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A Strange Thing
1. You get one song, what do you pick:
-Standing In the Shower...Thinking -- Jane's Addiction !

2. You get one CD, choose now:
-Graceland -- Paul Simon (probably the best album in EXISTENCE)

3. You get one super power:
-Flying !

4. You can take one thing out of your house (which is currently on fire):
-my iPod ? rofl

5. One video game, all the rest are destroyed:
-hmmm either old school Mario or old school LoZ....

6. You are happy when it is________outside:

-Teh n00bs.

8. If you could be one animal: [you can pick up to two, and keep them real animals]

9. What is the one thing you are terrible at...and i mean world class failure!:
-Well, I'm not very good at tongue twisters.... (GET IT, GET IT ?????)

10. When you were 5, what did you want to be when you grew up:
-A mutha-fuckin BADASS. (mission accomplished, thanks)



In this room the hours of love
Differ in shades of grey
Still make shadows

In this room the hours of love
Differ in fears, we'll shake lovers
That on this day, search our dark noon

Where worms creep out in sunlight
To be raped
By birds as they feed
To be raped as they feed

Un'Aria Ancora:

In this room the hours of love
different shades of grey
still make shadows...

Feel your hand, Stranger
Feel your hand, Stranger
Fill your hand, Stranger

Well, been obsessing about those two lately. Also I dig the emoticon I am using on this journal.
  • Listening to: Bodysnatchers -- Radiohead
  • Reading: A Cambodian Odyssey -- Haing Ngor
  • Eating: Sunflower Seeds
  • Drinking: Diet Sierra Mist
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  • Listening to: Decipher Reflections From Reality - PRP!
My parachute didn't open
and when my back up failed
the pixie dust prevailed
and I woke up next to you
all I wanted was to hold you

I was born in a city
however small
it held a hospital
for location where i came into being
it was all down hill from there

What do you do
when your lifes a disaster
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe ?

What do you say
if some is right but
you disagree
even if its the truth ?

I was told you are depressed
by a little bird
that was severly hurt
as it did not notice my window
it just flew wherever the wind blows
as it convulsed on the pavement
it whispered: "I am hated"
your genetic flaws
I said say it all
you cant decipher reflections from reality
but neither can I

I noticed neither can I

You are the circle
I am the square
I have the none cut
you have the cool hair
we both take showers
for almost an hour
but only once a week or two

what do you do
when your lifes a disater
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe ?

what do you say
if someone is right but
you disagree
even if its the truth ?
  • Listening to: Point/Counterpoint - Streetlight Manifesto
  • Drinking: In the Air
So, I guess I'll do another ten, too.

1. Vanilka - Transglobal Underground
This song is off of this awesome CD called Tantra Lounge. Awesome awesome.

2. A Tornado; And Owl - Action Action
Action Action has simply GOT to be one of the best bands out there. And I love this song so much. I bought this album with money that I was supposed to be saving when I was out with my friend at the mall, and we saw Music and Lyrics. I just remember that.

3. Mother's Little Helper - Rolling Stones
I like this song !!

4. Alley Cat - Sherwood
I was totally OBSESSED with this song about a month back. It reminds me of my friend Aaron and this place by my school, and summer. Goooood fucking song.

5. Eyes of A Child - South Park
loloollll this is from the South Park movie ! Probably one of my least favorite songs on the soundtrack though.

6. Let's Go Crazy - The Clash
Sandinista ! w00t ! I heart the Clash so much !

7. Birdhouse In Your Soul - They Might Be Giants
lulz, good band x3 My friend Ricky, this is like his favorite band, I remember one time on the way to a marching band competition (It may have been quarter finals or semi-finals...?) We sat there and listened to the whole album. It was early and it was cold. xD

