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...It's almost touching. :')

Still, a friendly reminder no matter how inactive;

^new account^

  • Playing: Team Fortress 2, Spyro: Year of the Dragon..

I moved. Actually a long while ago, but by tradition I'm announcing it only now.

I'll just go ahead and un-sugarcoat; I'll be A LOT less active, only putting up works that I REALLY consider worthwhile with some exceptional works that I just had fun doing, and I'll try and watch most of you [which you can help with by just adding me to your watch there btw] and give feedback when I do.

Henceforth this account will only stay alive for the DeviantArts Simpsons crew which I'll be checking back to every now and then.

- Hanna
  • Listening to: Rammstein.
  • Reading: Oscar Wilde.
  • Playing: Paper Mario: Thousand Year Door.
  • Eating: Chips.
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew FREE.
Warning; incoming incoherent late-at-night deep thoughts and very likely typos!

So cleaning up my watch-list and gallery got me into thinking;

I've been away for so long, that this place hardly feels like my home it once used to. Looking at my old work fills me with slight nostalgia [enough to make me feel kinda bad that I took so many works away already] but mostly with the usual shame you get when you realize that you've made even that small progress as an artist, so that wasn't really helping matters. Neither is the undeniable challenge of trying to form my own personality into art-form, be it with my original characters or my art style. Seriously, it's not supposed to be this stressful nor difficult!

Another thing was cleaning up my watch-list; so many folks I've come to know here, but to whom I've mostly died to thanks to changing interests and growing up apart in general... I hate how much I've fallen out of touch with you guys, even if our communication wouldn't have been active if I was online due to whatever reasons. Mostly shallow interests, but that's online relations for you.

And what with my constant failing at making comebacks here...


What I think I'm wanting to try and summarize here, is that despite the plenty of emotional value attached to this account I think I really want to make a clean fresh start, with the only thing holding me back being the doubts of a new account picking up. As in if it could really help me get back into touch with this place and if people would still bother following me. [I've seen it happen; every time my DA-friends have started a new account they get less and less followers, and I don't mean to come off as an attention wh0re here, I'm just trying to be honest about it and not going to deny the spiritual encouragement you get when people are paying attention to you and your work online]

I feel ridiculous getting even this emotional on the subject, but I guess it's just proof of how much this site is still kinda meaningful to me. It feels pretty good to get this all of my chest to boot.

That being said, I'm afraid I think I'll be taking back all those art-trade promises too. There's a commission I owe to someone and since it's been payed I vow to finish it, but if I can't fish out any of the necessary stuff needed, there's really no point in holding out hopes for anyone interested. My apologies on that behalf.


To finish these typo'd and incoherent thoughts, I think it all comes down to what you have to say about this matter.

I am by no means at all surprised if I don't get hardly any replies though. Maybe that'll be my plan B; just plain leaving this site and just start some blog?

Much loves to ya'll
  • Listening to: Gorillaz.
  • Reading: Sudenmorsian.
  • Watching: The Simpsons.
  • Playing: Dino Crisis.
  • Eating: Pizza.
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew.

*one dollar/euro commissions*

--- DoctorBollocks .Sam = colouring.

*gift requests to your friend*
--- DoctorBollocks .inking.

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So I haven't updated since my return from Poland and Tampere, so I haven't been here in the entire September.

What was I doing the entire time?


I was hoping you could tell me. .____.


Trips went fabulously though; I met both :iconvanilliacoke: and :icongangstaboogie: as planned, learned about Poland and spent some delightful time on my first Con ever! :heart::heart::heart: But like said, everything happening after that? Obviously not too memorable... I might or might not upload photos of either trip, I see what I can do!

DeviantArt related; I'm planning on dedicating the entire next weekend to cleaning my account. Not just a humongous amount of artwork, but the friends-list too.
There are simply so many people I've fallen out of touch with and can quite honestly admit that they wouldn't miss me very much if I unwatched them.
And even if they do, please do understand there's nothing too personal involved, at least anything negative!

That is all, see you next weekend. Or not?
  • Listening to: Rammstein.
  • Reading: Collected works of Sherlock Holmes.
  • Watching: Disney's Dumbo.
  • Playing: Silent Hill 3, Sheep Dog 'N' Wolf.
  • Eating: Pizza.
  • Drinking: Coke.

*one dollar/euro commissions*

--- DoctorBollocks .Sam = colouring.

*gift requests to your friend*
--- DoctorBollocks .inking.

