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What is it about life, that sometimes I just don't feel like living it anymore?  At age 36 this is a disturbing thought in my mind.  But I feel trapped by a lot of things, I'm not going to go into it in any detail, but life is like "ho hum" anymore.
I don't even seem to be enjoying photography as much as I used to.  I think that if it wasn't for the games I play on my ipad or MLPFiM to give me some cheer I really wouldn't know why I bother with anything.
Sounds like depression I know, but that doesn't seem like the only thing going on here with me. I think I have to do some serious praying, there isn't much else I can do at this point.
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Anyway to all who continue to leave nice comments on my photography, thank you! :heart: I really appreciate that and it does lift me up a bit.

edit- Which reminds me, I have some new photos, but I haven't processed them yet. Hopefully I can get that up soon.
And I might have become a little more down today after hearing my cousin (2nd cousin?) Donald passed away today. I knew him not particularly well but he was a very sweet man, energetic, and made an Elvis CD for me after a visit not too long ago. Then...he just died suddenly after moving just earlier this month.  *sigh* That won't add cheer to your day, that's for sure.
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CRG-Free Featured By Owner May 27, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
I am sorry for your loss. My brother recently lost his father in law. My nephew age 3 didn't understand and thought he was still in the water where they found him and when at the park ran towards the water and had he made it to the steps which are steep he'd have ended up probably tumbling down the cement steps and breaking his neck.
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SilkenWinds Featured By Owner May 31, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for your condolences. :) I'm very sorry to hear about the father-in-law...I was a bit confused by the story are you saying he drowned and the little 3 yr old tried to rescue him?  That was amazing and brave for the kid.
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CRG-Free Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Well he was suppose to have drown like a week prior and was already buried. They told him he was in heaven and he thought because he had drowned and they'd mentioned in the water he assumed he just had to find water or the river and he'd be able to get him out and back.
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SilkenWinds Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Sad :(  Well I wish the best for your family and thanks again for sharing.
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CRG-Free Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
You are welcome. My grandma wanted to not have feeding tubes and thus ended up starving for days until they moved her and she passed.
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ScarabsCorner Featured By Owner May 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Im sorry for your loss and that you've got hard times going on top of that. Just know your awesome and not alone.
I myself am feeling in over my head lately my dog needs surgery and it's more money then I have I too also lost someone very close to me recently so I know how that is-hang in there:huggle:
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SilkenWinds Featured By Owner May 27, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you very much for these kind words. :)
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ScarabsCorner Featured By Owner May 27, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
your welcome:tighthug:
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