these emotions bound by humanity,
try in vain whilest the beating heart lay decaying,
i'll scream for you a lullaby,
if the reaper is hidding there,
then surely its just a fairytale,
for the dirty cruel thoughts floating in the back of our minds,
as the time ticks away we continue to go blindly,
if never becomes forever i'll draw you a painting,
with the feather of your angelus wings,
for every broken heart there shall be grief,
for the clouds in the distance eventually roll over head,
the coldness of the memories and pain washes over the surface,
under it all where do you think the hate goes?
every sin will carry with no redempt
Get back into the swing of drawing.
That's what I think.
On that note, as you can tell, I finally got unlazy and reset my password so I can use this account again!
Happened to all my other journal entries!?
They fucking up and disappeared...
oh well.
Guess it means i didnt want to remember or let otheres know about it.
Moving on.
Update...would you really like one?
Who the hell reads this shit anyway?
Ugh...
Im 21.
i went to japan for 3 months.
got a full time job.
got into drugs.
Turned into...an asian addict.
more openly bi too.
More suicidal then ever.
Nothing is fixed.
My dream of going to Japan, accomplished.
I saw Diru...another dream accomplished.
Thats fucking sad.
I make myself sick.
But you will never know how sick it makes me.
so yea i cant think of what to draw so this is my other idea..
which picture should i redo?
pick any at all...
you can even check out my OOOOOOOLD dev account.
http://stray-sinner.deviantart.com/
so yea..
which picture should i redo if any? X_x
Yo, it's John. This is my new deviantart. Can't remember what old email address my old deviant art account was and can't remember my password. So this is my new one...go go.