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Holy shizz where the heck did that summer vacation go?!?

Well mine went to the art-exhibition mostly; I managed to sell the Tove, the Outside, and the Hedgehog works as well as this old Snoopy pop-art school assignment painting I had on sale but forgot to photograph. XD Aaand this other water-colour work, which my Mom purchased along with the hedgehog-one so yeah, a surprisingly great sale! :thumbsup: Thanks for all the positive feedback again, you guys are sweethearts! :)

On other worthwhile events, I did unforgettable visits to Rougechick and my classmate Satu at Lappeenranta and Jyväskylä respectively! Lots of cool new stuff was purchased, but when visiting Satu it proved difficult to locate and purchase a fine pair of camouflage-patterned pants or shirts anywhere, and yet, I see nearly EVERYONE wearing ones at school. x( Not fair.

And even when said school has started and our animation project has continued in a very fine and successful manner, my traveling around won't be halted; on the 28th I'm stepping on my first plane-flight ever with my parents to go and meet :iconvanilliacoke: in Krakow, Poland! :heart::heart::heart: I've never really been abroad before, nor seen my dear Cokey in live person, so this is bound to be a whole whoppin' exciting experience for sure!
Plus following the weekend from that, I'm going to Tracon at Tampere, and will be staying at :icongangstaboogie: for the night, making it the second first-visit-to-a-place ever [to a convention, not Tampere FYI] and second first RL meeting of a DA friend. Did that just make any sense? XD

So my half-ass life on this account will continue as far as you can be concerned. XP

Note that I do still attempt my darnest to leave comments and replies the best I can.

The art-trades, gift-requests and one dollar/euro commissions above are still open too. Don't let my insignificant presence here fool you; I AM alive and doing stuff when I'm offline, the best I can!

Cheers and loves and if you're a long time friend here and feel like getting a post-card from Poland, let me know! ;D
  • Watching: Meet the Medic.

*one dollar/euro commissions*

--- DoctorBollocks .Sam = sketching.

*gift requests to your friend*
--- DoctorBollocks .inking.

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Yes you!

Drop whatever the hell you're doing and go witness once again why Valve is one of the most awesome game developers ever! :)


Oh and to all my Finnish comrades, hyvää Juhannusta! :D
  • Listening to: Gorillaz.
  • Reading: H. P. Lovecraft.
  • Watching: Boston Public season 4.
  • Playing: Team Fortress 2.
  • Drinking: Pepsi MAX.

*one dollar/euro commissions*

--- DoctorBollocks .Sam.

*gift requests to your friend*
--- DoctorBollocks .not started.

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Summer's fun and all, but I'm still a winter person mind you. No infuriating mosquitoes or head-aching heat-waves during winter, no sir.

So what has been up as of late?

Laptop's still dead, my brother is taking it to our old neighbor for a check-up if there's even a snowflakes chance in hell for my hard-drives salvation.

This June and upcoming July I'm doing practical training with other classmates, selling art and holding art-exhibition, and so far it's been the exact little success that I knew it was going to be. If it wasn't for the support payment that I desperately need I would've never hopped in on it. XD

I've also made small plans-of-sorts to visit around Finland; Jyväskylä and Helsinki mostly, but finally towards the fall it'll be Tampere and my first Con ever! With the creator of Ginga Nagareboshi Gin, my favorite anime ever as the guest of honor, check it out Finns if you still haven't! All I need is to pre-order a ticket and get me a place to stay over the weekend.
Furthermore during fall, I'm heading out to Poland with my parents along for a few days to meet my homey :iconvanilliacoke:, which will be my first air-plane flight ever! :heart: I'm still sad it won't be the full weeks stay that we had originally planned, but no available flights, man. Sucks. :(

And to end this, a very small plus humiliating, but all the more juicy revelation to all of you in hopes of making up for the lack of life here; I attempted a small romantic-ish venture with an old class-mate of mine, but it fell short on it's ass with him just not being interested and thus never returning my messages. Rest assured I'm mostly over it, with my only regret being the deleting of the guys number before I had a chance to try and patch things up, with asking the man to at least consider being in normal terms with me. That'll just have to wait until I accidentally bump into him again.

So once again; what've you guys been doing?
  • Watching: Let's Play Okami!
  • Playing: Team Fortress 2.
So while I was seriously attempting to come back alive here, my laptop decided to commit suicide and take all my precious files with it. For now, I seriously don't know if any of it can be fixed back.