8. I Thought She Knew - 'N Sync
lolol I love boy bands so much !

9. The Mixed Tape - Jack's Mannequin
omg guys, I'm going to see them in concert toNITE !!!

10. Mother - Pink Floyd
the Mother fuckin wall. (zomg)
  • Listening to: Pop - N'Sync
  • Drinking: In the Air
I guess I'll be doing a drawing of some kind of picture on August 17th at the Street Faire for chilluns to walk by and stare awkwardly at while I paint.
I'm hella excited !
That's also my first day of school
Hope you can stop by and save me from the silence ?
  • Listening to: Empire (noyabr´) -- Kaddisfly
  • Reading: Democracy and the Student Left
  • Watching:
  • Eating: Acaí ice cream-like stuff
  • Drinking: In the Air
So, my friend Emily (, at her school I guess in the newspaper the always have this feature where they take a random kid and have him put his iPod on shuffle, then have him talk about why he has each song and stuff. So, she did it her journal and now me too!
Here we go:

1. Snakecharmer -- Rage Against the Machine
Umm, I LOVE Rage SOOOOOOO bad! Snakecharmer is actually probably one of my least fav Rage songs, but I still like it a lot! I have all the Rage albums.

2. Shelter -- Bedouin Soundclash
I first heard of BS on the 2006 Warped Tour compilation disc, and I could NOT stop listening to the song they had on there, Rude Boy Don't Cry. I was also very happy when I bought their Sounding A Mosaic album to find that there was also a remix of Rude Boy on it!

3. Supernothing -- Streetlight Manifesto
I got Streetlight's Keasbey Nights album from my friend and fellow bandmate, Mark last month. I LOVE Streetlight! Mark and I, and the rest of our band, called Legitimate Idiot, are covering Keasbey Nights (the song) by Streetlight, but I think we should cover this song, Supernothing, because it would be an awesome crowd-pleaser, what with the speeding up and sing-along-ability

4. Up In the Sky -- Oasis
I really like this song. I don't know what else to say, I think this is a good song, though I don't listen to it that much...

5. Florida -- Modest Mouse
Modest Mouse is one of my favorite bands! I have like a kajillion of their albums, and I just got their most recent one, We Were Dead Before the Ship Even Sank last weekend. Florida is off of this one. I really like this album, it sort of hearks back to older Mouse, but keeps the newer Good News For People Who Love Bad News vibe.

6. Girl's Not Grey -- Afi
I bought Afi's Sing the Sorrow album in 6th grade, I remember the day I bought it, which is weird. This is actually probably my least favorite Afi song....

7. The Remedy -- CU Buffoons (a capella cover of original by Jason Mraz)
I LOVE THIS SONG TO DEATH. I swear to god, this is THE best song on the planet. I love a capella stuff. I listen to this song SO damn much. <3 <3 <3

8. Laut Sprecher (Extended Mix) -- Omnibus
hehe....ich fa Bus.....omniomniomniomniomniomniomniomni lol This is an awesome, cute song!

9. Bring the Boys Back Home -- Pink Floyd
The Wall is (are) such a good album(s). This song weirds me out a little, but don't they all in some way? ;3

10. It's Not Just A Party, It's A Funeral -- Emmure
I got this song in a sampler CD that came free when I bought an Action Action t-shirt off the Victory records website. I like this song, it's pretty cool. Just, I get the feeling that Emmure would SUCK live. Aside from them being screamo (I'm sorry, okay, screamo bands tend to suck live because of the strain of screaming and then singing. That's hard on the vocal chords, man!) the singing tends to sound flat and unsupported. (In short, BAD) But I still like this song a lot.

Oh boy, I did it!!
  • Listening to: The Phrase That Pays -- The Academy Is...
  • Reading: Democracy and the Student Left
  • Watching:
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: In the Air
One question still remains:
Why do so many bands never make it to the radio?

BTW I got So Long, Astoria by the Ataris like 3 years ago, so don't even worry.
  • Listening to: RCNK -- Kill Paradise
  • Reading: Angry Students vs. the Establishment
  • Watching:
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: In the Air
So, marching band is over. Time for emo tears. And my parents won't let me do winter line because they just don't know what they're talking about when they say no and blah blah blah it really sucks. *sheds emo tears*

And how are you?

