SilverZeo

Wow… 2020 was a marathon of bad to endure with… and 2021 was not a great start either… but February 2021 was a BIG toll for me for various means… Daft Punk ended. I missed the chance to get my brother a proper birthday gift. Most of the entire nation, saved for the East coast, has endured a massive cold front that left Texas in unprepared winter-wonderland, putting many people I know to a serious disadvantage. A special package I sent to a friend seems to be lost in the mail. And Covid Deaths in the country is now at another milestone… and an artist whose work I admire for years just fell victim to it… That last bit of news a major blow to me… I was just heard of his condition before it got worse, I tried to give as much support as I could… even try to open up more… but it was too late… While I did my best before their passing… I knew of him for years now and I felt like there was more I can do with him…. We take everyone we know for granted… it hurts to see people with talent gone

Okay…. Got through the first month of the New Year… and it already feels like it was too much. Like SO much happened but while still going nowhere, like going up the endless stairs from Mario64… I just hope it was some of the bad funk from 2020 just trying to carry on into the New Year and that we can FINALLY be rid of it with proper thought and care as we move on too… Speaking of which… I think I have mentioned how much I felt “ignored” and “sidelined” for 2020, like I drew sketches and paid work for others only to be pretty much getting little to no reaction from them or just get forgotten about after short amount of time… but then I realize that even my efforts for online socializing in general online seem to be get little no traction at all. At first I thought because everyone else is too busy or shallow to notice or care, but then I had to tell myself the truth of the matter: My ideas and skills are just impressive to me. Kinda like how fanservice is something that only certain