I SHOULD propably take this golden opportunity of no net-related distractions at my apartment and the scanning possibility offered by my precious baby Dubedii to finally work some art though.

So here's where I'm getting at;

I'm willing to start out those 1 dollar (or euro, we can work out the fitting prices) commissions, [still aiming for that trip to Poland Cokey!] along with art-trades and gift-requests. [latter meaning a free request that'll be a present for your friend, I did some of those a while back]

I'd be getting back on the internet replies a bit slow as you propably understand, but the art I would promise to work on as soon and as much as I can. How does that sound?

And since I won't be getting on your journals nor artwork anytime soon, if you've been bothering to read so far; how have you been doing lately? :)
  • Listening to: Sailor Song - Toy-Box.
  • Reading: Star Wars: Rogue Planet.
  • Watching: Watership Down.
  • Playing: Psychonauts, FFVIII, Pokemon Diamond.
  • Eating: Breakfast.

+videogames in playing progress+
Monkey Island 2 Special Edition: LeChuck's Revenge - Part 1: The Largo Embargo. I'm off to find me some mud! ^^

Sheep, Dog 'N' Wolf - 5 sheep remaining, 9 bonuses collected.

Ape Escape - 51%.

Oddworld: Abe's Odyssee - Escaping RuptureFarms. Man, this game's looking good!

Dino Crisis - Rescued Tom with Rick. Wow, I just randomly picked this game up after what, a year or two? Thank you dark autumn nights for providing the proper atmosphere!

Playstation 3:
Megaman 9 - Wily's Castle. I'm playing this with my brother, actually. XP But man do I suck at classic games like this one!

Flower - Fifth flower bloomed.

Nintendo Gamecube:
Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door - Chapter 7: Mario Shoots the Moon. Searching for Goldbob and General White to use the cannon. Sounds like it's time for the old RPG-item-or-person-hunting-game I love ever so much. :)

Nintendo DS:
Pokemon Diamond - Struggling my way to the Pokemon Leagues.

Final Fantasy VI Advance - Heading to Vector, to have a chat with the Emperor and 24 of his men... Chances are I'm not gonna find them in time. XP


+games on a waiting list+ *the ones I'll start playing as soon as I'm done with at least a few other titles*
Nintendo DS
Chrono Cross. *putting this back on the waiting list until I figure out what's wrong with it*
Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days.
Legend of Zelda: Spirit Tracks.

+games I'm planning/hoping to get+
The Monkey Island-games.
Playstation 2
Devil May Cry-games.
PlayStation 3
Ratchet & Clank: Crack in Time.
Uncharted: Drakes Fortune.
Uncharted: Among Thieves.
Assasins Creed II.
Final Fantasy XIII.
Brutal Legend.
Nintendo Gamecube
Viewtiful Joe 2.
Sonic Gems Collection.
Resident Evil 2.
Resident Evil: Code Veronica.
Nintendo DS