But marching band took 6th in the state, man. I mean, like, the fucking state. That's pretty cool. Our director probably crapped himself when he found out and then went home and had an orgy, even though he probably wouldn't be able to anyway because he's incapable of getting a girl. And no, not woman, because he's only after girls....sigh....
I bet he was pretty happy though.

And I love music. My god. It's so much fun. So many bands and stuff. Someday I'll be one of them.
  • Listening to: Bike Scene -- Taking Back Sunday
  • Reading: Angry Students vs. the Establishment
  • Watching:
  • Eating: Frozen juice
  • Drinking: Frozen juice?
So, I like stole this, but it looked like so much fun

1. Put your library on shuffle.
2. Post the first line from each of the first 25 songs it plays.
3. Make people guess. NO CHEATING
4. Bold it out when someone gets it.
5. If you know it, feel free to reply!

And guess what I'm going from a playlist since there's like a bajillion songs in our iTunes and mose of them aren't mine

1. Smeared black ink, your palms are sweaty, and I'm barely listening to last demands.

2. If I could open my arms, and span the length of the isle of Manhattan, I'd bring it to where you are

3. Cavanaugh park, where I used to sit all alone in the park, and dream about things that I cannot say. You always said destiny would blow me away.

4. I take a breath, hold the air until there's nothing left.

5. orenji no suraido, utsuusu sora. Supponji no puraido...(Orange slide, sponge's pride, hamster's grunge.....come on guys, yellow vespa, neh?)

6. We'll ask if we can six and if not we'll have to have two.

7. Put your hand over mine, if you could see inside, you wouldn't leave me anymore

8. You may tire of me, our december sun is setting, 'cause I'm not who I used to be

9. It was familiar to me, the smoke to thick to breathe.

10. Every thought that I repent there's another chip you haven't spent, and you're cashing them all in. Where do we begin to get clean again

11. Yeah I'm waitin' for you it's been so long. Yeah I'm sad when I'm on my own

12. When I touch your skin you seem to tremble so. Can I taste your wrists? My own are growing cold.

13. Baby, you got me all wrong. And maybe I am not all down and out. I'm high and I'm in.

14. Out of the box, out of the kitchen. Out of the world she's grown so fearful of.

15. Sleep, sleep, little darling. I swear I'm not trying to wear you out, I'm not trying to drag you down

16. Cut off my pair of limbs. Put off what's left within. When I'm limited. Time to face the end

17. We've got one chance to break out, and we need it now. 'Cause I'm sick an tired of waiting, sick of this fucking apartment.

18. I've been hiding in this bed for weeks from this, throat's raw from screaming and I haven't said a word

19. I have, I have you breathing down my neck, breathing down my neck

20. Every night I see you standing on the corner, shakin' that thang like your playing Pop Warner

21. I got a story, it's almost finished, and all need is someone to tell it to. Maybe that's you.

22. It doesn't take much to keep holding someone's hand, you have to keep your eyes open as wide as you can

23. Seem's this boy's bathed in ridicule. Too far, but way too physical. It's time that I had another..

24. Millie boy man you go ahead. Middle class, she's not a-showin' it, walk it then.

25. Stay with me, you're the one I need; you make the hardest things seem easy

George Bush Senior said:

"No, I don't know that atheists should be considered as citizens, nor should they be considered patriots. This is one nation under God."

hehe. What a fucker.

I mean, this nation wasn't even FOUNDED on that principle, 'one nation under god.' I mean, I guess that our 'founding fathers' and shit WERE like the most Puritan people around, but I don't THINK that their intention was to make this place 'one nation under god.' That phrase was added to the pledge of allegiance in that 1940's or something to help prevent to spread of communism. (however that was going to help...) And...I gotta go so I'l finish this rant later.

