Stay or Go?

Silence
Passive aggressive frustrations
Glares
Emails when I'm sitting right there
Only talking to critique
Housing deadline coming up in three weeks
Fear of getting last year again
Longest ever
All because I didn't want to sound too bossy
Home isn't home anymore
Never says please or thank you
Seems to only care about self except for when she can insert herself into my narrative and hold it

Long drives
Singing in the car as we go
Saying that you're not as good at singing as I am
That expression you make when I hit that ooooooone note
Taking me out to movies and multiple places whenever we can
Working overtime and rearranging your schedule just to see me
Being forward about not liking the idea of sharing me with other people
Spending an hour cooking 4 quarts of chicken noodle soup because I'm sick
A little girl that looks like me and has his energy that bounces all over the place
Bedtime stories instead of the TV so then the brain does not rot to itty bitty pieces
A man I could very much lose sometime next year while he's under the sea serving us