+other games I own and have more or less finished playing+
Rollercoaster Tycoon.
Grim Fandango.
Crazy Taxi.
Team Fortress 2.
Secret of Monkey Island: The Special Edition.
Crash Bandicoot.
Crash Bandicoot 2: Cortex Strikes Back.
Crash Bandicoot 3: Warped.
Crash Team Racing.
Crash Bash.
Spyro the Dragon.
Spyro 2: Gateway to Glimmer.
Spyro 3: Year of the Dragon.
Final Fantasy VI.
Final Fantasy VII.
Final Fantasy VIII.
Final Fantasy IX.
Metal Gear Solid.
Rayman 2.
Croc: Legend of the Gobbos.
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets.
PlayStation 2
Jak & Daxter: The Precursors Legacy.
Jak II: Renegade.
Jak 3.
Ratchet & Clank.
Ratchet & Clank 2: Going Commando.
Ratchet % Clank 3: Up Your Arsenal.
Sly Raccoon: Thievius Raccoonus.
Sly Raccoon 2: Band of Thieves.
Sly Cooper 3: Honor Among Thieves.
Metal Gear Solid 2: Substance.
Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater.
Klonoa 2: Lunateas Veil.
Ape Escape 2.
Silent Hill 2.
Silent Hill 3.
Kingdom Hearts.
Kingdom Hearts II.
Final Fantasy X.
Final Fantasy X-2.
Final Fantasy XII.
Beyond Good & Evil.
We Love Katamari.
Shadow of the Colossus.
SingStar: Singing with Disney.
PlayStation 3
Ratchet & Clank: Tools of Destruction.
Ratchet & Clank: Quest for Booty.
Soul Calibur IV.
Assasins Creed.
Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots.
Batman: Arkham Asylum.
Nintendo Gamecube
Mario Kart: Double Dash.
Super Mario Sunshine.
Super Smash Bros Melee.
The Legend of Zelda Collectors Edition.
Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker.
Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess.
Sonic Adventure DX.
Sonic Adventure 2: Battle.
Sonic Mega Collection.
Sonic Riders.
Metroid Prime.
Metroid Prime 2: Dark Echoes.
Prince of Persia: Sands of Time.
Prince of Persia: Warrior Within.
Prince of Persia: Two Thrones.
Resident Evil ZERO.
Resident Evil.
Resident Evil 3: Nemesis.
Resident Evil 4.
Tales of Symphonia.
Starfox Adventures.
Super Monkey Ball.
Rayman 3: Hoodlum Havoc.
Viewtiful Joe.
Nintendo DS
New Super Mario Bros.
Super Mario 64 DS.
Mario Kart DS.
Super Princess Peach.
Yoshis Island DS.
Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney.
Phoenix Wright: Justice for All.
Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations.
Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney.
Ace Attorney Investigations: Miles Edgeworth.
Tetris DS.
Diner Dash.
Final Fantasy III.
Final Fantasy IV.
Final Fantasy XII: Revenant Wings.
Final Fantasy Tactics A2: Grimoire of the Rift.
Final Fantasy Fables Chocobo Tales.
The World Ends With You.
Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass.
  • Listening to: Gorillaz. Thanks Janita! <3
  • Playing: Team Fortress 2, Monkey Island 1 & 2.

Well whadduya know, I finally haz it now, and got it in January just like I promised myself I would! 8D

The catch is though, I'll only have it available for the rest of this week, possibly slightly longer, if the God known as my big brother so blesses it. [the games are on his computer which is the most modern and best functioning computer available, but he hates having my aggressively playing ass around for so many hours of the day, so he only allowed them on for a week]

Point of the journal being; if you're a player like I know you are, or even better, if you have a Steam account, hit me with a note and we'll catch up/friend? I'd love a chance to play such a fun game with any of you! :heart:

I have the Monkey Island-games for the said rest-of-the-week too, another thanks to :icongangstaboogie: for getting me one for my birthday/Christmas. Now there's one guy who knows how to be a complete sweetheart. :)


ALSO, consider my internet break to be off now, but I need to share to you guys some ground rules or something for the future, so that'll be up next, I guess.
  • Listening to: Gorillaz. Thanks Janita! <3
Not that you'd really notice from my usual activity, but I'm taking time off from the internet for a few weeks.

And incase you're wondering, everything's fine.

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Yes, I hopped in the bandwagon of DA's crewing, or what ever you call it, so I edited one of my super old journals with this... :)

:bulletblue: :bulletblue: :bulletblue:DeviantArt's The Simpsons-crew!:bulletblue: :bulletblue: :bulletblue:

How to join? Simple....

1. Comment this journal by simply saying you wish to join. Then choose a character you wish to be, but who is not allready chosen in the list by someone!!! ^_^

2. Wait for me to add you in, as soon as possible, I will!!! xD

3. Add us to your journal/signature/some place visible in DeviantArt, by writing this...

< a  href=" http:// silversister. deviantart. com/ journal/ 5227367/ " > I'm [( insert you characters proper name here! )] in the DeviantArt's The Simpsons-crew! < /a>

without the spaces!!! Exept the part where you explain your character in this very crew. Hope you all got that, who aren't familiar with this linking system... ;P

4. And furthermore, DO NOT START FIGHTING OVER CHARACTERS! ...for so many reasons, just... DON'T!!! x(

And without further adue, I shall go and claim my own character! x) Have a nice day, spread the word of the crew, and welcome back anytime! ^__^