GOD that makes me upset *tear*
Peace out.
What's up!?!! I got internet back, and so I will most likely be updating like nuts, a month maybe....haha. So, I just met my paternal-wise family, except for one person because her dad is cheap I guess. It was a very emotional time, and it was spent in Florida. My dad's side has lots of people, because my grandmother had five kids, though one of them is not married and does not have children. My mother's side, though, is very small in comparison because I only have one aunt, who does not have any children and got married only about a year and a half ago. But I have a very lovely paternal-wise family, and I wish that I might be able to see them again. My cousin is swimming on a college team this year! She's going to be a freshmen, and it's so exciting! Yah. Later. <3 thank you.

Subby--for everyone?

Thu Jun 1, 2006, 11:42 AM

Well, I got a free one-week this something that everyone gets because DA is sporadic like that...but I mean, my birthday is in four days or that why? Ah well, it's pretty cool!

  • Listening to: The Background, by Third Eye Blind
Lemme think of the best ones....(I was tagged by Amanda-San!!)

1. I still pick my nose.
2. This one's too dirty to say. Why did I put it up, then? Well, it's really weird.
3. I get enjoyment out of even the smallest things. Often, really excited. Now, you may not think this weird, but often people tell me it is. Sorry...
4. You tell me.
5. Fuck this...
6. Actually, here's another one. (This is an edit, btw) When I was in first grade I colored my butt with markers during class. Yah, like, I pulled my pants down a little and sat there, coloring on the 'in-between-the-legs' part of my rear end....

I'm not in denial. There are so many weird/stupid/odd/ugly/faulty things about me, sure, but right now I'm a lazy bum. Is that weird?
I don't have much time, so here we go:

If I were a month, I would be: June
If I were a day of the week, I would be: Saturday
If I were a time of day, I would be: 8:00 am
If I were a planet, I would be: Saturn
If I were a sea animal, I would be: A dolphin? How dumb! But it would be killer fun!
If I were a direction, I would be: North, or East....Northeast, then?
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: A bench
If I were a sin, I would be: Lust? Ha, well......The one that has to to with breaking the rules all the time.
If I were a historical figure I would be: A female Yardbird. Is that asking too much?
If I were a liquid, I would be: Water
If I were a stone, I would be: A friggin' stone.
If I were a tree, I would be: Bonsai. Like, seriously, I would. (Not in the metaphorical sense, jeez!)
If I were a bird, I would be: A hummingbird. How cliché.
If I were a tool, I would be: Useless. I'm so clumsy!
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Aloe
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Cool windy breezes, partly couldy, mildly sunny.
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: A wizard. Does that count?
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: A guitar. Makes any kind of sound.
If I were an animal, I would be: One of the cat family.
If I were a colour, I would be: Green!, yeah, green.
If I were an emotion, I would be: Confusion. Is that an emotion? How about perplexity/wonder/awe. Yah, that's better.
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Radish
If I were a sound, I would be: Music.
If I were an element, I would be: Water or air.
If I were a car, I would be: Non-polluting, and possible efficient.
If I were a song, I would be: Written and performed by Modest Mouse. How silly, eh? ...Or...This is the Dream of Evan and Chan, the cover by Postal Service...idk
If I were a movie, I would be: The Full Monty or Life as a House...I guess
If I were a book, I would be written by: Diana Wynne Jones
If I were a food, I would be: Lettuce or some kind of regular-type veggie
If I were a place, I would be: Inside the billowing parachute
If I were a taste, I would be: like a kind of syrup
If I were a scent, I would be: Wet bark
If I were a religion, I would be: Hmm......
If I were a word, I would be: Celery....wha? I don't know
If I were a body part, I would be: Arm
If I were a facial expression, I would be: Melancholy
If I were a subject in school, I would be: Math-Music. Yes, one word, one subject, damnit. I hate math. I dislike it very much, rather.
If I were a cartoon character, I would be: Ha. Ariel from the Litte Mermaid, only when she's got legs and not her voice.
If I were a shape, I would be: A (blue) circle
If I were a number, I would be: 147
If I were an item of clothing, I would be: A t-shirt, or something comfortable and breathable
If I were a piece of jewellery, I would be: An anklet
If I were a clothing accessory, I would be: One of those pompous, snooty scarves people (usually women) wear around their necks.

