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since last journal i didn't wrote 65 weeks. uh very long time



but i was visit dA everyday.

also i'm not dead.




well. i noticed i'm not normal person one i found.


i was visit hospital in this year and found i have illness.

but most doctors are not even know my illness name.

but one doc found i have illness and what it is surely.

it's


oh crap. what? i have cerebral palsy?

it's not DNA problem. when i was in mother's belly or child. it happend.

actually i think when i was her belly stay, it happend i think so.

and well.

i was question then why my arm and leg moving is not problem or social things

and doc said it's another kind of cerebral palsy problem.

witchmeans, not normal one.


symptoms are like this

-pain. at feet mostly. when i my feet on ground or somewhere touch. it gonna hurt.

-pain at head every sec. but pain is kinda ignored coz i'm used to be this situation.
(but sometimes really gotta hurt)

-blackout happening. 0.5-2 sec i blackout. and try to remember what i doing or did

-pain at back when i standing -it's secondly effect.

and this pain can't ignored by anesthetic shot or drugs.

dose't work.


also i can't fix this illness and can't prove i have this damned sickness.

also i have army problem still. it sucks.

army still want me to go but look. even i can't get job or simple part time job.

mostly i can do is sit on my chair and do internet or lay down at bed is all.

endless pain makes me really insane but still i'm not mad yet.


but very tired i am. sometimes want die for end this damn pain but i'm living one and as u people know living things want live more.

so i'm keep living but i'm not happy.

in endless pain i am.

it makes me hate many people. someone who in happy situation but they not deserve to happy persons.

and unjustice things.

well.

pains still same now and old time and will future too. it very sad things.

i hope i can prove i have cerebral palsy and people help me out this hell living.

i can't f---ing do anything myself if i stand or walk or something.

*sigh*

hard days. but hope torturing me so badly.

i'm not that lucky person. unlucky mostly. so everythings not going well as i wanted or calculate. it very sucks...

:<

i want to be happy but still.. hope torture me.

if i can quit hope it would be better to live i think. purr

hard to live really. it's living hell to me.

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Rewrite - ah.. i need to make new one when... i feel need to really change.
there is so many not matching well.

oh well. like.. some stuff... are.. not matching in reality.

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:icondingopatagonico:
DingoPatagonico Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
happy birthday! :party::hug:
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2018
thank you :3 and happy new year~
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:icondingopatagonico:
DingoPatagonico Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
same to you and your family X3
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2018
how kindly :3 hehe. thank you! 
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:iconbluerazormane:
BlueRazorMane Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2018
Happy birthday!!
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2018
oh :3 thank you and happy new year~
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:icondanilofanzineiro:
Danilofanzineiro Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2018   Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch, much appreciated ^^
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2018
:3 hehe 
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:icongreensam:
greensam Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday!
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017
thank you :3
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:icondingopatagonico:
DingoPatagonico Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Feliz Cumpleaños :party::cake:
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017
every years, you celebrate my b-day. thank you Dingo :3
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:icondingopatagonico:
DingoPatagonico Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:salute: X3
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:iconbluerazormane:
BlueRazorMane Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2017
Happy Birthday!!! =3
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017
hehe thank you :3 btw seems you changed your nickname? how's these days?
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:iconbluerazormane:
BlueRazorMane Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2017
nope, havent changed nicknames here, am good, a bit stressed over the holidays for family issues. how about you ?
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2018
oh sorry. couldn't checked my dA for few days. i'm alright :3 try to living but still okay. thx for asking!
and seems i was confused about your nickname stuff hehe :3
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:icondingopatagonico:
DingoPatagonico Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
happy birthday! i finally have internet signal :hug::cake:
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016
oh :3 that's good. anyway, thank you *hug
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:icondingopatagonico:
DingoPatagonico Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
x3
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:icongreensam:
greensam Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday!
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016
thank you :3 *wave*
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:iconbluerazormane:
BlueRazorMane Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016
Happy Birthday!! *hugs*
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:iconsilversapiron:
SilverSapiron Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016
thank you :3 *hug*
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Zephiell Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2016
thx for the llama ^^
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