Abraham "Grandpa" Simpson --- ZoDy
Apu Nahasapeemapetilon --- candlegirl
Artie Ziff --- MistressOfKashyyyk
Bart Simpson --- Badluk
Carl Carlson --- UnbrokenHeartSilvane
Cecil Terwilliger --- DrakkenlovesShego12
Clancy Wiggum --- sheepers
Cleetus --- dragonlover44
C. Montgomery Burns --- Luke-the-F0x
Comic Book Guy --- tropy-29
Duffman --- PowerOptix
Edna Krabapple --- kimbostar
Fat Tony ---blackjack157
Gil Gunderson ---LukeTheLemonKing
Groundskeeper Willie --- DoctorBollocks
Hans Moleman --- GangstaBoogie
Hans Scorpio --- Alexio-S
Harry Plopper --- Aura-Psychick
Homer Simpson --- Martina313
Jimbo Jones --- shadowthewedgehog
Kent Brockman --- KingdumbHeartness
Krusty the Clown --- vivinefertari
Lenny Leonard --- LordyDesmond
Lisa Simpson --- dekka-chan
Ned Flanders --- ragged-ashes
Nelson Muntz --- BecSparrow
Nick Riviera --- PitchblackDragon
Maggie Simpson --- ottselluver
Marge Simpson --- galijakuzzi
Millhouse Van Houten --- chibi-cthulhu
Moe Szyslak --- StupidLittleCreature
Ms. Botz --- Linake
Otto Mann --- Ivaloinen
Professor Frink --- The-Other-Knight
Rainier Wolfcastle --- Rogerregorroger
Ralph Wiggum --- silversister
Rod Flanders --- Geostra
Santas Little Helper --- RacheyraE
Sherri --- happyninacortex
Sideshow Bob --- Turquoisephoenix
Sideshow Mel --- EvilArianKid
Snake --- clenchy
Snowball II --- Azure-Dragoness
Spider-Pig --- mysticdragon234
Stampy the elephant --- Pizza-Cat-Luv
Superintendent Chalmers --- Super-Josh
Timothy Lovejoy --- AuxiliatrixDisciples
Troy McClure --- ArfJason
Waylon Smithers --- rukift


Edit: Deviantart seems to be f*cking with me again, cos it refuses to fix some quirks in this journal...
Edit 2: Re-arranged the names by alphabets.
Edit 3: Changed deviants I know with new accounts, deleted deviants who're no longer at the site *thus opening spots for Homer and Disco Stu*, checked out the proper spelling of Moes name and got us a nice banner. :)
  • Listening to: Gorillaz.
  • Reading: Vate.
  • Playing: Metroid Prime 2.
  • Eating: Lettuja. &lt;3

Merry late Christmas to you all! :heart: *I got me a new TV, yesyesyes*

And a happy 2011 to boot!!! :dance:


Some of the highlights of the past year that happened to me:

- My new school in the field of animation and art starting in January. Met new awesome friends and learned a few new tricks in terms of painting at least! :heart:

- Saw Disney's Princess and the Frog after crazy waiting and anticipation in February. While only slightly disappointing, *and that's due to several small factors here and there* it was still the basic lovely Disney-flick it needed to be for me to like it, and I ended up seeing the thing in the theaters for two more times. The line of catchy musical 2D films with the classy charismatic villians needs to be supported! More plus-points to the sympathetic and [Disney's first?] manwhore-y prince, the utterly huggable trumpet playing alligator and the hilariously ditzy yet deep-within sweet BFF of the princess! :XD:

- Spent the hottest summer in Finlands history doing... absolutely nothing, all the way from June to August. I am not an extreme hot temperature kind of person. About the only good things that came out of it were me actually swimming and doing more summer-y activities than ever, not forgetting meeting more of our american relatives for the first time ever on midsummer! :)

- Turning 21 in November and having a rather awesome and eventful and sweet birthday. It's kinda depressing though that I'm this old and haven't really done anything successful or worth mentioning in my life, but dammit; This is supposed to be a more cheerful journal! :laughing:

- Working crazy on a music video commission at school with a classmate, staying in class for almost 24/7 for a few weeks in December. This is worthwhile mentioning, because I'm honest to God one of the most annoying slackers and procrastinators you'll ever meet and my past-student self would've most likely jumped off a cliff rather than tolerate staying in school for so long. Before this there was the giant painting of Russian culture that I worked on with another classmate in November, but this music-video commission... even in it's every working-mans normal day simplicity felt like such a triumph from myself. Me and Satu, we are MUSIC-VIDEO PRODUCTION MACHINES! >8DDD
Other even more notable December event is Rougechick visiting my place during this last week of the year! :heart: I haven't had such a pleasent lengthy visit from a friend in the longest time!


Next year?

