~))
Oh haha not for me! I am extremely uncomfortable with sexual stuff... I mean, I dont... I don't think I'm asexual? I just get uncomfortable thinking, imagining sexual happenings so I'm sorry I don't think I can read your NSFW things ; n ;. I see what you're talking about though, and even though I cannot relate, I find your view interesting and I'm not at all judgmental about it don't worry uwu.
((Aww, *sulks* that's a shame. It's really nice when you get into it, and unfortunately a good way to kill time. X,DD
It's also a good way to figure out yourself, as well as figuring out what you like and just experimenting with various concepts and all that. This also applies for SFW thinking~ (At least the second part does. X33) Plus it helps you to discover new things and stuff, ha ha~
(To say the least, I have a lot of time to think. X33)
Anyways, yeah, I'll come up with sweet and sappy scenarios from all kinds of things I've seen, so yeee~))
((It's quite alright! It's not like I've got any of it posted anyways (although I am looking forward to publishing that kind of stuff (though I am kinda afraid of... being kinkshamed, I guess, since it's happened before and I'm not sure if I should make another account for my NSFW stuff and whether or not to link it back here...) And thanks for finding my view interesting~))
I kind of don't calm down. Usually I get irritated easily and it increases from there but I always usually feel a sense of anger, even on a small scale. The only tranquility I experience is through music, though not classical or anything soothing of the sort. Mostly rock, I feel it tends to express my anger and I end up burning my energy from rocking out too much and feeling tired or relaxed from that.
Pffr I'm like the laziest person so yeah Sloth. Also Gluttony I think, but if I had a beautiful and delicious cake in front of me, while I'm laying on my bed or even sit on my chair I wouldn't even move my ass so yeah. Sloth as fuck