Literature
Pastoral
this longing did not begin in childhood
with old rams, tired ewes, wooly lambs
sticking their heads between fence posts at family farms
and petting areas, begging for food from tiny hands
with filed horns and wagging tongues
i did not know you then
and there have always been sheep, to be sure
it came not with the dishes beckoning from expensive menus
at establishments in the older side of town
nor was it in the ponderance of mint jelly—
a significance still waiting years later to be pinned down
there have always been sheep in one form or another—
even the easter cake dressed in her finest coconut shreds
and the lament from sundays long-past:
lamb of god, take away the sins of the world
there have always been sheep
no, i am not speaking to them (of them)
no, this comes from a bleary-eyed memory
still waiting for the snow to stop in order to better watch the sun
rise over the tops of trees from behind the chill of a tour bus window,
foggy with breath
a memory of miles of fields