Try tranferring to either the Slovakian art-school for few months to study animation or to just visit Poland for a week to meet vanilliacoke [depends entirely on how things will be timed]

Try keeping up being active in school like I started this autumn.

Try to make more exciting and different decisions in life unlike I usually do.

Try to get the games I downloaded from Steam to finally work so you can become an official Team Fortress 2 fangirl instead of just-adoring-the-fun-plus-well-designed-characters-and-crazy-artistically-talented-fandom-like-a-dumbass fangirl.

Oh and I'd say this but I'm kind of scared at this point.

...more actual art already?
  • Listening to: Disney-instrumentals.
  • Watching: Frasier.
  • Playing: Disney SingStar.
  • Eating: TREATS. o_o;
  • Drinking: Fanta.
Yet another year older! :dance:

Thank you guys for the wishes! Oh, and the present! :heart:

Still attempting my best to stay alive here. Matter of fact, I feel like revamping this entire account once I make a triumphant return. Would that mean taking out A L L of my now existing art here?

Maybe. That's what I very much feel like, at least. I'm still nowhere near perfect, but I do like to tell myself I've actually gone and improved a little since starting my animation and painting school at the start of this year, and I feel the usual uncomfortableness of having any new stuff with so many of my tremendously old ones...

If you've managed to pay attention this far, then do please share if you have any thoughts or opinions on the matter. Despite possible lack of replies, as you know, I do still READ and acknowledge you guys.
  • Listening to: &quot;Who's Theme&quot; - MINMI ft. Nujabes.
  • Reading: Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
  • Watching: Treasure Planet.
  • Playing: Metroid Prime 2.
Whoa, got past 80 000 pageviews. What have I done to REALLY deserve any of them, I wonder? :XD: Either way; I owe thanks for anyone who's dropped by, commented, faved and watched or anything! You're keeping this account much more alive than I am! :lmao:

Also, a quizzy-quiz in your pretty faces! :3 Stole from :iconbechnokid:

Do you want to be single or with someone?
I'm having a good time with myself *your clever masturbation joke here herrrrrpderrrrrrp :slow:* but I can't say I wasn't occasionally over-romantically daydreaming my ridiculous over-romantic daydreams. :)

What song are you listening to right now?
I have my usual odd collection of YouTube tunes that I'm switching between.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
My homie Kiia got it for me during our class-trip to Helsinkis art museums. Gotta love that Spider-Man! ^^

Could you go a day without eating?
No and I pity the poor fools who have to. :(

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J or A?

Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decisions?
No-one forces me to church.

How long does it take you to shower?
15 minutes, can stretch to 30.

What was last thing you drank?
Coke. And that'll be the last time for a whole month! ) :<

Are you "talking" to someone?

What was for dinner last night?
Erm, can't remember that far. XD

Is anyone in love with you?
That'd be super kind of them!

Do you curse in front of your parents?
Yeah, it happens, with the usual replies... =P

What girl(s) can you tell everything to?
Emotional enough, I'm the kind of dumbass who opens up to almost anyone.

Does anyone hate you?
I'm a persona too annoying for anyone NOT to hate, so I wouldn't be surprised! XD

What are you doing tonight?
Not sleeping, appearently...

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
REALLY depends. I know I wouldn't give them to just anyone!

Your phone is ringing, it's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
"Sorry I fell on you. Hope it wasn't that hard."

Ever liked someone older than you?
It's how I usually prefer them. ;)

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Aaall the way to the middle of the day. ^^

Have you ever been arrested?

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

Do you want someone you can't have?
"Never getting there is half the fun!"
-The Wise Man.

Did anything special happen last night?
I actually got some sleep.

Who did you spend most of your time with last night?
Visited my parents with my big brother, so them.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
It sure seems to go that way, doesn't it?

Can you handle the truth?
I'd lie if I told ya it never hurts even a little. But give me time to chill, and I take any of it...

Last time you left your house, where did you go?
For a walk. :heart:

Is your bedroom messy or clean?
It's actually surprisingly clean, most of the time.

Do you have any unusual skills?
No. I isn't spechul. :(

When did you last have an 'Oh, I get it now!' moment?
Too many to recall the latest.

What were you last embarrassed about?
Read above.

When were you last jealous?
Now THAT I can't recall, it was so long ago. O.o

Are you in a good mood right now?
Eh. I think I'm FINALLY getting tired. XD I knew writing a long quiz would help!

Do you drink energy drinks?
I have a mild ADHD without any of that, thanks.

Are you an alcoholic?