Thank you for reading this, if you did. Thanks for taking the time^-^
Look what I've done....aww.....

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
okay....did that....oh, I should type it out? Okay:
"Select the type of paving you want to use. All four types...."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Then what?

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Well, I watched a DVD, does that count? It was the Tour de Franz thing on a Franz Ferdinand DVD thingy....but as for television programs....I think it was Wild 'N' Out....I don't remember...

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
3:00 pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
about 3:07 or :08

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
La Musica!!

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Getting a breath of fresh air while the dogs went potty, and that was about 1.5-2 hours ago

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My past journal entries, because I have directional problems....

9. What are you wearing?
Would you like me to take it off or something?
(that was unecessary...but so are a lot of things, so what are ya gonna do)

I'm wearing black capri's that have red buttons and zippers and the like, black seamless hiphugger underwear, a black and white checkered belt, a small, light blue tanktop that is underneath a black tanktop with lace about the top and as straps, and a purple bra.
Uh oh.

10. Did you dream last night?
I-I guess so
(THOU SHALT NOT DREAM!!!! AUUUGGHHGH!!!! *runs and hides* I didn't do it!)

11. When did you last laugh?
I've chuckled periodically throughout the day, and the weatherman in my mind projects the forecast in the near future as being VERY laughable, but.....I guess it was when my mom's boyfriend asked me if I wanted to play "Maxwell's Silver Hammer" with him and I said that I didn't want to.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Some antique, carefully and intricately carved wooden flat, and a nicely-sized window the translucent curtains are covering it, and a antique outcropping-thing with antique cutlery and tea-ware on it, another shaped, carved wooden flat, and a small tapestry with a chinese dargon of sorts on it. Whew.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Who can tell?

14. What do you think of this quiz?
I think it's fun!

15. What is the last film you saw?
The Corporation. GODDAMN!!! Ya'll rent this one, now.xP

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Who knows.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Who are 'you'? Because I might say something you already know!

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
*sniff* :'(.....*sniff* I-I- ww--would....*sniff* ....*starts bawling* c-can you come back to me?..I g-g-otta g-gather-r mys-se-lf...

19. Do you like to dance?
Oh, yah!
20. George Bush:
The elder or the younger?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Whatever I fucking feel like!

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yah, sure.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
So, I'm doing this because I'm lame. No one really sent this to me and I cut out the last question for the risk of seeming even lamer, but look what I've done.

I love to fill these things out, alright?

Here we go:

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Well I'll be. The page that is 18 in this book is blank! (it was Can't Be Satisfied-The life and Times of Muddy Waters. ...I'm in the library right now)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Did I touch the sky?

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
TRL Hits or whatever it is (Music video of Move Along by the All-American Rejects)

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
12:20 pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:23 pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The din of the computer class across the way the pinched hum of the row of computers stretching out beside me.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Getting out of the car to enter school.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
The URL as it changed from one page to the next?

9. What are you wearing?
Light green capris, light brown and white shoes, a Bolder Boulder 25 Years of Running Anniversary shirt, white bra, white panties, white and pink heel socks (the Bolder Boulder is a footrace of sorts, in case you didn't know)

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes, perhaps I did.

11. When did you last laugh?
At lunch! OMG that was hilarious! ...oh no wait. It was when a teacher tried to get into the library but found that he was locked out, but then reached over the door (it is waist-height) and let himself in.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Literature-promoting posters and such.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Have I? Well, that blasphemed arrangment of All That Jazz was pretty fucked up.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
It's rather interesting.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Uhh.....I think it was the last 20 minutes or so of the recent Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Who can tell?

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
You tell me.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
What doesn't fall into those categories?

19. Do you like to dance?
Hell fucking yah!

20. George Bush:

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
When I was very young, I quite fancied that name Rose. But now I don't. So there.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Duke. Actually, I don't know.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yah, I would.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Speingo o hanashimasen......kedo, Eigo o hanashimasu! To....Nihongo o takusan hanashinai.......are wa 'correct' deshita ka?

                 -_-......Ja ne.