Is anything bothering you?
This heat from the laptop. I'll just open a window...

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
A tattoo? One of these days! A piercing? ...don't think so...

If you could erase somebody from your life, who would it be?
The A-holes from the past...

Was 2009 a good year for you?
T'was alright.

Last time you said you loved someone, did you mean it?
You should never say those words lightly! :/

Do you think people think bad things about you?
It's the way I am. I think they're merely just stating the truth. That or are just ignorant. *shrug*

Would you rather have long or short hair?
I just checked some of my old photos. DANGIT was my hair long back then!!!

Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?
I don't think I'm really the camping type.

How was the weather today?

How are your grades?
I'm fine with just passing the courses now, but later on regret not having put any effort on anything. Such is my life.

This past summer, did you have a "thing" with someone?

What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
Private thoughts.

Currently wanting anything?
Some pretty white snow on the ground would be nice. :heart:

If you had to get another piercing where would they be?
Quit trying to pierce me, man! D:

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Whenever anyone deserves it.

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
Pffft, I'd panic and wouldn't listen to any of the instructions. I think it'd be a very clear game. XD

Would you rather go to California or leave the country?
I have family in Cali! :D

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
Any of you named Marianne?

Are you missing anyone?
I miss my real life serkku! D:

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Either Emppu or Emma.

Where do you want to live when you are older?
In my own house.

How far away is the person you miss?
Half-way across the globe.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
No-one I know is a morning person like that. =P

Is any part of you sad at all?
My childhood self was pretty sad.

Who were you last in a car with?
My big brother.

Do you think things will change in the next few months?
I'll turn another year older. :)

Were you single on your last birthday?

Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
My friends seem to know me pretty well.

Last thing you did before bed last night?
Read a book.

Did you see a guy today that made you smile?
Plenty of them. >: )

What are you doing tomorrow?
Hopefully horse-back riding. Also going back to my parents place.

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
It almost IS 7AM tomorrow... so... yes...? XDDD

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
I was just thinking about my horrible history with men some time ago... These days I'm so much more easy-going with guys and have plenty of them as friends, but I kinda regret not having that same "sense" back in the days. :/ Things could've been so different.

Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
If I'll be sleeping at all; yeah.

Have you ever slapped someone in the face?

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking weed?
We'll try now, won't we? XD

How are you feeling at this exact moment in time?
Still a bit tired... Maybe enough to fall asleep? :333

Are you a bad influence?
Kinda yeah! XD

Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?

Does it bother you when people respond with one word texts?
It's all in the situation...

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Enough with the kissing, guys!

Would you go out in public looking the way you do now?
How much would you pay me? :3

Do your parents know everything about you?
Not everything, partly because I simply don't want them to know.

How late did you stay up last night? why?
Around 2-3AM. Because of fucked up sleeping rythm.

Do you find smoking unattractive?


PS. Play this if you still haven't. It's pretty fun. :)
  • Listening to: misc. sountracks.
  • Reading: Finn Family Moomintroll.
  • Watching: Arashi No Yoru Ni.
  • Playing: Tales of Symphonia.
  • Drinking: Coke. kinda useless, since with my epic skills of dork-ery and dumbassness I lost PhotoStudio from my laptop.

However, I haven't given Paint a chance; as long as it can re-size images and rotate them [I haven't given two sh!ts about Paint nor looked at it much in my life hence why I'm so ignorant of it] we're home free and this journal is another pointless wanking filler.

Otherwise, even if I could draw something, *GD why is it so near impossible all of a sudden?!?* there's no way other than the camera to show you any of my works.

I do have some photos I'd like you guys to see. ;)
  • Listening to: David Bergeaud.
  • Reading: Star Wars - comics.
  • Watching: Boondocks.
  • Playing: Ratchet &amp; Clank 3, FF TA2, Tales of Symphonia.
  • Eating: Sausage-potato dish.
  • Drinking: Milk.
So I'd tell myself not to make an upteenth apology journal for my months absence, but in this particular case I had to time it right after a journal I wrote to spark up a conversation without saying much of a word on  the topic myself. [even if only four people chipped in and I wrote it out of a momentary emotional mood...] It felt more rude than usual of me, so my apologies on that and thanks for sharing your thoughts. :) Explains why my journals go well ignored most of the time, which only serves me right, frankly! :XD:


This high temperature during the summer has been too much for me to bear. I still feel so unmotivated to do anything, let alone actually start school again next week. o_o;
So I basically went nowhere and did nothing special the entire summer despite the many promises and plans. Just either went swimming a whole lot or lazed around.

Still managed to play a lot of video-games like crazy, though. I guess that proves there just isn't a force of nature that could keep me from doing that. :lol:
  • Listening to: &quot;Come On Closer&quot; - Jem.
  • Reading: Donald Duck.
  • Watching: Samurai Jack season 2.
  • Playing: FF IX/TA2.
  • Drinking: Coke.

Do any of you ever get up in the middle of the night in great feelings of writing a ranting journal, then taking a little too long while to get to it, and then not feeling like it anymore?

Well, to make my waking-up not completely useless, a possibly hours long text a little more simpler, and for the sake of that great golden opportunity to make good conversation;
can I get any of your personal thoughts and feelings on people hosting image-board threads of "bad art on the internet"?

My two cents; I'd hate to sound like your typical over-emotional DeviantTart faggot, but I can't help but find threads like that rude as hell. Really.

Same goes for the constant seemingly extra-harsh criticism on webcomics. Double-really! =/


Tue Jun 22, 2010, 2:38 PM
  • Listening to: &quot;Dr. Feelgood&quot; - M&ouml;tley Cr&uuml;e.
  • Watching: The Boondocks, Megas XLR.
  • Playing: FF TA2, ResiZERO, Ratchet &amp; Clank 2.
  • Eating: Candy.
  • Drinking: Coke.

You name 'em, I draw 'em. For cash, though.

My art-trades, comissions and other art I'm working on. - Art Progress

Favourite couples in fictional series. - Relationships

Videogames I'm playing. - Videogame progress journal.

I'm subscription-less once more.
And y'know, it's not as bad as I remember it. Sure, I can't see my very recent polls scores now but yeah, not the end of the world is it? XD Plus there's been much less ads shoved in my face every second than what I expected, so it's been quite tolerable. Might just be a twenty-something euros well spared for now.

... ... ...

And no, definitely no new art from my end yet.
BUT here's a little something I've been planning once there will be, and in this particular three-step order...

1. 30 characters challenge meme.
I'm not gonna lie to you since it isn't such big news with me anyway; I'm torn between having this account as so very fanart centric and yet, there are SO MANY DAMN IDEAS AND CHARACTERS that I wish to have a go at drawing. I'm thinking this particular meme I've seen going around chould be somewhat of a best choice to settle that desire for now.

2. My own character profiles.
...and I think the key is to make these ridiculously simple, short and sweet as people like it. Since I have no actual series planned for them or anything, there's really no reasonable point nor excuse in having to hold them back as long and stressful as I've been doing now.
Maybe I've also been shy or something, thinking the characters will be too plain and un-original or something so they'll get crapped all over immediately.

But yeah... that's just none-sense bullshit. Everyone knows my ideas are totally awesome.

3. Open art-trades and collaborations again
Fncking THIS! I've always considered art-trades like a nice combo of drawing fanart/original characters, so I never really feel bad about drawing them.
But they've been closed for so long only because I want to have my own character profiles up so I can have something in return. Ain't I a stinker?



I really need to learn how to sleep again.
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Sat Jun 5, 2010, 1:11 PM
  • Listening to: Shadow of the Colossus OST.
  • Reading: Ginga Nagareboshi Gin #2.
  • Watching: The Boondocks.
  • Playing: Final Fantasy TA2: Grimoire of the Rift.
  • Eating: Mint-chocolate ice-cream.
  • Drinking: Jaffa.

You name 'em, I draw 'em. For cash, though.

My art-trades, comissions and other art I'm working on. - Art Progress

Favourite couples in fictional series. - Relationships

Videogames I'm playing. - Videogame progress journal.

So it's finally come down to summer! Sure wish the weather would agree to that and quit hailing on us. XD

But anywho, off with that old depressing journal from my front page; here's a little something I owe from bothering :iconicequeenkitty:...

If you comment on this journal, I will...

1. respond with something random about you.

2. tell you which color you remind me of.

3. tell you my first memory of you.

4. tell you what animal you remind me of.

5. ask you something I've always wondered about you.

6. tell you my favorite thing about you.

7. tell you my least favorite thing about you.

8. challenge you to post this on your journal!

...aaand with that, I leave you with my obligatory promise of trying to produce more art and bid you farewell! :3
UNLESS I recall something actually important that needs to be mentioned and come back to add it later!
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